im in such a mess, my laptop is at a point of no return, i mean it can be fixed but i need a hefty amount of money to pay for the damages, and i dont even have enough in my account..
yesterday we received our 1st semester results, lets just say i achieved my target, but i think i could've done better, especially for my english, but im so glad that i didnt fail, i mean i finally proved that i can do it..
then i have this sudden feeling of being sad all the time, and this usually happens when:
1- im falling for someone
2- im having my mood swings
3- im just sad cuz of my laptop
well the 3rd one is actually not the usual case but i just felt like placing it there..
so, i'v thought abt all the 3 reasons
1- Falling for someone
I do like her, and i mean both of us have told the other how we both actually feel, but we both also agreed its too fast, so we decided to put it on hold, and i promised her i would wait, so is it logical for me to be sad? i mean she told me she likes me too, so why am i down?
2- Mood swings
this happens a lot back in high school, i mean i usually have these things usually once a month, and im not having PMS, its just that at times i feel so sad, it happens, but this time, what i feel right now, isnt the same feeling as im feeling back in the day, i mean its pretty much bigger and its a lot longer too
3- Laptop
the first time my laptop was broken was because of the Hard Disk and thats been fixed before, but now, its the screen i mean the laptop screen CRACKED! literally im not kidding, it cracked thats why i need a lot of money to repair it, i mean i know from a friend that it might cost a minimum of RM 700 to repair the screen, but my bank balance isnt even closed to that, and the worst part is, the allowance isnt even in yet...urgh!
so yeah after writing this blog i realised its because of the laptop, this is stupid i could've figured this out on my own, crap...
well thats it for now, later!
