Cinderella Man by Eminem

i'm worried, what will happen to me i wonder, as the fan blows the cold wind at me, the birds chirping to a sweet melody..

the gust of the wind from the outside blows my curtain in, quiet..very quiet...my phone silent as ever, no messages, no calls..what am i actually waiting for..im scared..

im scared of the future..what it has in store for me, will i achieve my dream, will i be leaving the life i want to live, will she still stand by my side..yes..thats the one..her..

i dnt wanna lose her, i've been in relationships before, but none has been like this..and im happy abt that, but right now i jst feel so vulnarable, like im standing on a tightrope, one slip and i fall, fall down further...

she means the world to me, i cnt pass by a day without knowing how she is..i love her so much..that it really does hurt me..and now..with her having classes and im not..i jst feel alone..what will happen when i do start my classes..

we hardly talk on the phone, and yes thats understandable since she's having classes..but will we ourselves be able to when both are busy..i promise her that we will make it work..

and we will..cause she's the best ever to have happened to me, but i guess the fear of losing her..isnt as easy to bury..its hard..cuz, you love this person so much..and you know in your heart you will do anything to be with them, to keep them, to save them...

herm...

im just thinking too much i know..i shouldnt...love is enough..our love is enough..how do i know? cause she can still look at me in the eyes with full of love, and say that she loves me..even after everything that we went through..

and she knows that everytime i say i love you..she knows i meant it..

i love you puteri suhaila, very2 much...