Sunday, August 21, 2011

Dance Without You by Skylar Grey

now..for those who read my last post would know that i SUPPOSEDLY to  have my JPJ test tomorrow, well guess what? Its postponed..(DISSAPOINTED!)

JPJ themselves postpones the tests a week before Eid Festival, and 3 weeks after, thus! the closest date i can get is on 19th of Sept..by that time.im already at Tanjung Malim having my classes..

so yeah..i still  havent had my license..

now! on to a more pressing matters..HAPPY EID TO EVERYONE!!! i would like to take this oppurtunity to apologise, for any unnecassary rough words, pain and/or suffering i've caused, and all the broken promises..

Selamat Hari Raya, Mintak Maaf, Mintak Ampun Zahir & Batin, and Have fun during Raya season..






well thats it for this post, owh yes..for you, yes you my love, puteri suhaila..thank you..for spending those incredible moments with me, i love you so so much..take really good care of my bead..as i will take good care of yours..

Have fun, Take Care..

LATER!!!

Monday, August 15, 2011

Still Unbroken by Lynyrd Skynyrd

i jst finished watching, my girlfriend is a gumiho and i believe that is the reason behind my love rush, hehe, sorry syg..

its such a sweet series, though the ending was like..-SPOILER!!!!- hehehe, im not going to tell you..

but if you have the time do watch it, really2 fun..and i would like to thank my dear gf for telling me to download the series, ngee..

ok..tomorrow im going to have to take my QTI, after my JPJ test on 22nd..on that day as well, Puteri Suhaila, is going to meet her friends, so yeah..im not that nervous i guess, i can drive (ARROGANT!), im just rough around the edges, im not super confident, i just believe in myself (CONFIDENCE!), my test will be at Hulu Langat, Selangor, yes that far..im from shah alam, basically it takes an hour, not 45 min rounded up to an hour, no..exactly 1 hour, that is if there are no traffic jams..if there were, then it will take me around 2 hours, cuz its such a busy road..

especially from 6 to 8, the traffic is terrible, so yeah..wish me luck until then (SYMPATHY!)..







I don't care where you're from, this picture is both cute and funny..hahahaha

well thats it for now, until then

I love you Puteri Suhaila

LATER!!!!

Thursday, August 11, 2011

Cinderella Man by Eminem

i'm worried, what will happen to me i wonder, as the fan blows the cold wind at me, the birds chirping to a sweet melody..

the gust of the wind from the outside blows my curtain in, quiet..very quiet...my phone silent as ever, no messages, no calls..what am i actually waiting for..im scared..

im scared of the future..what it has in store for me, will i achieve my dream, will i be leaving the life i want to live, will she still stand by my side..yes..thats the one..her..

i dnt wanna lose her, i've been in relationships before, but none has been like this..and im happy abt that, but right now i jst feel so vulnarable, like im standing on a tightrope, one slip and i fall, fall down further...

she means the world to me, i cnt pass by a day without knowing how she is..i love her so much..that it really does hurt me..and now..with her having classes and im not..i jst feel alone..what will happen when i do start my classes..

we hardly talk on the phone, and yes thats understandable since she's having classes..but will we ourselves be able to when both are busy..i promise her that we will make it work..

and we will..cause she's the best ever to have happened to me, but i guess the fear of losing her..isnt as easy to bury..its hard..cuz, you love this person so much..and you know in your heart you will do anything to be with them, to keep them, to save them...

herm...

im just thinking too much i know..i shouldnt...love is enough..our love is enough..how do i know? cause she can still look at me in the eyes with full of love, and say that she loves me..even after everything that we went through..

and she knows that everytime i say i love you..she knows i meant it..

i love you puteri suhaila, very2 much...