Apology by Xero Sum

seriously

im nt sure if its the fact that im sleepy or im jst crappy

bt i feel so down and deep and its ridiculous

well, lets talk BREAK-UPS!

exactly the subject that most people would love to avoid when they're in a relationship

first thing first:

1 ~ dnt lie...honestly dnt say that you cnt live without someone after the break up, during the relationship is fine cuz it seems sweet, bt after its ended is jst sad..

REASON:

I. you're still breathing when you beg for them to take you back aren't you?

II. you sleep you wake up, you're still alive and guess what tomorrow will still come without them

III. the fact that your brain is still working at every angle still means you're alive!

conclusion:

time stops for no one nt even for you, your life doesn't end because of anybody else but you..

dnt bring yourself down when they're people who still love you and care for you, it may not feel the same

bt its still LOVE, its not a different feeling than what you felt before...

second thing second:

2 ~ dnt say you moved on when you're not

REASON:

I. you're jst beating yourself up over something that you cnt control

II. you'll be making excuses that whenever you're ready to move on they came back to talk as friends, and you jst swoon in, that means you're not ready

III. you'll jst drive yourself crazy by making yourself even more confuse abt your feelings towards them, if you still love them then its ok nothing wrg with it

conclusion:

its not bad that you're still attach to them, its a common thing, no one gets over someone easily, again its not bad its jst unhealthy, imagine your feeling towards them like Junk Food, its unhealthy for you to eat em, bt yet we still eat em dnt we? so dnt force yourself to get over them, you'll get over them eventually, jst give yourself time

third thing third:

3 ~ dnt kill yourself or hurt yourself because of this that includes smoking or anything related to it

REASON:

I. you're already hurt, so why in the hell do you want to add more pain

II. the thing abt physical pain is that you're also hurting the people around you, its ridiculous

if you care for them, then dnt do it

III. you wont feel happy when you hurt yourself more your just 

adding more problems rather than facing it

conclusion:

it hurts yes i knw it does, bt is it worth it to go through more pain just to extinguish it?

if you answered yes, then continue, im not stopping you, im jst telling you to stop bt its your choice to do so, bt do remember that there are people who love you and who will get hurt when you hurt yourself, im not kidding the people arnd you, will be hurt not only mentally bt physically as well, can you stand the pain of seeing your friend suffer? if you cnt then you knw how they feel when they see you suffer

dnt add more problems to the problem you're having

NUTSHELL:

this maybe a few problems we face, bt its by far what the majority face after break up

so in a nutshell, stop looking straight at the person that doesn't appreciate you, if they dnt appreciate you then they're not worth it, again dnt jst keep your head straight and see the person who left you, look at your left or your right or behind you, the people surrounding you are the people that still loves you, who does appreciate you, who wants you to live and be with them, for the rest of their lives, focus on them...

thats it for this post, if this post actually hurt anyone, then im really sorry, i didnt mean to, im jst trying to help

have fun and take care

LATER!!!!