Has it ever occur to you that Im faking?
The true bits and parts of myself are fading,
Just to see you smiling,
Until the false bits are forming,
Has it ever occur to you that Im hating?
Everyday im lashing out anger at everything,
Not knowing when it will end,
Knowing that it can never be fend,
Has it ever occur to you Im lying?
Smiling as if the smile was true,
Laughing as if the I never had the blue,
Wondering if my true self will ever emerge in front of you,
Has it ever occur to you that Im never Loving?
Fear griped as I held my heart open,
Exposing myself to a world of disappointment,
Making myself feel more of a burden,
Has it ever occur to you its you that Im trusting?
You see through the false bits of me,
Through all the anger you're able to calm me,
In front you is when Im smiling truly.
