i told everyone that we were alright..people came asking for advice, i gave my own relationship as an example..but in the end..ironically..my own relationship was in trouble..
you fought for me..i really appreciate that..seriously..the fact that you had no feelings for me but still want to be with me, to hopefully gain it back..is..amazing..and i thank you for it..
we left on good terms..which is what amazed me..im still ok..i think..it just hasnt sunk in like really sunk in..i knw i will be in my depressed mode soon..but at the moment no..
2 years is a long time..i jst cnt believe..that after everything we went through..in the end..we're still not together..funny..
i love you..so much..and i will never find another like you..you were so special to me..for me..in my life..past, present and future..
im so lost at the moment..cuz you were always there..in my life..now you're there no longer..i don't knw what to do..its weird..its scary..
thats it then..later..
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