change in the future

looks like im going

i got an offer for a 2 year Matriks program at Gopeng Perak

i may not like it, bt hey, its a new experience and a new frontier, i knw i've let down a lot of people frm SSAAS since most of them really wanted me to stay no matter how much i tell them i might get other offers and if so then i hv to go

bt yeah i guess stpm isnt my destiny

i want to be a teacher, bt the fact is, everyone is right, mayb im just not qualified enough to be a teacher, maybe my dream will jst stay a dream, i mean by taking matrics then at least i could've other options

i've been shutting my self out frm this world, the real world, the world i never wanted to face, bt i hv too

its time

i hv to change, and i may not comeback, bt its for the better

i knw its a lil dramatic, bt its true, i cnt be carefree and layback anymore, i hv to start building roads fr my life and not just design them, i hv to start thinking abt my future, rather than jst living in the present

i hv to do this...