1st of mei, without a doubt one of my most weird out day
woke up early today, played my game just to pass the time till 12 o'clock
the time when the upu results came out, i took a brake for a while went downstairs, drank my tea, watch tv for a short while, finding nemo was on, my enthusiasm towards the movie didnt overcame the abrupt fear that striked in me thinkin if i got in or not?
12 o'clock came quite a sudden, i didnt realise it, i went up stairs took my sis's laptop from her room, surfed the internet
i clicked on the page that (supposedly) determines my future, then it didnt came up, i knew it was going to take a while as it will be lagging from the many of applicants surfing the same website
and so i went to the friday prayers first, hoping and praying to god, thats the only thing i could do at this last minute
came back, my sister called my name, i went up to her room, i didnt even remembered that the laptop in my room is still on and still refreshing, she told me i didnt get it
i just stood there, i didnt knw what to say, then she showed me the page of the results
i just stood there, as still as a rock untounched, undisturbed, unmovable, then i didnt knw what happened to me, i just went to being mute, i cnt believe it
i didnt get in to any of them, there were 8 choices in that upu thing, and i didnt get any one of em, sad isnt it? my sisters told my parents i didnt get it, and all they can say is
its ok aki, sume orang pernah kene reject gak, along ngan angah pun x dapat jugak
i just nodded, i dnt want to argue, actually i cnt cuz my mind still cnt believe the fact that i didnt get into tesl, then my parents said that
mungkin diorang tgk results aki kot, kan aki cakap ade ramai lagi yg apply pastu yg laen tu plak 5 A ke atas, mungkin diorang tgk yg tu lah kot
owh yeah thanks dad, that made me feel a hell of a lot better, results, argh! i knw my spm results! dnt have to keep reminding me!
i didnt even finished my lunch, i went to my room, shut the door, played my ps2 while surfing the net
then i chatted with jwa for a while, after that sibs told me to get ready cuz we're going to the conchorde hotel instead of sunway resort to celebrate my parents anniversarry
i went for a short swim just to wash myself of the stress so that i could at least put on a happy face for my parents
we went to sacc for dinner, i took a few pics(i might upload them tomorow), then my sibs and i went home and leave our parents in their own room at the hotel
and now im here telling you all this, well thats it, have fun...
later...
woke up early today, played my game just to pass the time till 12 o'clock
the time when the upu results came out, i took a brake for a while went downstairs, drank my tea, watch tv for a short while, finding nemo was on, my enthusiasm towards the movie didnt overcame the abrupt fear that striked in me thinkin if i got in or not?
12 o'clock came quite a sudden, i didnt realise it, i went up stairs took my sis's laptop from her room, surfed the internet
i clicked on the page that (supposedly) determines my future, then it didnt came up, i knew it was going to take a while as it will be lagging from the many of applicants surfing the same website
and so i went to the friday prayers first, hoping and praying to god, thats the only thing i could do at this last minute
came back, my sister called my name, i went up to her room, i didnt even remembered that the laptop in my room is still on and still refreshing, she told me i didnt get it
i just stood there, i didnt knw what to say, then she showed me the page of the results
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i just stood there, as still as a rock untounched, undisturbed, unmovable, then i didnt knw what happened to me, i just went to being mute, i cnt believe it
i didnt get in to any of them, there were 8 choices in that upu thing, and i didnt get any one of em, sad isnt it? my sisters told my parents i didnt get it, and all they can say is
its ok aki, sume orang pernah kene reject gak, along ngan angah pun x dapat jugak
i just nodded, i dnt want to argue, actually i cnt cuz my mind still cnt believe the fact that i didnt get into tesl, then my parents said that
mungkin diorang tgk results aki kot, kan aki cakap ade ramai lagi yg apply pastu yg laen tu plak 5 A ke atas, mungkin diorang tgk yg tu lah kot
owh yeah thanks dad, that made me feel a hell of a lot better, results, argh! i knw my spm results! dnt have to keep reminding me!
i didnt even finished my lunch, i went to my room, shut the door, played my ps2 while surfing the net
then i chatted with jwa for a while, after that sibs told me to get ready cuz we're going to the conchorde hotel instead of sunway resort to celebrate my parents anniversarry
i went for a short swim just to wash myself of the stress so that i could at least put on a happy face for my parents
we went to sacc for dinner, i took a few pics(i might upload them tomorow), then my sibs and i went home and leave our parents in their own room at the hotel
and now im here telling you all this, well thats it, have fun...
later...
from the untouched rock,
z zaki
z zaki
