how do you keep every other people from being hurt of your own actions?

you cant...

one way or another no matter how hard you try, you will always end up hurting someone, i know cuz im that position right now, huh...

its really hard taking care of everyone's feelings...but im not regretting any of it

im just tired is all, cuz at times the one's that end up getting hurt is us, i mean the people whose trying not to hurt others

....loL...

i made another poem, this time its a lot deeper and more me, and i'll write it on this blog soon enough, the poem has nothing to do with love or family

its about Friends

its just how i feel living my life and meeting the people that makes me feel me, and not fake...

well im out for now, Later~

im bummed

its hard to let "it" sink, even though you know its coming, i look happy..

its cuz i've been keeping myself busy, if it weren't for my work and such

i would definitely be thinking abt "it", and when i do, i'll go back to my being angry and demented and hopeless, crap!

to let go of something you hold dear, even if you just got to know that something, is to let go nearly apart of yourself, and this isnt a metafore or a hypethetic

tell me that you dont feel a lil sad when you leave a helpless street cat who has been rubbing his head around your leg, even if its dirty

its hard it really is, to let go, to stop loving, to stop caring, its hard...

and right now im feeling that, for those who can read between the obvious lines of this blog, yes you are right...but im trying to get through it...

and to the person who is reading, im fine, i just need to keep myself busy until i can get back on my feet, until then, as i said to you last time, i won't be happy for 2-3 days, but im fine, not happy but fine..k?

is this for real?

im in such a mess, my laptop is at a point of no return, i mean it can be fixed but i need a hefty amount of money to pay for the damages, and i dont even have enough in my account..

yesterday we received our 1st semester results, lets just say i achieved my target, but i think i could've done better, especially for my english, but im so glad that i didnt fail, i mean i finally proved that i can do it..

then i have this sudden feeling of being sad all the time, and this usually happens when:

1- im falling for someone
2- im having my mood swings
3- im just sad cuz of my laptop

well the 3rd one is actually not the usual case but i just felt like placing it there..

so, i'v thought abt all the 3 reasons

1- Falling for someone

I do like her, and i mean both of us have told the other how we both actually feel, but we both also agreed its too fast, so we decided to put it on hold, and i promised her i would wait, so is it logical for me to be sad? i mean she told me she likes me too, so why am i down?

2- Mood swings

this happens a lot back in high school, i mean i usually have these things usually once a month, and im not having PMS, its just that at times i feel so sad, it happens, but this time, what i feel right now, isnt the same feeling as im feeling back in the day, i mean its pretty much bigger and its a lot longer too

3- Laptop

the first time my laptop was broken was because of the Hard Disk and thats been fixed before, but now, its the screen i mean the laptop screen CRACKED! literally im not kidding, it cracked thats why i need a lot of money to repair it, i mean i know from a friend that it might cost a minimum of RM 700 to repair the screen, but my bank balance isnt even closed to that, and the worst part is, the allowance isnt even in yet...urgh!

so yeah after writing this blog i realised its because of the laptop, this is stupid i could've figured this out on my own, crap...

well thats it for now, later!

too short

well, im back at matriks, with not being able to meet up with most of my friends who were at home, but sadly, i was busy with my family, since my parents are away for Haji, my aunt decided she was going to cook for us on Friday

so we (my siblings and I) went there right after friday prayers, and it was a huge feast, i mean i had so much fun and i got full, especially with the Bihun Sup

MMMMMM....

anyways later we went back home, and i as usual spend it by playing my PS2, it was sad though, i finally had the feeling of enjoying Samurai Warriors 2: Empires, which i didnt have when i first bought the game...

ugh...CRAP!

so then on Saturday, we went to PAS (Plaza Alam Sentral) for bowling, and somehow as much fun i did getting spares and a strike, it reminded me a lot of playing with Jwa, Nas and Syafiq

.....huh....

so then on the last day, we(without my brother) went to Bukit Raja, to watch 2012, overall, i'd give it a 70 out of 100, cuz of the graphics and the music score, but the movie itself is not for me, i dont like the storyline, how the humanity didnt actually go extinct, but its a good movie for those who would love to watch, spectacular CGI's and Visual Effects

yeah...

and then, went back home to start packing for the trip back to college, then got on the bus with Amee, Ain, and Sadiq, but wait, the drama started when the bus moved without Sadiq's gf, but thank goodness she caught up, the bus driver didnt stop for her at first but Sadiq persisted

sweet huh?

the ride form Shah Alam to Perak was a great ride, i mean me and Ain talked like we havent seen each other in ages, i had so much fun!

Brocolli! loL!

so yeah thats pretty much what happened during the holidays, i'll update this blog soon k?

LATER!!!

from yours truly,
Z Zaki

Fire DrilL!

tap, tap, tap, click, click, click

sounds from my laptop's keyboard, i was playing counter strike: zero condition, then...

"BEEEP!" "BEEEEP!" "BEEEEP!"

the siren came on, usually when the siren came on, its usually a glitch in the electric circuit but this time its a lot longer, so i went out of the room for a while, then...

BAM!!!

lights off...

there was no lights on the whole block, i mean both of the boys dorms, but the worst part is my laptop was battery-less, meaning i didnt place my batt in my laptop, i directly use the power from the source, so as the power went off, so did my laptop...

crap...

so we went to the field, no should i say, we had to go to the field, and we had as usual a fire drill, not that im not happy about it, its just that, i dont like it when someone cuts off my gaming time, it sucks!

anyways, thats it for now, i'll post the pics tomorrow, later!

im misreable part deux

alright so yesterday's meltdown went by a flash, but today, i caught a cold, ugh! hate it when i have a runny nose, its annoying!

so now im going to send messages to friends and family via blog, as i dnt have any credit at the moment, hehe

1--Mom and Dad, i hope the both of you are alright, the whole family misses you like crazy especially nadya, and me...loL!

2--Nadya, i've watched UP twice! its such a great movie as i expected it would be, anyways how's life? are you doing good?

3--Along, im doing fine, my bank still have enough money, and i think i'll be fine till mid December or further, i'll let you knw, k?

4--Najwa, hahaha, you really are poor in keeping in touch but i guess not as worse as i am, haha, you forgot to call back twice, but its fine love, anyways, are you going back to Shah Alam this weekend? no, i mean this friday?

5--Nasquin, damn girl, everywhere i read is about your bf, CONGRATS i guess, loL! anyways, how's you're holiday been? are you still at SA till friday or saturday?

6--Asykin, this was what you wrote on the back of the pic, hope you wont mind

"Zaki, I <3>

loL! im still swallowing rocks every time i read this

7--Fasya, dude! a friend of mine here at kmpk might be joining you there in mass com as well, so look out for her, k? her name's Shikin! she's from America in a student transfer programe

8--Sha, Kai, Syaza, Ana, i miss you guys so much, the last time we spent together was way too short! anyways, im hoping to meet up with everyone soon, k?

well thats it for now! i gotta go, so JAA NA!!!

"Jaa Na" means "later" in japanese, loL! too much of Hanakimi

im misrable

im effing tired, 2 day of not enough sleep, and im starting to get cranky, crap!

anyways, results wont be out till december, &*^^@((&%@**$**^@(%&

adding to that, my bus will be leaving perak on thursday 5.00 pm! **^%(^@)(&%(I&@)*%

owh well, life's a *%^@(&^, well then LATER!!!

HOME COMING!!!!

loL! not the song but yeah, im coming home! argh cant wait for this thing to end, finally i can actually relaks without thinking about studies at the moment

anyways this week im having my finals for my first semester, and so far only one paper is left and thats math, which is also tomorrow on the last day of college, which is so cool! cuz i love math and it being the last paper of the semester is just an icing on the homecoming

ok now to the other papers. First day was English and Chemistry,

now english was shockingly and utterly hard as you only get 1 hour to do 10 subjective Q's (reading comprehension) and a 250 words and above essay, so yeah, its not hard as in i didnt understand it was hard because i didnt have enough time to focus on the essay, so it probably sucked

Chemsitry however was a life saver, im not trying to sound overconfident but its so easy! and thats what im afraid of, the easier the Q's are the easier you will do a careless mistake, so yeah i was confident on answering the Q's but im not confident of getting an A

ok second day and today was Science Computer and Physics,

Science computer was ok i guess, i mean i studied a lot on it, for those of you who are wondering science comp is kinda like history you need to get all the facts right, if not then no marks are given, even if it kinda gave the same meaning, but it wont help you

Physics, however, was a pain, im not confident while doing my physics, thus im not confident of passing, not only was it hard, but the Q's that i spotted didnt even came out(ok i lied, 2 of em did) so yeah, now all i could do is just prey that what i did was right

alright then thats it for now, i'll be sure to online tomorow, right around 10.00 as thats when my math paper finishes o i'll update you guys soon k?

LATER!!

Top 5 Disney Classics

hai! today im goin to post about my top 5 favourite disney classics, now as most of you might know i was born during the era of disney renaissance, this is actually a term used by movie endevours where they called the 90's being mostly filled with disney's movie

so yeah growing up watching these movies made me realise how much these movies affected my life back then, and how i kinda grew up with them, so enough chit chat, and my life stories lets go to the bottom of my top 5 best disney animated list, shall we?

BUT before that i would like to place a few Honourable Mentions, such as:
(a) Tarzan - this movie would've made it in my top five, as i did grew up watching the trailer and the movie itself is no doubt astonishing but with robin hood and mulan in my mind, i cant help but not place it on my top 5, however i no doubt agree that it is one disney's valuable movies

(b) The Emperors New Groove - again another movie which i grew up watching the trailer, although i do love the story and the comedic elements in it, but to me it just doesnt stack up

(c) Pinocchio - Now many would argue why i didnt place this movie on the list, i mean this movie practically lunched Disney's career, so it maybe i do agree that it is no doubt disney's biggest classic

now im sure a few of you might throw a fit, on why other movies like, treasure planet, atlantis, and oliver & compony didnt get a mention on the list, well i would agree with all of you that disney's classic are all superb, but i cnt put all of them on my top 5, k?

5. Robin Hood


this movie was actually released way before i was born, i think it came out at 1973, this could be one of the most loved disneys movie of all time, its comedic timing, and beautifully(and cuddly i might add) hand drawn characters are to die for, the story appeals to both children and adults alike.


4. Mulan


the most beloved disney's classics ever, now Mulan was lunched excatly 7 years after i was born, and i remember this because back then i really wanted to go and watch mulan, as it not only focuses on asian culture but because of its theme, of love, Honour and family, i love the fact they took eddie murphy as the voice of Mushu, a dragon who turned form guardian to bell keeper, i love this movie to death as it brings out great memories to me

3. The Lion King



this movie could well be kept in a safe if you have a copy, as to me it lunched not only the career of the actors that did the voice overs, bt also lunched the musical careers of Elton John and the most accomplished music composer in the movie industry today, this story was released back when i was 3 years old, '94, it was the highest grossing animated feature film of all time, until it was bested by the companies own, FINDING NEMO

2. Hercules


this movie was neck to neck against my no.1 movie, as it is no doubt my favourite disney movie ever! now the reason i love hercules was firstly cause of the music, well arranged and well placed, a great to hear, and then the next thing is because of the characters, i especially love Hercules of course as he ventures from a zero to a hero.


1. Aladdin



for those of you who know me, this might not come out as a surprise to any of you, for days and months and weeks, i've been talking about this movie, you may believe what im about to say or you may not have to, but i have memorized the whole movie's LINES! yes every script from the songs to the endings to the part when genie first met aladdin, that is how much i love this movie

this movie boasts with excitement, drama, music, storyline, and even voice overs, especially our most beloved genie voiced by the ever lovable Robin Williams


well there you have it, my top 5 disney classics, hope you enjoy reading this as much as i have remembering the good old times, LATER!!!

SORRY!!!

DAMN IT!!!

im so busy, my schedule is packed, and if there is a single solitary moment that im free

then i need that time to rest seriously!

its been a month since i updated my blog, i knw, and a lot has happened

Fasting here has been quite a challenge, i mean usually waking up for "sahur" i will always have good food waiting downstairs, but now its like having to wake up is one thing and trying to find something to eat is another

but Breaking Fast, now thats a diff story, they have a bazar here, though quite small, food there are good and satisfying, so yeah

ok thats it for now, it may be a long while till i update this again, but till then later!

OWH ps! i might have grown a few weight hehe!

so sorry!

Im BAck!!

but its kinda been a week since my return, and i have to say Shah Alam didnt change much, but there are changes..

ok lets see,

Monday,

Went to SMK SSAAS, cuz i thought of visiting old form 6 mates and by god! most of them have change a lot! especially tini, she's gone much chubbier which is awesome, cuz i feel like i wanna pinch her cheeks jst for the hell of it, loL!

ok then i went to SACC jst to stop by and see if i could find any new "39 clues" book, but didnt get any instead i bought WASABI! by Keith, which is no doubt one of the most funniest graphic novels(or jst a manga) i've read in ages, then went to the mall, which of course bought new games for my PS2

Tuesday,

was quite a doosy didnt know what to do, i jst played games for three days straight, well actually until

Wednesday,

went to SMK S9 i was walking in the school, and then suddenly bumped into Taqi, whose now studying at MMU with Maya and Arshad, awesome aint it? anyways so i went into the school to meet up with the teachers, to my surprise most of the teachers are sick, especially Pn Zalma, she said that she jst recovered from H1N1 but she was still wearing the mask when i came, but its fine, i got to meet Pn Khairin, Pn Noraini, Pn Shazilatul Suhaila, Ms Lee, Ms Loh, and a lot others...

after that me and Taqi spent some quality time bonding loL! we went to the mall to get a few stuff, owh and HE DRIVES!!! a MYVI!!! owh well his luck, anyways i went to Speedy and bought myself, Ghostbusters and Hot Fuzz, loL! and then we went further down and bought games

well yeah thats abt it, i guess, i mean, thursday was jst game day, owh and a friend of mine drop by, havent seen her in ages, loL! if you're reading this, thanks for coming, really missed ya!

well thats it for now, btw im at penang, at the moment, my sister has a convo, so have to follow, well untill next time, later!!!


OWH OWH OWH! almost forgot!

help my sister and read this blog and promote it, she's raising an awareness for Orang Utan, really cool

helpushelporangutan.blogspot.com

well LATER!!!



Owh one more thing,

Jwa im really sorry, i've been meaning to call honestly i have, but im jst afraid that you were busy, dnt worry you're free on Merdeka, right? so i'll promise to call you then, k?

from yours truly,
Z Zaki

Going Back to My Roots

IM COMING HOME!!!!


wait for me ya!

i miss you guys so much, and im coming back on the 9/8/09 until 23/8/09

so be sure to make your self free!

Sha and Ana, make sure your weekends arent booked! lets meet up

Jwa and Nas, come home! seriously, i really miss you guys, besides we still need to name my "baby"

anyways, im coming home by bus which costs like RM21 for one way and my ticket is like two ways, back and forth, loL! owh well, RM42 is worth it to come back to Shah Alam...

owh one more thing i got 100% for Physics Quiz, loL! but dnt get too excited now zaki, there was just 5 Q's with 2 Definition Q's and 3 Calculating Q's, so yeah it was mostly abt Free-Fall too so yeah

all right then thats it for now! wait for me im coming!

Later!!!

From yours truly, who is coming back home,
Z Zaki

note!

Rated: PG-13 for abusive words and parental guidance is advised
















FUCK!!!

i hate it!

I JUST DAMN HATE IT!!!

i did one thing wrg, jst one! and they treat me like shit!

like im nothing, you see, i have friends they're named W,X,Y and Z, i dnt hate them, its just that, the wayt the way they think drives me crazy

before this me and W,X,Y and Z are like a big family here at matriks, and then they had a fight with A and B, but the problem is, im close friends with both of them, i mean both groups

so fuck up thing was they finally talked to each other and slove it, but in the end, A and B still became my friends bt WXYZ arent no more

the more FUCKED UP thing is! when they were in need i HELPED THEM!!! i didnt hang out with A and B much BECAUSE OF THEM(as i didnt want to hurt their feelings) and now they jst throw me away like fucking thrash!!!

fine maybe its my own fault as i dont know how people around here feel or act, but still! why am i the only one feeling fucking guilty while they just give me the stare and talk crap behind me, and just walk past me like i dont even exist!

FUCK!!!!

new one

so its not fair that nas and jwa has their own laptop, bt i dont...

well not for long!

TADA!!!

meet my new baby, haha, anyways firstly i would to thank my parents for buying it, love them to death for it too

and secondly i hvent named it yet, as im waiting for nas and jwa to have a moment of awe and then when we get together then we name it,

anyways class has been great for me, i already got 2 quiz back already and syukur i didnt fail, it was quite fine at first as my chemistry was 20/40, which is a pass and an average score, disappointing yes, bt quite satisfied

secondly i got my math quiz, which is more disappointing, i got a 10/15 which is pretty bad, in my view as my math has never failed me, meaning i never got lower than B in maths, it sucks for me

so thats abt my academics, about my social life here has been fun, made a lot of new friends(as i have emphasize on it in my past blogs), the lecturers here are helpful, and the environment here is jst superb, you're never stress more than an hour

well thats it for today, i'll update more tomorrow for sure, have fun k?

LATER!!!

from yours truly,
Z Zaki

Just my Assignment, insightful it is though...

Welcome! today my post is a little different than my usual posts, cuz today i have a computer science assignment, today my topic is about:

How to Back-up Data/Files for Windows XP & Vista

&

How to Back-up Data/Files for Ubuntu






How to Back-up Data/Files : Part 1(Windows)

Now there are several ways to Back-up your files and data's, you can use the built in back-up software such as the back-up wizard for windows xp or the Free online back-up software's such as IDrive and Mozy but the online software's can store up to a certain amount, though its convenient that you're files are backed up online, but its tedious work

In this post i will tell you how to backup your files and data by using a Backup Wizard(NTbackup.exe)

Note: Back up Wizard is only built in Windows XP professional not in Windows XP home

with that said, lets start the backing up process. Now the backup wizard makes everything just straight forward and easy to be done. To start:

1. Click Start, point to All Programs, point to Accessories, point to System Tools, and then click Backup to start the wizard

2. Click Next to skip past the opening page, choose Back up files and settingsNext from the second page, and then click . You should see the page shown in Figure 1, which represents your first decision point.

now decide on which to back up you maybe tempted to choose ALL INFORMATION ON THE COMPUTER, now you may choose to do so, but keep in mind that unless you have a large memory (tons of gigabytes) on your computer then i suggest you not to do so, for others the first choice is the best as it has your data files and personal settings stored in Windows Registry

for special cases, such as a shared computer then choose the second option which backs up every user's data and personal settings

If you know that you have data files stored outside your profile, click Let me choose what to back up. This option takes you to the Items to Back Up page shown in Figure 2.

Select the My Documents check box to back up all the files in your personal profile, and then browse the My Computer hierarchy to select the additional files you need to back up. If some of your files are on a shared network drive, open the My Network Places folder and select those folders.

This option also comes in handy if you have some files you now you don't want to back up. For instance, I have more than 20 GB of music files in the My Music folder. To keep my data file backup to a reasonable size, I click the check box next to the My Music folder. This clears the check box from all the files and subfolders in My Music.

Finally, decide where to store you backed up data and files.By default, Backup proposes saving everything to your floppy drive (drive A). Although that might have made sense 10 years ago, it's hardly a rational choice today. You'd need dozens, perhaps hundreds of floppy disks to store even a modest collection of data files, especially if you collect digital music or photos.

Instead, you should just click Browse and pick either of the following

• Your computer's hard disk. The ideal backup location is a separate partition from the one you're backing up. If your hard disk is partitioned into drive C and drive D and your data is on drive C, you can safely back up to drive D.

• A Zip drive or other removable media. At 100-250MB per disk, this is an option if you don't have multiple gigabytes to back up. Unfortunately, the Windows Backup utility can't save files directly to a CD-RW drive.

• A shared network drive. You're limited only by the amount of free space on the network share.

• An external hard disk drive. USB and IEEE 1394 or FireWire drives have dropped in price lately. Consider getting a 40 GB or larger drive and dedicating it for use as a backup device.

After you've chosen a backup location, enter a descriptive name for the file, click Next to display the wizard's final page, as shown in Figure 3, and then click Finish to begin backing up immediately.

so that's it, you're done, your files and data's are now backed up, now i recommend you to do this at least 2 times a month, or even better 4 times a month, you can repeat the steps above once again or you can use the automatic backup schedule.

When you get to the final page dont click FINISH. Instead click the Advanced button, and click Next to open the When to Back Up page. Choose Later, and then click Set Schedule to open the Schedule Job dialog box. Then just set your own setting and PRESTO! you're done.

thanks for reading this blog, i hope it helps you in someway, well thats it from me, until my next post.

LATER!!!

from yours truly,
Z Zaki

Life here has been a roller coster!

seriously, making friends is great i mean i get to make new kinds of strangeres and meeting back an old friend, Aiman Iqbal!

anyways i jst hate the fact that KMPK Gopeng is so small that rumours fly arnd here seriously fast!

well gtg, sorry cnt update much more bt i'll let you guys knw some more soon k?

LATER!!!

HOMESICK!!!

i still havent adjusted with living at matriks, its so hectic, the time table is seriously damn packed, and i can never get a break with all the asignments and homework, and the quizes

and me without a laptop makes everything jst a lil bit harder to cope, i mean the CC will only open during office hours cuz the CC itself is inside an office

bt i think the hardest part from all of this is just that im finally feeling homesick...

i mean i miss the ridiculous laugh from jwa, and i miss the wide facial expressions from nas, and i miss the walk back home with my sister, and i miss the delicious smell of food that mom always make, and i miss the smell of dad's cologne, and i even miss the rants from my older sister

the fact is the longer i stay here, the harder it is for me to cope...

weell gtg now, later!!!

missing in life's miracles

im sorry....

for the memories we miss, for the future regrets we might face,

im sorry....

for leaving you behind, for letting you move forward,

im sorry....

for not being there for you, for being there when you dont want me to,

im sorry....

truly i am...

i knw a lot of you have heard me apologise, bt im human and i can never run from my own mistakes, i can never ever be mistake-less

its true, for the past few weeks, i hvent been the best friend i am to my friends

and i am truly sorry for that, and im not going to stand here and give excuses like time isnt on my side or my schedule is seriously hectic...

its stupid, and i knw blaming myself wont change anything, bt hopefully this post might explain a lot of things...

I miss you guys really i do...

and im sorry that i never did show it...

AYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!

hey hey, im onlinin, i knw this is so cool! ok so now that i knw i cn online, i'll try my best to update this effing thing, hahaha

im so happy today cuz i learned a lot new stuff and made a hell of a lot more friends and jst realized that people actually hate me! hahaha

owh well no use pondering over why, well gtg, later homes!!!

Pic Post

welcome one welcome all!

welcome to my Pic Post! so i will post mostly pics today, bt not forgetting the few details that should be written, loL!


meet my first girl friend that i made here, name's Ika


these are a couple of the fasci's of my orientation


this is my Mentor Mentee group, KMM 211, they are the few first friends i made here

this is my groups Fasci


this is another fasci, she is a former PDT who scored 4.0 flat for 4 semesters, which is seriously a huge deal


these are a few of the view pics that i hv, i knw its quite jumbled up (the pictures i mean) bt jst hang with me

this is Kyna, she my class mate, bt she kinda despised me before by mocking me and calling me Speaker, loL! look what happened to us now, haha


and lastly, for nas,


i got this pic from a friend of mine(girl) who likes tvxq and loves Hero and Max, loL!

hope you guys enjoyed this psot, i knw its aquite annoying cuz of all the pics, bt hey, i cnt help it, loL!

p/s: jwa! you have a lot of explainin to do abt your blog, and whats this abt i hear abt you cryin

Have fun humans!

LATER!!!

from yours truly,
Z Zaki

2 weeks of no internet

IM ALIVE!!!!

haha, yes people humans all alike

i finally get the chance to online(bt not frm my laptop)

the thing is i jst found out that its really risky for guys to bring laptop to this college

so im onlinin frm the use of their FREE cc, loL!

im jst goin to keep this post brief and simple, as fr the pics, i shall hopefully upload them by tomorow, hopefully...

loL!

anyways, im pretty much enjoying my life here at the moment, the environment here is great

i mean there are seriously wide open spaces, and like trees and mountains everywhere you look, it really is Gopenghaven, loL!

me, im a PDT here, which means my matriks program will last for 2 years here, unlike the PST's which lasts for one

i've made a lot new friends, and most of them are so carefree and not exam minded, which seriously what i was hopin for, cuz my biggest fear of cominghere was that, everyone is a study based and unsocialisin and stuff, bt thank god was i glad im wrg..

Nas is the luckiest girl ever, cuz at this moment of this post, she is the first person im talking through ym! in over 2 weeks! haha congrats love!

so yeah thats it for now, tomorow shall be Pic Post, hopefully, so stay with the blog yeah! thanks for reading, and thank you keep checking every day to see if im alive or not n thank you for all the good luck wishes, and also thank you for my friends who contacted me last week, asking me how i am and what not, thank you so much, i really appreciated!

LATER!!!

frm yours truly finally,
Z Zaki

a 70th farewell

5 years of school life, its weird though, i spend 4 years of that life respectively with jwa and nas, i mean seriously, i started to knw jwa when i was in form 2 and i knw nas when i was in form 1 bt after we had our short relationship(literally..) she ignored me nearly the whole year, so yeah, 4 years for both, loL!

well, anyways, this is my 70th post

weird, well yeah, umm,

i dnt knw what to say honestly, i mean these 2 are no doubt the best thing that has ever happened to me, we had our share of fights, every mid year, or maybe usually the start of it, we fight, and funny thing was im the one who always became either the fault or the negotiator

its true what they say, we hate each other then, bt now we're jst laughing abt it, well im laughing abt it anyways

well yesterday, i had to go and buy clothes for matriks with my parents, it was damn tiring for 3 reasons,

1- we went to smk ssaas to announce my resignation frm the school

2-we went to open a bank account at BSN

3-we went to subang parade to buy the long sleeve shirt to wear during the kuliah and such

yeah so then, after that, i told my parents to drop me off to sunway since me, jwa and nas are going to meet up there

so then nas and jwa were thinkin of goin for movies bt then it didnt work so they went to sushi groove(bt now they hv changed they're name or sumfing) so then after the brief lunch i had, loL!

so then we went to asian avenue, i was thinkin of buying myself a few figurines there, bt then we went to this store and nas and jwa nearly died while we were in there, the reasons are because:

1~ DBSK puzzle beside it a Super Junior puzzle

2~ DBSK roll up poster

3~ Wu Chun pictures (exclusive to jwa)

4~ DBSK, Super Junior, and Wu Chun's posters

5~ DBSK post cards (which turned out to be stickers)

6~ DBSK button pins

so yeah you would prolly knw that i was jst laughing my ass off, cuz they were like hyper ventalating as if DBSK showed up right in frnt of them, it was so funny

so then we went to buy jwa's pants and nas wants to buy hers

so then we took the cab back to jwa's hse, in the car i was nearly to tears cuz i knw that this might be my lst cab ride with them in months

crap...bt then i thought, im here with them now, make the best of it

and then at jwa's hse we finally discovered nas's animal name, Turtle and later that night mine, Puppy, which is totally weird, if you insist on calling me that, then shorten it to Pup at least, loL!

so yeah anyways that was how my farewell went with jwa and nas, it was one of the most tiring cuz of a hell of a lot of laughter and a hell of a lot of walking, bt it was damn worth it!

thank you nas and jwa for an amazing school life, and thank you for being there for me in the near future and in the distant past

i love you guys~

and im definitely going to miss being a drive away frm both of you, loL!

Later!

from yours truly,
the newly called puppy,
Z Zaki

change in the future

looks like im going

i got an offer for a 2 year Matriks program at Gopeng Perak

i may not like it, bt hey, its a new experience and a new frontier, i knw i've let down a lot of people frm SSAAS since most of them really wanted me to stay no matter how much i tell them i might get other offers and if so then i hv to go

bt yeah i guess stpm isnt my destiny

i want to be a teacher, bt the fact is, everyone is right, mayb im just not qualified enough to be a teacher, maybe my dream will jst stay a dream, i mean by taking matrics then at least i could've other options

i've been shutting my self out frm this world, the real world, the world i never wanted to face, bt i hv too

its time

i hv to change, and i may not comeback, bt its for the better

i knw its a lil dramatic, bt its true, i cnt be carefree and layback anymore, i hv to start building roads fr my life and not just design them, i hv to start thinking abt my future, rather than jst living in the present

i hv to do this...

K-POP is controling my life!

KOREAN SONGS ARE ADDICTIVE!!!

seriously saying, bt its true, japanese and korean songs are addictive, i say korean as headline cuz im starting to fall in love with Wonder Girls, the girl band frm JYP and also Big Bang, the boy band of JYP bt weird thing though nas recomend me one of their song back in the day, bt i said they suck, well they do actually bt their song omg! its addictive

and weird thing was i started liking them cuz they did a collabo with Wonder Girls, go figure, loL!

bt yeah it was one hell of a collabo

i think if SNSD and SuJu would do a collabo it might look a lot something like so

i love Yu Bin!!! she's so adorable, and so beautiful its ridicolous!



i seriously feel like nas and jwa when they drool over dbsk, loL!



ok so anyways i was just flipping through starking vids on youtube and then i saw this! effing CUTE!!!



owh what i would do to be in that lil girls shoes to be kissed by yu bin, sigh

and then i started searching for Wonder Girls, then i found this


and then the rest was history

now im just listening to their songs all over again, anyways while i was going through their mv's i saw a comment saying that they're on tour with Jo Bro, so yeah i guess they're kinda big now i mean opening up for Jo Bro, aint easy, loL!

owh owh owh! and ANA IS COMING BACK!!!!

she'll be returning home on monday, god i cnt wait to see her, how thinner cn she be after NS? haha

well thats it for now, Later!

p/s: please read jwa's blog and follow the steps, by then you would be k-pop addicts, loL!

tofu or tauhu???

1. have you ever been asked out?
mostly by nas and jwa ;p

2.where was your default picture taken?
in frnt of my room

3. what's your middle name?
Zaki

4. your current relationship status?
single

5. does your crush like you back?
dnt knw, cn you find out for me?

6. what is your current mood?
happy

7.what color of underwear are you wearing?
aint answering, loL!

8.what color shirt are you wearing?
blue

9. Missing something?
lets see, i kinda hv a list Nas, Jwa, Ida, Fasnor, KFC(wtf? loL!) PS1, computer games, Cleo, and lastly friends frm my Class at ssaas and 5 SIK

10. if you could go back in time and change something, what would you do?
nothing, if the stuff in the past never happen to me, i wont be who i am today

11. if you must be an animal for one day, what?
Dot! i mean an Owl

12. ever had a near death experience?
yeah what nas said, silly driver, loL! ;p

13. something you do a lot?
Listen and talk to people, random and friends

14.the song stuck in your head?
BoA - Eat You Up

15. who did you copy and paste this from?
Nas!

16. name someone with the same birthday as you?
Adawiah Munirah

17. when was the last time you cried?
nearly, i think it was a month ago, or maybe 3 weeks, not sure

18.have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
didnt sing, dance though

19. if you could have one super power what would it be?
totally agree with nas, FLY!!!

20.what's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
their personality, well mostly, if they hv a sense of humor

21. what do you usually order from starbucks?
cnt remember the name

22. what's your biggest secret?
something that you wont ever knw

23. favorite color?
black, white and blue

24.do you still watch kiddie movies or tv shows?
both, dnt knw why, bt kiddies movies makes me a lot more open minded than most tv shows, loL!

25.what's on your walls?
4 surah Qul

26. what are you?
a human with imperfections, loL!

27. do you speak any other language?
yeah, according to wikipedia im bilingual, cuz i cn speak both malay and english fluently, loL!

28.what's your favorite smell?
air-conditioner when it just opens

29. Describe your life in one word.
weird

30.have you ever kissed in the rain?
yeah

31. what are you thinking about right now?
me crush

33. what should you be doing?
homework loL!

34. who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
Siblings

35. how often do u talk to God?
nearly everyday

36. do you like working in the yard?
i guess

37. if you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
hem, hw abt, Emiya, and first name would be Akira, loL! Akira Emiya, see sounds good aint it

38. do you act differently around the person you like?
nah, im still me, i act differently at home, cuz thats the time when i either Omg-ing, or just be a lil gedik, loL! i knw rite, weirdly enough for a guy


39. what is your natural hair color?
black

40. who was the last person to make you cry?
Nas, she made me laugh so hard on tofu or tauhu thing a tear fell, seriously, loL!

an owl at home?

well two days ago, my dad came home early, he called me in the mornin askin me if im awake, i think itwas 8.34 am or sumthing like that, anyways my dad came home and brought and owl with him

he said that the he found the owl at a parking lot near his office, and he brought to the vet at seksyen 6 to check up on it, and the vet said that its fine it might be in a state of shock

so my dad brought it home, and we used 50's old cage the small one to place him while its under our care

its name for now is Dot


she/he looks so tired maybe cuz its nocturnal, bt still it looks so tired


aint it pretty, im starting to get too emotionaly attached to it

and thats a bad thing cuz my dad said that we're goin to either give it to the zoo, or just release it

anyways thats it for me update, have fun!

LATER!!!

from yours truly,
Z Zaki

a new piece of memory

yesterday my whole class of form 6 BA decided to paint the class, so here are the pics, and no nas, Ash's pic is not in here, he's not in my class, loL!

now let me introduce you to my class, well just a few of them at least

(standing frm Left clockwise: Natasha, Kartini, Karthi, Devika)

(frm Left: Jaya, Sarab, Neerinder)


so that was that fr the moring time, then in the afternoon, i met up with nas at Shah Alam Mall, i laughed so much yesterday that at times picture taking was quite impossible, bt yeah bottomline i didnt take any pics with nas yesterday

bt yeah that was afternoon, then there's the evening, my cousins and my aunts came to my house last night, coincidently, my older sis just got her paycheck she wanted to buy the whole family dinner bt ended up spending for my aunt and my cousins dinner as well

these are my couzins, frm Left is Kak Ami, she's a year older than i am, then there's Balqis, she's the same age as i am, loL! when ever i hang out with them there's never a dull moment, its either we gossip or we laugh or we just talk abt nothing, loL!


and yes these pics were taken at SACC, heh nearest place to find Nandos

then after all that i went to bed said and done, i was too tired i mean i didnt stay put for the whole day, there's always somewhere i have to be, haha, i knw im so busy, bt still it was a worth it

yesterday was a piece of memory that's not going to escape me very easily, until next time

LATER!!!

from yours truly,
Z Zaki