Someday - Rob Thomas

i went to school 2 days earlier thought the PBSM juniors kawad, as usual, its the only thing im good at, loL! so yeah then we had a short break, and then yen yen came up to me and say, i dont get your blogs at times, hahaha

i jst laughed my ass off

honestly yes, i dnt get it myself, i mean for anyone who doesnt know my background or doesnt even know whats happening in my life, it would be very confusing for them, loL!

and yeah my blogs for the past few posts have been very...how you say it

mood swing-ish?

haha, well yeah, like that, i mean i have so much to be happy for honestly

1 - Met up with friends of old

2 - creating a new relationship

3 - meeting up with family

4 - meeting up with juniors

5 - having loads and loads of time to relax and download stuff, haha

6 - getting loads of rest

7 - getting the chance to play games

etc.

so there's so much to be happy abt, bt also..

when there's happiness there will always come sadness

and there's a lot of those too, such as

1 - break ups

2 - backstabbing friends

3 - over sensitive

4 - family intuition

5 - financial troubles

etc.

you knw all that stuff

and if you've noticed i've been using songs as my titles, well thats cuz i want to relate my stories or blogs to the song cuz that way you might have a better view of this, heh

so yeah..

i've been wondering and thinking, why is it all of this have to take place

i mean why cant we be in one place for the rest of our lives, why can't we have a normal long relationship, why do we actually have to meet up with people who tends to backstab us, why do we have to have a relationship, why do we have to make friends

etc.

i dont knw, honestly i dont, but those lil things, the lil pain, the small memories, are the things that teaches and forge us to be who we are....

mayb now we wont understand it, bt someday we will, and all we can do is jst hope that we realise it before its too late...

so yeah, thanks for reading

LATER!!!