im so thankfull, i mean really...
this is how it all went down that day,
this is how it all went down that day,
12th march 2009, 6.13 am
"aki bangun, dah subuh dah, bangun," said my mom
i woke up, first thing i thought of, "where the hell is my phone?" haha, i know with results today, all i cared about when i woke up was my phone, i always slept with my phone either under my pillow or near me, in this case it was under my pillow, so then, i took my shower, cleaned myself up real good for today, and went to prayers
12th march 2009, 7.45 am
i was at school waiting and wondering, i was alone, there were no other result takers in sight, so i went sight seeing for, maybe, the last time, the song famous last words were playing on my mp4, but i was too caught up in my own world to notice, i met the teachers, asking for their blessing
you know the date, 8.56 am
i was messaging jwa, asking what time she's coming, i messaged nas, asking the same thing, by this hour, i already met a few result takers, i smiled everytime i walk pass by them, surprisingly enough i wasnt as nervous as i was back in PMR, i was quite calm, im surprised myself that day
still the same date, 9.13 am
i met up with sha, she was reading a twilight book, new moon i think, and then jwa came, and she was as nervous as ever, but then she started thinking of taylor lautner cuz of the book, and that helped calm her down for about 3 minutes, the the teachers came down and said that we can take our seats now, but jwa was like
"umm, tak per cikgu nnti kite naik,"
same date, 10.25 am
by this time they said that results were already out, well actually the results were out for the teachers to take them, so we waited in the dewan, i came up to the dewan with nas and jwa and sha, as soon as nas saw the teacher she started crying, and im like "relaks results arent in yet," and jwa was like "dude, stop crying if you start crying then i'l cry, and i wont stop,"
11.00 am
still waiting, the teacher the came to the front and said that we should wait another 10-15 minutes, so we did, but then it took a lot longer than that, i was at this time sitting between Nas and Ciken, and they were both so nervous, i was holding her hand trying to calm her down, but to no avail, then she took out her phone and played 'O' Jung.Ban.Hap, DBSK song, and then she discovered another DBSK fan who also by the way loves changmin and claims he is hers
12.13 pm
my phone was ringing, calls from aunts and uncles, cousins and friends, siblings and god-sibs, i turned the phone to silence, i was getting tired of it, and the calls kinda made me nervous, and it wasnt suppose to happen
12.34 pm
now i stepped up, standing in front of the desk with the paper that determines my future, in front of me was taqi, i was still in line waiting for my turn, i looked around, i heard screams, i heard cries, i saw people falling down on their knees, i saw some standing in amazement, i saw a few hugging and i saw others just sitting while looking at the piece of paper
12.35 pm
i went up, the teacher saw me and smiled, i was smiling as well, a nervous smile of course, then i saw it, and she did as well, she handed me the paper, i took the file that was handed to me as well, then i looked couragesly unaware of what to come, then there it writes,
"aki bangun, dah subuh dah, bangun," said my mom
i woke up, first thing i thought of, "where the hell is my phone?" haha, i know with results today, all i cared about when i woke up was my phone, i always slept with my phone either under my pillow or near me, in this case it was under my pillow, so then, i took my shower, cleaned myself up real good for today, and went to prayers
12th march 2009, 7.45 am
i was at school waiting and wondering, i was alone, there were no other result takers in sight, so i went sight seeing for, maybe, the last time, the song famous last words were playing on my mp4, but i was too caught up in my own world to notice, i met the teachers, asking for their blessing
you know the date, 8.56 am
i was messaging jwa, asking what time she's coming, i messaged nas, asking the same thing, by this hour, i already met a few result takers, i smiled everytime i walk pass by them, surprisingly enough i wasnt as nervous as i was back in PMR, i was quite calm, im surprised myself that day
still the same date, 9.13 am
i met up with sha, she was reading a twilight book, new moon i think, and then jwa came, and she was as nervous as ever, but then she started thinking of taylor lautner cuz of the book, and that helped calm her down for about 3 minutes, the the teachers came down and said that we can take our seats now, but jwa was like
"umm, tak per cikgu nnti kite naik,"
same date, 10.25 am
by this time they said that results were already out, well actually the results were out for the teachers to take them, so we waited in the dewan, i came up to the dewan with nas and jwa and sha, as soon as nas saw the teacher she started crying, and im like "relaks results arent in yet," and jwa was like "dude, stop crying if you start crying then i'l cry, and i wont stop,"
11.00 am
still waiting, the teacher the came to the front and said that we should wait another 10-15 minutes, so we did, but then it took a lot longer than that, i was at this time sitting between Nas and Ciken, and they were both so nervous, i was holding her hand trying to calm her down, but to no avail, then she took out her phone and played 'O' Jung.Ban.Hap, DBSK song, and then she discovered another DBSK fan who also by the way loves changmin and claims he is hers
12.13 pm
my phone was ringing, calls from aunts and uncles, cousins and friends, siblings and god-sibs, i turned the phone to silence, i was getting tired of it, and the calls kinda made me nervous, and it wasnt suppose to happen
12.34 pm
now i stepped up, standing in front of the desk with the paper that determines my future, in front of me was taqi, i was still in line waiting for my turn, i looked around, i heard screams, i heard cries, i saw people falling down on their knees, i saw some standing in amazement, i saw a few hugging and i saw others just sitting while looking at the piece of paper
12.35 pm
i went up, the teacher saw me and smiled, i was smiling as well, a nervous smile of course, then i saw it, and she did as well, she handed me the paper, i took the file that was handed to me as well, then i looked couragesly unaware of what to come, then there it writes,
BAHASA MELAYU------------------------------------5C
BAHASA INGGERIS----------------------------------2A
PENDIDIKAN ISLAM---------------------------------4B
SEJARAH---------------------------------------------6C
MATHEMATICS--------------------------------------2A
ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS-----------------------7D
ICT----------------------------------------------------4B
PHYSICS----------------------------------------------6C
CHEMISTRY------------------------------------------5C
EST----------------------------------------------------5C
i choked, i was surprised myself, two years i studied for spm, two years i have failed my tests, exams, you name it, and when it came to spm, i passed then i looked at it again, and i saw that i got 2a's, i saw my sister, i hugged her straight away, she was also glad that i didnt fail, haha, figure that
12.45 pm
i sat at a chair nearby, being thankful thinking that this is real, its not a lie, its as real as reality could get, i passed and i got 2a's, i sat up and straight went to see Nas and Jwa, cus without them i know spm getting 2a's at spm would be imposible, they were still in their line, i told them that i got 2a's they laughed and smiled and clapped, i was almost to tears, i tell you, and i think nas was crying cuz i was happy with my results, i wanted to hug them so bad at that moment but then there were parents and teachers everywhere
1.00 pm
i made the call for my parents, they were as surprised as i was, and i was quite happy about that, haha! and then i went to the mall with Nas for a lil celebration, it was fun hectic confused day
BAHASA INGGERIS----------------------------------2A
PENDIDIKAN ISLAM---------------------------------4B
SEJARAH---------------------------------------------6C
MATHEMATICS--------------------------------------2A
ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS-----------------------7D
ICT----------------------------------------------------4B
PHYSICS----------------------------------------------6C
CHEMISTRY------------------------------------------5C
EST----------------------------------------------------5C
i choked, i was surprised myself, two years i studied for spm, two years i have failed my tests, exams, you name it, and when it came to spm, i passed then i looked at it again, and i saw that i got 2a's, i saw my sister, i hugged her straight away, she was also glad that i didnt fail, haha, figure that
12.45 pm
i sat at a chair nearby, being thankful thinking that this is real, its not a lie, its as real as reality could get, i passed and i got 2a's, i sat up and straight went to see Nas and Jwa, cus without them i know spm getting 2a's at spm would be imposible, they were still in their line, i told them that i got 2a's they laughed and smiled and clapped, i was almost to tears, i tell you, and i think nas was crying cuz i was happy with my results, i wanted to hug them so bad at that moment but then there were parents and teachers everywhere
1.00 pm
i made the call for my parents, they were as surprised as i was, and i was quite happy about that, haha! and then i went to the mall with Nas for a lil celebration, it was fun hectic confused day
and thats how it happened i know its quite long, but thats just the short version, if i would've wrote a minute to minute story, you'll be bored in an instant
well im out of my shell, and i guess that 3 weeks of not onlining thing is off, im just too happy not to be onlining
LATER!
well im out of my shell, and i guess that 3 weeks of not onlining thing is off, im just too happy not to be onlining
LATER!
