cnt sleep....
im jst digging my own grave...im jst hurting myself...i dnt care...at least you'll be fine...you should get your rest...i dnt need it...i'll be fine..jst let me be...i care abt you...if not i wouldn't be going into so much trouble...
its not abt love..
its abt respect...and yes i do respect you...but bits and tiny fragments of my mistakes...that keeps recurring...its annoying...its sickening...its practically disgusting...
im stupid...i make bad jokes...idiotic views...remarkably dumb choices...and insanely stupid actions...and i know that...its jst i cnt control them..see a human makes a mistake every now and then...see...A human makes A mistake...meaning
1 Human = 1 Mistake x Every now and then
me? i make them every minute of every day...now that aint every now and then..thats every minute of every week..thus my stupidity equation looks a lot like..
1 ME = X problems x 60 minutes x 7(24)
i think....
BASICALLY....
it means that i make more mistakes than normal humans do..yes this post is another example of my stupidity...
look...
yes i did a bad thing, and it may seem like im not listening to you..but i was...i was there...i waited for you...woke up from slumber for you...and now..because of you no...because of my stupid actions TOWARDS you...i cnt sleep...and im sorry..for hurting you...for being me...and for having the worst choice picker..i love you..i really do...and i jst hate leaving our fight hanging...and i told i wont sleep until you tell me how you really feel...and since you're already asleep, i guess i wont...
im stubborn...you know how stubborn i can be...and you know when i've set to stay up or wait outside or something...i will...i'll carry it through to the end...im sorry for the hurt i caused...im sorry...
good nyte..
later...
1 comment:
degil!im sorry..i was really tired back then n awfully mad at u so yeah..
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