Mozart - Requiem for a Dream

i always wonder...is there actually someone like me out there, is being one a million really true? well if its mathematically then yes..since there's over a billion people and being one in a million is a possibility..

but the thing is...i've been wondering is there someone out there, who is doing the same things im doing, writing what im writing, loving what i love? you know in their own sense i mean..not as in they love my gf, nah i mean like loving their own at this very moment when  im loving my own..get me?

and another thing that got me thinking is that, are we ready to actually know that there is someone like us out there, as in exactly living our life, as in knowing that we are not the alone in facing a situation as someone somewhere is actually facing it right now

i got to think about this when a lecturer of mine told the class about how newton and some other guy found the same formula at the same time, and both of them were like miles from each other and they have never met each other face to face...so it got me thinking...does this happen to everybody?

i mean what if..right now..someone else lets say from China maybe..is writing the same thing as im writing and is thinking the same thing im thinking and the monumental fact is that, we don't know nor have we heard or seen of each other..what then?

i mean don't you think you would like to know that at least someone else out there actually understands you...and i mean completely understand you...

here's a final thought...if you could meet this person...and have your life change maybe for the better and maybe for the worst...would you?

Later~

Little Drummer Boy - Josh Groban

im grateful...no honestly i am...

a call...a tag...or even a simple eid sms...just shows how people care forone another..how the other affects the other...

i just love how my friends are miles away from me and it has been months or weeks or even days since i talked to them, but yet they still have that glimmer of happinnes to see me, it jst makes you feel special and loved and cared for...

have you ever had that feeling? its quite a lie if you say you havent...

see what i like most about is..when something is true and it comes from the heart, as cliche as it sounds, it will stay forever through the test of time and even distance...

Friends can be made anywhere but true ones are hard to find, how do you know if your friendship is true? its not about being there all the time..or keeping in contact every week..no...its about that glint of happinness that one swift kick of joy you get when a friend calls you and tells you how much they miss you....

its about that one single moment when you know even if he/she calls only for a minute or two, that you are happy that they did call...

in my opinion true friends are hard to come by, but they are even harder to forget...

i love you guys... Jwa, Nasquin, Syikin, Ana, Kai, Sha, Ja, Syafiq, Fasnor, Fasya, Aiman, Nyna, Adik, Zue, Nadya, Yen Yen, Shahril, Opie...and lastly Puteri Suhaila....i love you...

LATER~~