I must've been ask, a thousand times, zaki you always smile, always laughing, dont you ever stop?
i answered simply, why should i?
the thing is, the world is already a shitty place, right? i mean there is too much sorrow, too much anger and hate, so why should i add to that, i mean the world is already facing too much, the least i can do is ease the burden and not be so negative
and then there is another question, haven't you ever done something that you regret?
i answered yes
look the thing is, we all did something that we regret, nobody is perfect, we all make mistakes, we cant runaway from them, but one of my fave quotes goes like so:
"I never back down, I fear nothing and I regret Less," -John Cena, WWE wrestler
yes he's a wrestler, and that is actually one of his catch phrases, but it means something, i make mistakes, but i wont run from them, i face them, im not afraid of it, i fear nothing but my God, and then i regret less, though i make mistakes i dont regret em every single day, i don't n I won't
third question is, dont you have problems like everyone else do?
i answered yes i do, but i handle em differently than they do
Us male community are quite known for keeping things to ourselves, such as if we have problems, we keep em, we dont tell anyone, but unlike some of them, i no longer need the help of cigarates to help me, all i need is Love
its a lil cliche yes i know, but its true, you can ask my friends, in their eyes im prolly independent, and actually i am, i don't like asking for help, if i cn handle it, then i don't need anyone, harsh quite, but yh its true, its juz that i dont want them to worry, nor to carry the burden that i hv to carry
but the fact is, my friends, are prolly knwn for their persistence in wanting to know whats wrg about me, and i really love that, cuz it shows that they really do care about me, and thats all i need to know, juz hearing them they love me, is enough to make me forget about my probs
and the last question, are you gay? if not then are you a player?
i answered, i maybe gay(not fully) but i aint a player
im knwn for being around girls most of the time, and some people say that im gay, when im hell not! i understand girls better thats all, but i aint gay, i juz love hanging around girls a lot more than guys, for a number of reasons
others think that im a player, hahahahahahahahaha! im telling you, i can never be a player even if i tried, im too much of a gentleman and loyal guy, to cheat or play the "game", so yh basically the people who usually thinks im a player are girls where as the people who thinks im gay are mostly guys, weird huh?
but yh those are the most frequent questions i get when people started to know me, or before that, this post is nohing much of a rambling of a Boy who is childish i more ways than one! loL!
SHOUTOUT:
LATER!!!
i answered simply, why should i?
the thing is, the world is already a shitty place, right? i mean there is too much sorrow, too much anger and hate, so why should i add to that, i mean the world is already facing too much, the least i can do is ease the burden and not be so negative
and then there is another question, haven't you ever done something that you regret?
i answered yes
look the thing is, we all did something that we regret, nobody is perfect, we all make mistakes, we cant runaway from them, but one of my fave quotes goes like so:
"I never back down, I fear nothing and I regret Less," -John Cena, WWE wrestler
yes he's a wrestler, and that is actually one of his catch phrases, but it means something, i make mistakes, but i wont run from them, i face them, im not afraid of it, i fear nothing but my God, and then i regret less, though i make mistakes i dont regret em every single day, i don't n I won't
third question is, dont you have problems like everyone else do?
i answered yes i do, but i handle em differently than they do
Us male community are quite known for keeping things to ourselves, such as if we have problems, we keep em, we dont tell anyone, but unlike some of them, i no longer need the help of cigarates to help me, all i need is Love
its a lil cliche yes i know, but its true, you can ask my friends, in their eyes im prolly independent, and actually i am, i don't like asking for help, if i cn handle it, then i don't need anyone, harsh quite, but yh its true, its juz that i dont want them to worry, nor to carry the burden that i hv to carry
but the fact is, my friends, are prolly knwn for their persistence in wanting to know whats wrg about me, and i really love that, cuz it shows that they really do care about me, and thats all i need to know, juz hearing them they love me, is enough to make me forget about my probs
and the last question, are you gay? if not then are you a player?
i answered, i maybe gay(not fully) but i aint a player
im knwn for being around girls most of the time, and some people say that im gay, when im hell not! i understand girls better thats all, but i aint gay, i juz love hanging around girls a lot more than guys, for a number of reasons
others think that im a player, hahahahahahahahaha! im telling you, i can never be a player even if i tried, im too much of a gentleman and loyal guy, to cheat or play the "game", so yh basically the people who usually thinks im a player are girls where as the people who thinks im gay are mostly guys, weird huh?
but yh those are the most frequent questions i get when people started to know me, or before that, this post is nohing much of a rambling of a Boy who is childish i more ways than one! loL!
SHOUTOUT:
- to jwa: im really sorry for not going, im really sorry
- to farah: its not that i dont need you, its juz, well, you of all people would knw that i don't like asking for help
- to nas: im still in the process of asking my bro, he still hasnt reply, but i'll keep you posted
LATER!!!
from yours truly,
Z Zaki
Z Zaki
