Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Healing Incantation by Mandy Moore

owh blog...how i havent updated you..i feel guilty no doubt..as i have kind of cast of my friends alil these past months..not intentionally honest..its just i hvnt had the time to do catching up..

but i will...i really will...


for those of you who still havent watched rapunzel (no doubt an awesome movie, a must see) the healing incantation is a song where if anyone sings it to mandy moore's hair, it will heal..the story line is purely sweet and funny, nt groundbreaking but yet a must see..


but to me however i hope that to those who are concerned to my best friends, who i hope you guys still are..i really hope i am...this song i dedicate to you..i really hope im in time to save what once was mine...

Flower, gleam and glow
Let your power shine
Make the clock reverse
Bring back what once was mine
Heal what has been hurt
Change the Fates' design
Save what has been lost
Bring back what once was mine
What once was mine

I love you guys...i wont forget you..and i'll definitely call you soon...
LATER!!!

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Shame - Robbie Williams feat Gary Barlow

exam..exam...exam...

finals...finals...final...

owh wait..

nah nevermind...

im bored actually...tomorrow's paper is math...

and i think i've studied enough for it..just a lil revision would do..

so yeah..again..im just bored..none actual point to this post...again...just plain bored...

LATER!!!

Monday, October 18, 2010

Hurricane - 30 Seconds to Mars feat Kanye West

its different between living a lie and living a dream...but those have more things alike than ever..

both aren't real...and both won't fill the gap in one's heart...

there's no actual point in today's post..I just thought of writing this one down...

anyways...im having my exams at the moment, english was just morning, and it was as i expected it would be..

the graph reading part im not so confident about, as i blab a lot more than i do actually give points, but the essay part i feel pretty good, even though the points are a little jumbled up.but i have a pretty good feeling about it...

OWH!!!

one more thing, i was reading the newspaper the other as i always do, and then i stumbled upon an article on a UPSR English exam paper, now the problem with this is...the grammar in the paper was all wrong, and i don't mean like everyone make's mistakes wrong..as in like i don't have any knowledge of grammar wrong...and yet the paper was prepared by an english teacher...so was this teacher actually qualified or was it just another case of, pass and go?


im not saying that im better, as you can read, im not...but its just he/she made simple grammar mistakes that  would make the young one's think that its the right grammar...im not banning this teacher no, but i would love for that teacher, to correct his/her mistakes before he/she prepares another NATIONAL exam paper...

well thats it for this post..i bid thee farewell, and have fun!

LATER!!!

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Mombassa - Hans Zimmer

just a lil side note before my real topic for today's blog... Lion King is the ONLY i repeat ONLY 2-D animated film on the Top 50 list of Highest-grossing Film of all time...it ranks no.30th defeating movies like 2012, Up, Kung Fu Panda, and both New Moon and Eclipse...how awesome is that!

now on to the real topic..Dreams..

yup, i just found out that we can actually dream in reality or dream of reality, but its nearly the same thing...i started becoming interested in this topic since watching Inception, which by the way, can ACTUALLY be done, imagine that, i'll teach how to later on in this blog.

In a dream if a dreamer knows he is dreaming then its called a Lucid Dream. Now its not Liquid dreams like the song, or a wet dream like most guys get. no, a lucid dream is a dream in which one is aware it is dreaming. This can begin in either one of 2 ways.

  1. Dream-Initiated Lucid Dream (DILD) starts as a normal dream, and the dreamer eventually concludes it is a dream
     2   Wake-Initiated Lucid Dream (WILD) occurs when the dreamer goes from a normal waking state into            a dreaming state, with no apparent lapse in consciousness.

so now a lucid dream basically means when your dreaming you know you're dreaming., meaning you can actually control the dream assuming you can do whatever you want in that dream. Thus, indicating one can actually stop the nightmares from coming right? well a neurophysiologist proved this can be done through a few simple steps but one must first know they are dreaming before continuing.

 and a certain someone asks me "if we can control the dream wouldn't that make the nightmare disappear?"  and then i replied, "no, see the nightmare is still there you just fight it out, its kinda like facing your fears, the fear is still there you just have to face it, get me?"

now in the movie inception tels us that we can plant an idea in our brain and let it take control over one's mind, the inception im about to teach you is nearly the same thing, just you do it to yourself, inception means to plant an idea or to solve a problem while being in a dream.

now these are the steps towards doing so.

   1.  Before going to sleep, think of the problem, lets say if your a mathematician look at the problem or an
        unsolved equation before going to sleep, and then just let it consume you. Lets say you're an inventor             look at the machine you half invented and then let that consume you to sleep. Now the concept is fairly          simple and a little illogical no? I mean how can one solve a problem in a subconcius state.

    2. Hence no. 2, now our mind only works 8 % most of the time when we're awake, but when we're asleep
        it amplifies, and it amplifies even more when one is having a lucid dream. Thus, our mind can actually
        solve a problem a lot better in sleep rather than in wake.

     3. Now Equally important, DO NOT i repeat DO NOT jump out of bed and do something else right
        afterwards, see the reason for this is because half of the dream content will be forgotten if one gets      
        distracted. The first thing to do is actually just stay where you are, even if you fell out of your bed, yes its         that important. If you don't recall a dream immediately, see if you feel a particular emotion, the whole   
        dream would come flooding back.

and thats how inception works now to learn about how to reduce your nightmares that you have to click here and for ye self, alright?

well thats it for now..i'll blog soon for upcoming topics, aite?

LATER!!!

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Mozart - Requiem for a Dream

i always wonder...is there actually someone like me out there, is being one a million really true? well if its mathematically then yes..since there's over a billion people and being one in a million is a possibility..

but the thing is...i've been wondering is there someone out there, who is doing the same things im doing, writing what im writing, loving what i love? you know in their own sense i mean..not as in they love my gf, nah i mean like loving their own at this very moment when  im loving my own..get me?

and another thing that got me thinking is that, are we ready to actually know that there is someone like us out there, as in exactly living our life, as in knowing that we are not the alone in facing a situation as someone somewhere is actually facing it right now

i got to think about this when a lecturer of mine told the class about how newton and some other guy found the same formula at the same time, and both of them were like miles from each other and they have never met each other face to face...so it got me thinking...does this happen to everybody?

i mean what if..right now..someone else lets say from China maybe..is writing the same thing as im writing and is thinking the same thing im thinking and the monumental fact is that, we don't know nor have we heard or seen of each other..what then?

i mean don't you think you would like to know that at least someone else out there actually understands you...and i mean completely understand you...

here's a final thought...if you could meet this person...and have your life change maybe for the better and maybe for the worst...would you?

Later~

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Little Drummer Boy - Josh Groban

im grateful...no honestly i am...

a call...a tag...or even a simple eid sms...just shows how people care forone another..how the other affects the other...

i just love how my friends are miles away from me and it has been months or weeks or even days since i talked to them, but yet they still have that glimmer of happinnes to see me, it jst makes you feel special and loved and cared for...

have you ever had that feeling? its quite a lie if you say you havent...

see what i like most about is..when something is true and it comes from the heart, as cliche as it sounds, it will stay forever through the test of time and even distance...

Friends can be made anywhere but true ones are hard to find, how do you know if your friendship is true? its not about being there all the time..or keeping in contact every week..no...its about that glint of happinness that one swift kick of joy you get when a friend calls you and tells you how much they miss you....

its about that one single moment when you know even if he/she calls only for a minute or two, that you are happy that they did call...

in my opinion true friends are hard to come by, but they are even harder to forget...

i love you guys... Jwa, Nasquin, Syikin, Ana, Kai, Sha, Ja, Syafiq, Fasnor, Fasya, Aiman, Nyna, Adik, Zue, Nadya, Yen Yen, Shahril, Opie...and lastly Puteri Suhaila....i love you...

LATER~~

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Everybody wants to be a Cat - The Aristocats

im alive...im well...im doing great...

loL!

ok so lets see...next week is mid terms exam..argh...bt dont worry i think im prepared enough for a 3.0 but not sure if its enough for a 3.5, loL!

btw...i've joined the Kebudayaan Dance team, for KAKOM (Karnival Kokurikulum Matrikulasi) its kinda like a national meet thing i guess, and OMG!!! training have been tiring and exhausting and mostly stressful...BUT its a good thing i love to dance, cuz i don't mind it as much...

studies have been fairly up to MY par..as in its doing good, not great...but good, been very busy lately, and its hectic as last year...difference is, last year i get to go home...this year i havent been home in a month...aiyaiyaiyai...

i miss home terribly...the people, the place, the environment...

seriously...

owh yeah after Mid Sem is suppose to be a mid sem break, but since i joined KAKOM i wont be having one UNTIL 28 July...i'll be home then...till the 1st of August, cuz by then i have to go back...so yeah...urgh!

well thats it for now

LATER!!!

p/s: im very much happy with HER

Saturday, May 15, 2010

its not over - daughtry

we fall to rise up again, never think you'll stay down forever, never feel like you're always down...

no one will be a failure forever, the fails that we receive will only helps us to rise up..

i knw this maybe gibberish or jst plain annoying, i mean i get it, you may think like reading this is jst like wtv, im not forcing you to read it, im not even asking you to, bt if you do its widely appreciated

nothing in this world is for certain, nothing in this world can stay forever, bt we hope and pray that it would,
it doesnt matter what we want it to stay forever, a feeling, a relationship, a success, maybe even a failure...

bt the world doesnt stop spinning, thus neither can we..

so stop being down all the time, cuz you still need keep moving, and stop being so high and mighty all the time, cu you might end up falling...jst live, and have fun with it...

LATER!!!

Thursday, May 6, 2010

Not Afraid - Eminem

if you guys havent heard the new song from eminem, than you should, its ridiculous good.

so quote of the month is:

Never Leave what you can't Let go, Never Catch what  you can't Hang on to...

now this quote have nothing to do with the song, heh..actually what im feeling at this moment has nothing to do with the song..

i jst thought of promoting it, besides you guys jst have to hear it, its ridiculously-eminem-good, haha

anyways:

1 - to A: im really glad you finally fell for him, haha, i told you so that you would, so yeah have a great life! bt dont jst lose contact now, no honestly...dont!

2 - to Z: I cant actually tell you who to love, or tell you if you like or love him, its something you have to figure out on your own, the thing is, its what you feel, not how i feel, its your heart not mine...

3 - to J: hey, jst because i dont reply, or im not on fb while you're on, or if i reply your msg in a wrg way means that i don't care abt you, the fact is, i cant keep chasing you to be where you want me to be, i told you im only behind you to catch you when you fall, not to push you forward, if you really need me, then call me, it hurts me cuz the most you do is jst sms, and if i dont reply you went all effing moody

4 - to D: look, the thing about life is that there is ups and down, and maybe you're not fated to go to kmpk, maybe you're fated to go and do something bigger, so don't think of this setback as your worse, there is always hope, there is always light, darkness will never last forever, the stars will come out sooner or later

this is jst a post for me to say what i can't say on fb or on phone, so im writing it here, even so there is still unfinished things i want to say to A, bt i cnt, too risky..im not even sure if B might even read this blog, if he is, then, hem..i don't even care no more that he is

damn...

nah i'll be fine, i jst don't like goodbyes, or how A said those things, i knw A meant it, i realised that, but it jst hurts and serves me right for all the things I did to A, hem...A said that we're still friends, bt somehow this are all deja vu for me, i feel like im N, and B is me, and A well, is A...

alright then, thats it for now. owh yeah i'll be going back to kmpk soon, so may not on9 as much, thus my FB might be quieter, haha

LATER

Monday, April 26, 2010

snow fairy - Funkist

have you ever watched japanese shows?

it doesnt matter if its reality, drama, or even anime

there's one thing in common on all of em

that their phone has emails as their number..

how effing ridiculous is that! i mean we in malaysia are lucky enough to have internet, bt damn i jst cant escape the fact that THEY, yes them japanese, THEY!!! have EMAILS rather than phone numbers, how effed up is that!

i mean everytime i watch an anime, quite recently persona: trinity soul, they asked each others emails, using phones! im not talking abt emails for laptops or PC's im talking abt MOBILE PHONES!!!

hahahahahaha

its ridiculous, leave it to the japs to think of these stuff, haha, awesome shit..

well thats it, its a pointless post actually bt its fun, haha

LATER!!!

p/s: we in malaysia have a traffic internet of 128 kilo bytes per sec, the japs have a traffic internet of 1 tera bytes per second by 2008

Friday, April 23, 2010

Someday - Rob Thomas

i went to school 2 days earlier thought the PBSM juniors kawad, as usual, its the only thing im good at, loL! so yeah then we had a short break, and then yen yen came up to me and say, i dont get your blogs at times, hahaha
i jst laughed my ass off

honestly yes, i dnt get it myself, i mean for anyone who doesnt know my background or doesnt even know whats happening in my life, it would be very confusing for them, loL!

and yeah my blogs for the past few posts have been very...how you say it

mood swing-ish?

haha, well yeah, like that, i mean i have so much to be happy for honestly

1 - Met up with friends of old
2 - creating a new relationship
3 - meeting up with family
4 - meeting up with juniors
5 - having loads and loads of time to relax and download stuff, haha
6 - getting loads of rest
7 - getting the chance to play games

etc.

so there's so much to be happy abt, bt also..

when there's happiness there will always come sadness

and there's a lot of those too, such as

1 - break ups
2 - backstabbing friends
3 - over sensitive
4 - family intuition
5 - financial troubles

etc.

you knw all that stuff

and if you've noticed i've been using songs as my titles, well thats cuz i want to relate my stories or blogs to the song cuz that way you might have a better view of this, heh

so yeah..

i've been wondering and thinking, why is it all of this have to take place

i mean why cant we be in one place for the rest of our lives, why can't we have a normal long relationship, why do we actually have to meet up with people who tends to backstab us, why do we have to have a relationship, why do we have to make friends

etc.

i dont knw, honestly i dont, but those lil things, the lil pain, the small memories, are the things that teaches and forge us to be who we are....

mayb now we wont understand it, bt someday we will, and all we can do is jst hope that we realise it before its too late...

so yeah, thanks for reading

LATER!!!

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Happy - Leona Lewis



this song, and this picture, jst discribes me in my everyday life..

i jst want to be happy...
so what if it hurts me, so what if it kills deep..

if it went inside and forms a deep wound and then it turns to a scar that may never heal

i dont care..

i jst wanna be happy...

and i am most of the time, i guess...

or mayb im not according to the pic, bt hell...

all i knw is im happy...

^_^

LATER!!!

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Apology by Xero Sum

seriously

im nt sure if its the fact that im sleepy or im jst crappy
bt i feel so down and deep and its ridiculous

well, lets talk BREAK-UPS!

exactly the subject that most people would love to avoid when they're in a relationship




first thing first:
1 ~ dnt lie...honestly dnt say that you cnt live without someone after the break up, during the relationship is fine cuz it seems sweet, bt after its ended is jst sad..

REASON:
I. you're still breathing when you beg for them to take you back aren't you?
II. you sleep you wake up, you're still alive and guess what tomorrow will still come without them
III. the fact that your brain is still working at every angle still means you're alive!

conclusion:
time stops for no one nt even for you, your life doesn't end because of anybody else but you..
dnt bring yourself down when they're people who still love you and care for you, it may not feel the same
bt its still LOVE, its not a different feeling than what you felt before...





second thing second:
2 ~ dnt say you moved on when you're not


REASON:
I. you're jst beating yourself up over something that you cnt control
II. you'll be making excuses that whenever you're ready to move on they came back to talk as friends, and you jst swoon in, that means you're not ready
III. you'll jst drive yourself crazy by making yourself even more confuse abt your feelings towards them, if you still love them then its ok nothing wrg with it

conclusion:
its not bad that you're still attach to them, its a common thing, no one gets over someone easily, again its not bad its jst unhealthy, imagine your feeling towards them like Junk Food, its unhealthy for you to eat em, bt yet we still eat em dnt we? so dnt force yourself to get over them, you'll get over them eventually, jst give yourself time




third thing third:
3 ~ dnt kill yourself or hurt yourself because of this that includes smoking or anything related to it


REASON:
I. you're already hurt, so why in the hell do you want to add more pain
II. the thing abt physical pain is that you're also hurting the people around you, its ridiculous
if you care for them, then dnt do it
III. you wont feel happy when you hurt yourself more your just 
adding more problems rather than facing it

conclusion:
it hurts yes i knw it does, bt is it worth it to go through more pain just to extinguish it?
if you answered yes, then continue, im not stopping you, im jst telling you to stop bt its your choice to do so, bt do remember that there are people who love you and who will get hurt when you hurt yourself, im not kidding the people arnd you, will be hurt not only mentally bt physically as well, can you stand the pain of seeing your friend suffer? if you cnt then you knw how they feel when they see you suffer
dnt add more problems to the problem you're having





NUTSHELL:

this maybe a few problems we face, bt its by far what the majority face after break up

so in a nutshell, stop looking straight at the person that doesn't appreciate you, if they dnt appreciate you then they're not worth it, again dnt jst keep your head straight and see the person who left you, look at your left or your right or behind you, the people surrounding you are the people that still loves you, who does appreciate you, who wants you to live and be with them, for the rest of their lives, focus on them...

thats it for this post, if this post actually hurt anyone, then im really sorry, i didnt mean to, im jst trying to help
have fun and take care

LATER!!!!

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

my naivety - xero sum

GLEE is ridiculously AWESOME!!!!

they're having reruns of the first season these past 2 days on starworld, and of course they do so, since GLEE only have 2 more episodes left in their first season, bt still, its ridiculously COOL!

its a good thing they're making a second season cuz if they dont im pretty sure the world will riot, loL!

bt yeah, i LOVE glee

owh owh owh

and i LOVE fairy tail, seriously anime lovers take note!

FAIRY TAIL is the newest and in my view the biggest anime since RAVE, well of course since the creator of RAVE is also the creator of FAIRY TAIL

bt by golly, loL!, fairy tail, has surpassed RAVE in terms of humour, storyline, characters, and even action, i knw rite its RAVE who cn actually surpass rave in action, well in my view at least, FAIRY TAIL does

so yeah, lastly

GOD OF WAR!!!

they're making a movie of that now, and if im not mistaken, its coming out soon and i dont mean 2 years soon, or next year soon, i mean 2010 soon, this year soon, its ridiculous

now god of war is a great game, and nearly every game adapted movie's ended up being a flop, bt i really hope this one, and prince of persia doesnt, mainly because of 2 reasons

i love those 2 games
&
i really need hope on game adaptation movies, cuz thus far, they have become rather disappointing

so yeah, those are what is on my mind at the moment, loL!

until next time then,

LATER!!!

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Boys and Girls - Pixie Lot

damn

its funny how time jst flies and past us by so quickly

i mean one minute you're a student trying to make it through high school alive to being in love at college/uni

i mean i had my share of hardships and heartbrakes

bt i also had my share of laughter and bittersweet memories

its ridiculous actually

the thing is i knw my blog is seriously young, i mean its jst a year old, and like it only has 100 posts so far, and when i look back at the contents of this blog

i mean my older posts

i was like...wow...

i am THAT  pathetic..loL!

nah, im jst joking, i mean i felt like i was jst so naive back then

i mean, have you ever had that one moment where you realised that the world is so much bigger than we ever thought it was, i mean back then i thought, the world was centered jst in Selangor

then, i went to Matriks, and i was like whoah...i mean it wasnt a culture shock it was more of a personality shock, cuz you knw back then, i felt as if i knew who he was, or who she was, you knw, bt then matriks changed my eyes

and another thing that struck me abt my older posts was that, i was pretty misreble, bt yet i was really at being misreble, which is jst ridiculous

ok this post is practically going no where since there's not much point to it, im jst writing this jst for fun, loL!

anyways thats it for now, im going to go and realise a lot more stuff now

LATER~

Friday, March 26, 2010

Awake and Alive - Skillet

im home...im back at SA

huh...its hard to leave anything behind, isnt it? i knw i have a chance of going back there to kmpk, and i knw there's a good chance that all the people i knw will be there too, bt i guess, jst the

FINAL PDT EXAM

statement, makes me queesy and uneasy, i mean i had so much fun there, it changed my life, my perception, my ideas and thoughts...

i dunno, i guess i jst dont feel comfortable saying goodbyeto anyone or anything for that matter, i cnt take them lightly, saying good bye to SMK S9 was hard enough..wait scratch that, saying goodbye 2 Cekal was even harder than SMK S9

huh...

but hey, im back at SA, im here for at least a month, so im going to enjoy it!

LATER!!!

Friday, March 19, 2010

owl city - Hot Air Balloon

im loving that song, such a happy go lucky song, very jumpy and hyper-ish, though the lyrics are quite cute bt the tunes is a must hear

alright so thats my definitely new fave song, ok, lets see

I MISS EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE~~~~

i mean, jwa, nas, cken, kai, syaza, mom, dad, nadya, 50, miley(its a cat, not cyrus, but blueberry, miley blueberry), sha, ana, fasnor, fasya, my ps2, the astro at home, my comfy bed, the shah alam mall, sacc, sunway, watching movies at the cinema, BOWLING!!! fishing, hometown!(shockingly since i've been near it for a month), GOOD FOOD!!! HOME FOOD!!! 

loL! but before all that cn reach my mind something bigger is afloat

no.....its not love....

no...its not friends either.....

NO.....its not food....though i am hungry at the moment, loL!

its....

EXAM

*screams

well better do some study for that now, later then~

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

a week left till homecoming

i have a week of study week

i have a week to spend with my friends here at kmpk

i have a week left to wait till i come home to my besties

i have a week left to figure out if its a crush or more

i have a week left till i leave this place for 2 months

crap...

one week is all i get...

thats not right, i had a life time, jst didnt spend them right...

Niners of 2008 ~ i'll be home soon, and this time i'll be home for quite a long time

PDT's of 09/10 ~ i'll be missing you guys a whole lot, you thought me a lot, all of you...i thank you for it, and i love you guys so much

Shah Alam ~ im on my way to see you, better be ready for my comeback!

this post is seriously getting off topic....wait....im not sure if it is now....

ok, umm

lastly ~ wish me luck on my finals, and Allah knws how much i need that

well, thats it for now, later lovelies, thx for reading

p/s: to everyone that i knw and knws me, i love you all~

Saturday, March 6, 2010

something to think about

ok here we go this is something to think about

i already post this on my facebook wall a few days ago, but im still nt fully satisfied with the results so i thought i'll post it up here

ok here it is

If you're weak you act weak, If you're strong you act strong, but If you're smart you don't act at all, agree or disagree? and why?


so yeah put it in as a comment or if you have a facebook profile click here add me there or jst reply on the wall

Thank You! Later~

p/s: this is jst for fun, don't give too much thought to it, jst right what you feel at the top of your head...

Friday, March 5, 2010

im so sorry

i've missed bday wishes, and problems and even update on everyone of my friends, and im really sorry abt that...

finals is coming up in 2 weeks time...

and then i'll be back home...kicking back with my ps2 and friends! awesome! but yeah i'm really sorry for not updating this blog in ages, though i hv been updating my facebook which once again im getting painfully addicted to

anyways, do forgive me guys, i didnt mean to, seriously saying i didnt mean to

i'll make it up to everyone when i get back and have my 2 months break k?

untill then, i have to study...

LATER!!!

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Im such a hypocrite

why???
why???
why???

well its because i have.......

i have.....

i have...........

facebook

loL! i knw i've said inmy last post that i dnt think i'll ever make facebook well i did..

after months of unable to have my usual fun with myspace, i turned to facebook, loL!

and yeah i was surprised how user-friendly it is, and how fast you can find friends here...

so yeah, for my blog readers and my Best Friends (nas, jwa, syikin, sha, kai, ja) do add me there

this is my user name

facebook.com/itszaki

and im slowly and painfully getting addicted to facebook, loL!

take that myspace! ok no im joking...

LATER~

Monday, February 15, 2010

effed up beyond compare

I came back to shah alam from perak on bus, thought i was goin to hv the time of my life...

then when i reached home..

Aki, dont unpack we're leaving to Perak tomorow...

...............W..........T.........F?

so my holiday wasnt spend here but back at my hometown from where i jst came frm a long bus trip...

............great................

Sunday, February 7, 2010

new new new

i didnt actually thought people would use other blog network other than blogger, loL! that proved me wrong..

ok so tonight im pretty much stuck in my room..with homeworks...UGH!!!

ok reason for this post is that im thinking of making my blog a lil better, im trying to up my anti

and dont worry i'll still be writing emo stuff and all the other things happening in my life but im thinking of trying something new

notice at the bottom of this post there's a Watcha Think section and notice on the right side there is no longer chat

well the Watcha Think and Comments are going to replace the Chatbox

why well cuz i've been getting random posts of cursing and swearing and i don't think i want that (actually real reason is cuz i don't want my parents to see it...)

anyways, this time im trying out My I.Q (loL! its just a question section i jst named it to make it sound catchy, and it stands for Intelligent Question btw)

now My I.Q is simple i'll ask a question and YOU, yes YOU my loyal blog readers not sure if there's a lot or a lil, practically, i don't mind, anyways YOU will answer by writing a comment and then do rate on Whatcha Think

If you don't hv a blog account its ok, i'll open the commenting for annonymous but write your name on the bottom of your comment like so

*!(&$(!&_$&_!&$&_!$&*@#!_#
-zaki-

so that's it for tonight, LATER THEN!!!

SHOUTOUT:

I wont be online for the next few days prolly a week

My I.Q:

What do you think of when i say Mini?

Movie for Free?

hey check out this blog, i really appreciate this blogger cuz if it weren't for him i'd be bored to death, thought not all of his movie's are in good quality but the important one's are

so check it out

adiblogzone.blogspot.com

i'll put it up on the side as a hyperlink

well later then~

p/s: i jst found out that he has porn in there, but not to worry its just a small fraction of it, and by small i mean like 1/32 loL! fraction much

Friday, February 5, 2010

5 things on me mind

im so behind on current issues! with friends and hollywood!

ok for one: Nas why cnt i get in to your blog, i thought this was jst my broadband acting up bt its been like that for nearly 2 weeks! i thought i already did give you my Email

and 2: do any of you knw Devon Werkheiser? he's best known as Ned in Ned's Declassified School Survival Guide, well yeah, HE SINGS!!! and he's actually good!


thats on his album, its also on myspace, but the one you should actually listen is when he's live


ok so still not good? still think justin bieber is better? well that's your taste but hear this last song


so?

loL! Ok by now ya'll prolly like, damn man stop being gay, but hell, he's good, if he jst had the right exposure he'll make it to the top he could knock justin bieber off his butt, i mean he's already more famous than him!

alright alright now 3: well 3rd is jst for wrestling fans, Edge returned and won the royal rumble but the gay thing is that WWE changed No Way Out to Elimination Chamber, ugh!

ok on to TNA, ok so the four sided ring controversy maybe over but the fact that they are bringing back a lot of WCW's old guys is effing WRONG!!! and not only that what is Sting doing up in the stands is he jerking off or something?

now 4: I MISS HOME!!! cant wait to get back on CNY really...im dying to get my hands on my PS2 and hang out with THEM!

and 5: LAPTOP!!! i still hv no idea on the progress of my broken laptop, so yeah going back should relief a few of that tension, hopefully..

alright then, thats it for now, Later NYTE!!!

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

nearly 19

wow, my blog is nearly a year...and its as dull as ever...

im nearly 19 and my life isnt getting better...

its nearly the weekends and i cant go home i fear...

DAMN IT!!!

Monday, January 18, 2010

memories of school life

i love you guys so much...

credits for kai on this vid...

though maybe a lot of you may not know who are these people, well like kai said, this is the people that owns my world, love them to bits!



loL! hope ya'll enjoyed that as much as i did

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

updating my myspace...

its been 6 months since my last update, and rightfully so, cuz i dont do much with my myspace now..

but still, its my first social networking site, so i'll hang on to it, tooth and nail...

i have around 2, yup just 2 thus far social websites, wait if blogger counts as well than thats 3...

loL!

anyways my first is Myspace, then I started Gaiaonline, then started blogging.. so yeah im pretty simple in social networks, cuz i dont have much free time, and when i do online and i log in my accounts, at times i have no idea what to do..

so when a friend of mine, no scratch that, when my FRIENDS asked me to join Facebook, i was like, nah im too lazy, or Twitter, im like, what? i'd rather sms than tweet, then there's Tagged which i seriously thought was one of the most silliest social sites ever!

so yeah if you wanna add me, look it up..

For:-

Myspace-- Itsme_zaki@yahoo.co.uk or just type in itszaki

Gaiaonline-- imjerel

and for

Blogger--well look up at the link, loL! ok fine lazy asses... itszaki.blogspot.com

well thats it, for this random post, LATER!!!

Monday, January 4, 2010

FAB 4 UNITE!!!

bought a new phone...

and i finally heed nas and jwa's advice..

STOP BUYING MOTOROLA PHONES!

loL! i did this time i bought a Nokia!, click here to see which one, loL!hey im trying to make my blog a lil more interactive, k?

anyways bought it yesterday, though its not much but i have an MP3 player already so i dnt need the songs function much, just something to type and call and take pics, loL!

so 2 days ago, FAB 4 MEET UP FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 6 MONTHS!!!

owh man you have no idea how much i miss them, though there were complications, it was still fun, first we thought of bowling but SYAFIQ wants to watch Movie, and JWA was like "CHIPPETES!"

but nas however just got back frm breakfast at McD, so then we thought of going to extreme park first and buy some Burger King, take out of course.

OWH OWH OWH!!!

before that, NAS drove the car, it was a freaking blast, she just got her L, so we asked jwa if as could drive around for a while, jwa let her, and nas im telling you girl, without the near deaths experience, your a great driver, no joke! i mean who else would wait for pedestrians to move away from the car, a lot further than they should...loL!

and then we went to Shah Alam Mall to buy Dance, Subaru

then we got back and watch the movie, though i love dancing, the story not so much, maybe cuz i wasnt paying attention to it, but syafiq was getting bored, the girls?

owh they got up as soon as DBSK came on the picture, and it was a lil earlier than expected, but yeah nas got to see Max smiling at her, while jwa got to see Xiah singing to her

loL! then we watched Ice Age 3, which i would say a really funny movie, sad that it didnt get the push it deserve from Dreamworks

and then, well not actually then, it was early in the day, well 2 out of 4 fab 4 are dating, and no doubt im happy for them, but a certain someone's partner got jealous that day, hehe, sorry....never knew we could still have that effect on people...

Well that was saturday, and that was the FAB 4 REUNION!

short, sweet and simple just like the 2 girls of Fab 4, loL! well, gtg, later then~

Has it Ever Occur?

Has it ever occur to you that Im faking?
The true bits and parts of myself are fading,
Just to see you smiling,
Until the false bits are forming,

Has it ever occur to you that Im hating?
Everyday im lashing out anger at everything,
Not knowing when it will end,
Knowing that it can never be fend,

Has it ever occur to you Im lying?
Smiling as if the smile was true,
Laughing as if the I never had the blue,
Wondering if my true self will ever emerge in front of you,

Has it ever occur to you that Im never Loving?
Fear griped as I held my heart open,
Exposing myself to a world of disappointment,
Making myself feel more of a burden,

Has it ever occur to you its you that Im trusting?
You see through the false bits of me,
Through all the anger you're able to calm me,
In front you is when Im smiling truly.