nearly 19

wow, my blog is nearly a year...and its as dull as ever...

im nearly 19 and my life isnt getting better...

its nearly the weekends and i cant go home i fear...

DAMN IT!!!

memories of school life

i love you guys so much...

credits for kai on this vid...

though maybe a lot of you may not know who are these people, well like kai said, this is the people that owns my world, love them to bits!



loL! hope ya'll enjoyed that as much as i did

updating my myspace...

its been 6 months since my last update, and rightfully so, cuz i dont do much with my myspace now..

but still, its my first social networking site, so i'll hang on to it, tooth and nail...

i have around 2, yup just 2 thus far social websites, wait if blogger counts as well than thats 3...

loL!

anyways my first is Myspace, then I started Gaiaonline, then started blogging.. so yeah im pretty simple in social networks, cuz i dont have much free time, and when i do online and i log in my accounts, at times i have no idea what to do..

so when a friend of mine, no scratch that, when my FRIENDS asked me to join Facebook, i was like, nah im too lazy, or Twitter, im like, what? i'd rather sms than tweet, then there's Tagged which i seriously thought was one of the most silliest social sites ever!

so yeah if you wanna add me, look it up..

For:-

Myspace-- Itsme_zaki@yahoo.co.uk or just type in itszaki

Gaiaonline-- imjerel

and for

Blogger--well look up at the link, loL! ok fine lazy asses... itszaki.blogspot.com

well thats it, for this random post, LATER!!!

FAB 4 UNITE!!!

bought a new phone...

and i finally heed nas and jwa's advice..

STOP BUYING MOTOROLA PHONES!

loL! i did this time i bought a Nokia!, click here to see which one, loL!hey im trying to make my blog a lil more interactive, k?

anyways bought it yesterday, though its not much but i have an MP3 player already so i dnt need the songs function much, just something to type and call and take pics, loL!

so 2 days ago, FAB 4 MEET UP FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 6 MONTHS!!!

owh man you have no idea how much i miss them, though there were complications, it was still fun, first we thought of bowling but SYAFIQ wants to watch Movie, and JWA was like "CHIPPETES!"

but nas however just got back frm breakfast at McD, so then we thought of going to extreme park first and buy some Burger King, take out of course.

OWH OWH OWH!!!

before that, NAS drove the car, it was a freaking blast, she just got her L, so we asked jwa if as could drive around for a while, jwa let her, and nas im telling you girl, without the near deaths experience, your a great driver, no joke! i mean who else would wait for pedestrians to move away from the car, a lot further than they should...loL!

and then we went to Shah Alam Mall to buy Dance, Subaru

then we got back and watch the movie, though i love dancing, the story not so much, maybe cuz i wasnt paying attention to it, but syafiq was getting bored, the girls?

owh they got up as soon as DBSK came on the picture, and it was a lil earlier than expected, but yeah nas got to see Max smiling at her, while jwa got to see Xiah singing to her

loL! then we watched Ice Age 3, which i would say a really funny movie, sad that it didnt get the push it deserve from Dreamworks

and then, well not actually then, it was early in the day, well 2 out of 4 fab 4 are dating, and no doubt im happy for them, but a certain someone's partner got jealous that day, hehe, sorry....never knew we could still have that effect on people...

Well that was saturday, and that was the FAB 4 REUNION!

short, sweet and simple just like the 2 girls of Fab 4, loL! well, gtg, later then~

Has it Ever Occur?

Has it ever occur to you that Im faking?
The true bits and parts of myself are fading,
Just to see you smiling,
Until the false bits are forming,

Has it ever occur to you that Im hating?
Everyday im lashing out anger at everything,
Not knowing when it will end,
Knowing that it can never be fend,

Has it ever occur to you Im lying?
Smiling as if the smile was true,
Laughing as if the I never had the blue,
Wondering if my true self will ever emerge in front of you,

Has it ever occur to you that Im never Loving?
Fear griped as I held my heart open,
Exposing myself to a world of disappointment,
Making myself feel more of a burden,

Has it ever occur to you its you that Im trusting?
You see through the false bits of me,
Through all the anger you're able to calm me,
In front you is when Im smiling truly.