3 o'clock..
yup im doing it again...like my last post..hmm..i wonder if you're getting tired of me..of me always making you angry before going to sleep..of me picking fights with you..of me hurting you over and over and over again..
it must be tiring..
hmm..im sorry..i love you with all my heart i do..but the more i try not to hurt you, i unintentionally do so..its annoying..i try so hard to make you happy..but again it blows in my face as i end up making you mad or hurt you..
i dnt want to let you go..i want you with me, i want you to be with me..i want you to fully appreciate me..are you still willing to accept me as who i am? this annoying, hurtful, fight picking man? are you still wanting to be believe in me? trust in me? be in love with me?
i know..i shouldn't be asking this..but im jst afraid of losing again..im so sorry nurasnina abdul razak..i love you so much..really2 do..im sorry..
Later~~
