Shooting Star (Remix) by David Rush feat LMFAO, Kevin Rudolf and Pitbull

i love you just who you are

i ain't going try to change ya

you are a shooting star

that's why you are my faveourite

that was for you Puteri Suhaila..hee..

im glad i came here, im happy that i got accepted here, im grateful to be here, im going to use all the time i have here and really really not screw everything up..

for  those that didn't know i got accepted into UPSI (University Pendidikan Sultan Idris), a very prestigious Uni for educators to be..i got into the TeSL Degree course (Ijazah Sarjana Muda Pendidikan)..and its also in Tanjung Malim, Perak, near to my house near to her as well... :)

anyways..i've been here for 3 weeks already and i already have an assignment to pass up next week, sigh..BUT! the classes/lectures, are awesome, i met and befriended a crazy group of people, haha..

I thought i was English smart when i came here..then i met THEM and i met the Syllabus..

think again..

its hard..im not kidding..i have to start from the ground up and not just ground but deeper, like crust of the earth deep, get me? hahaha but im ready to take it on..if i have to go through the earth's crust to be a teacher, to achieve my dream...so be it..for myself, and for my future with her..im going to achieve it...

 

this was during orientation week..where the first semesters had to do a performance, ridiculously fun!

 

and this is the crazy group that i mentioned earlier, there's another guy Ramesh, he's the one taking this pic..he's the most talkative one..owh and also, indian from kelantan..

ok so from left:

Pooh, Yap/Jared, Sean, Me, Jasmeet, Sharmila, Sharon (the one siting), May Yee

most of them are Band 4..but Yap and May Yee are Band 5..again..i thought i was smart...then i met them..loL!

well thats it for now..

LATER!!!

P.S. I love you..so so soo much..

Dance Without You by Skylar Grey

now..for those who read my last post would know that i SUPPOSEDLY to  have my JPJ test tomorrow, well guess what? Its postponed..(DISSAPOINTED!)

JPJ themselves postpones the tests a week before Eid Festival, and 3 weeks after, thus! the closest date i can get is on 19th of Sept..by that time.im already at Tanjung Malim having my classes..

so yeah..i still  havent had my license..

now! on to a more pressing matters..HAPPY EID TO EVERYONE!!! i would like to take this oppurtunity to apologise, for any unnecassary rough words, pain and/or suffering i've caused, and all the broken promises..

Selamat Hari Raya, Mintak Maaf, Mintak Ampun Zahir & Batin, and Have fun during Raya season..

well thats it for this post, owh yes..for you, yes you my love, puteri suhaila..thank you..for spending those incredible moments with me, i love you so so much..take really good care of my bead..as i will take good care of yours..

Have fun, Take Care..

LATER!!!

Still Unbroken by Lynyrd Skynyrd

i jst finished watching, my girlfriend is a gumiho and i believe that is the reason behind my love rush, hehe, sorry syg..

its such a sweet series, though the ending was like..-SPOILER!!!!- hehehe, im not going to tell you..

but if you have the time do watch it, really2 fun..and i would like to thank my dear gf for telling me to download the series, ngee..

ok..tomorrow im going to have to take my QTI, after my JPJ test on 22nd..on that day as well, Puteri Suhaila, is going to meet her friends, so yeah..im not that nervous i guess, i can drive (ARROGANT!), im just rough around the edges, im not super confident, i just believe in myself (CONFIDENCE!), my test will be at Hulu Langat, Selangor, yes that far..im from shah alam, basically it takes an hour, not 45 min rounded up to an hour, no..exactly 1 hour, that is if there are no traffic jams..if there were, then it will take me around 2 hours, cuz its such a busy road..

especially from 6 to 8, the traffic is terrible, so yeah..wish me luck until then (SYMPATHY!)..

I don't care where you're from, this picture is both cute and funny..hahahaha

well thats it for now, until then

I love you Puteri Suhaila

LATER!!!!

Cinderella Man by Eminem

i'm worried, what will happen to me i wonder, as the fan blows the cold wind at me, the birds chirping to a sweet melody..

the gust of the wind from the outside blows my curtain in, quiet..very quiet...my phone silent as ever, no messages, no calls..what am i actually waiting for..im scared..

im scared of the future..what it has in store for me, will i achieve my dream, will i be leaving the life i want to live, will she still stand by my side..yes..thats the one..her..

i dnt wanna lose her, i've been in relationships before, but none has been like this..and im happy abt that, but right now i jst feel so vulnarable, like im standing on a tightrope, one slip and i fall, fall down further...

she means the world to me, i cnt pass by a day without knowing how she is..i love her so much..that it really does hurt me..and now..with her having classes and im not..i jst feel alone..what will happen when i do start my classes..

we hardly talk on the phone, and yes thats understandable since she's having classes..but will we ourselves be able to when both are busy..i promise her that we will make it work..

and we will..cause she's the best ever to have happened to me, but i guess the fear of losing her..isnt as easy to bury..its hard..cuz, you love this person so much..and you know in your heart you will do anything to be with them, to keep them, to save them...

herm...

im just thinking too much i know..i shouldnt...love is enough..our love is enough..how do i know? cause she can still look at me in the eyes with full of love, and say that she loves me..even after everything that we went through..

and she knows that everytime i say i love you..she knows i meant it..

i love you puteri suhaila, very2 much...

Nyan Cat by......i dont know....

honestly that should have been the title of last post, if you havent heard nyan cat, please do so..just go on youtube, key in on the search bar, nyan cat original, and click it..ridiculous thats what it is..

the new fb messages system is a lil weird, i thought that i lost all of my past messages cuz fb now fuses both PM's and Chat under the same tab, back then i thought the fused them both, and the messages are no more, but then i did a lil searching on my fb, and guess what, they're still there..hehe..sorry dearest my fault for not checking first hehe..

anyways, im just glad that all of those sweet messages from my gf are still there, heee...

now today's meme's are HEROES!!! super heroes at least...check em out..

 

are parents superheroes? i like to think so..

why??

well, they survive me and my siblings, they must have some kind of powers...hehe..

 

and lastly this is for you my dear..just to remind you, that i always love you, and i love only you, no matter how you are/look/act/behave..i love you because its you puteri suhaila...because its you... :)

 

we maybe far, but i can always feel your hand squeezing mine..

well thats it for now, untill then..

LATER!!!

Cult of Personality by Living Colours

i was on memebase one night, then suddenly there was a huge combo line of cat pics, gifs, and etc. so yeah..i love cats..

today is  all abt cats! weeeeee....

first pic is my most fave cats of all time...SIMBA!!! the lion king..

and now..CATS GALORE!!!!

TADA!!!

loL! well yeah thats it, hahahaha, its just about cats, all in all it has been a great week, got myself new fishes, and  my  house now just added 2 hamsters and 2  guinea pigs to our mini zoo, shall introduce them to you when i get the chance to take their picture.

well thats it for this post..lastly i shall leave you all with my favourite pic.

LATER!!!!

Rolling in the Deep by Linkin Park (Adele Cover)

you always  feel left out, when you're actually the only one in my life right now..im not kidding, my phone is filled with messages from you, pictures of you, thoughts of you..

i text to you everyday, and yes mainly in those messages i just tell you the titles, because the story i want to tell you when i call, and im sorry, thats its reduced to when you asked then i talked, i was tired yesterday dearest..but i stayed up and still i tried to tell you..

you shouldn't feel left out my dear..i love you with all my heart i do..and im sorry if i cause you any doubt whatsoever, and im sorry for hurting you, and im sorry for treating the way you should be treated..

i love you puteri suhaila, very2 much..and i still do..

Hot Wings (i wanna party) by Will.I.Am, Jamie Foxx & Anne Hathaway

mind blown...

i just finished watching this one movie called Peacock, staring Cillian Murphy and Ellen Page..

suprisingly this movie, is a direct to video, its a psychological trhiller, abt a man who spends his life in hiding, trying to hide the truth abt him having dual personalities, one is the male that goes to work and lives life as usual, another side of his personality is a female, that takes care of him, washing his clothes, makes breakfast..

the day to day routine of the man with a multiple personality disorder was suddenly distrubed when a freight train suddenly derailed and nearly crashed his house, and suddenly the neighbourhood of peacock, nebraska suddenly was met with his "wife"..

this movie really threw me off the edge..it was weird from the get go..but everyone in the movie delivered a memorable performance, especially cillian murphy in a character that you dnt often see him do..

i recommend it to everyone to go and watch it..

now dont take the next gif as how i was  when i watch the movie, its actually my findings on memebase

that last one, EXCITEMENT, was from another site as you can see on the pic, taste of awesome, its a cool site actually, but an awesome pic as this is hard to find now on T.O.A, but  hey maybe  you have more luck than i do..

you know there's gotta be something wrong with his radar, hahahahaha

well thats it for now, shall update soon

LATER!!!

Party Rock Anthem by LMFAO feat Lauren Bennet & GoonRock

tired tired tired...

today was practically  a mini zoo cleaning spree at my house..we cleaned everything, the fish aquariums, the guinea pig cage, the hamster cage, the cats cage..and we cleaned the shelves, made a new home for the guinea pig..and a new scratching post for our cats..

let me take you back to..11 o'clock in the afternoon..

fine morning, jst finished taking my bath, thought i should go down, to have me breakfast, when suddenly...

CLANK! BAM! BOOM! TAP! TAP! TAP! SAW! SAW! CLANK!

loud noises came from the outside..i went out and saw my dad with his power tools..he was sawing a piece of wood..what i thought was i going to be just a short while..turned out to be a sudden father and son kinda project..dad wanted to built a new home for the guinea pig..

so we went to work..i hold the ply wood nervously as the hammer fell nearly hitting my thumb, i calmed my nerves again as dad took another swing, and thus the nail went in..fuh..

and then we finished the base and the walls..but then came the roof..hem..lets be creative how abt we make it like a house..rather than have a box shaped pen, we made a house shaped with the triangulated roof..thus we went to work again..this time it was stapled to the wood..so i wasnt that afraid..

and alas..by 1 o'clock its finished..

what me and me dad imagined, dream, and thought how it looked:

 

how it actually looked:

 

sorry i couldn't get a better angle, but yeah, thats the end product..

after that saga, we went to cats, and then the fish tanks, we cleaned and cleaned and cleaned..for those who have yet to know..i have 2 full grown cats and 4 kittens, a guinea pig, a hamster, and a fish, and yes i know i said 2 fish tanks..

the single fish aint that big either..and maybe this afternoon we might go out and buy some more, who knows..

and for puteri suhaila..im terribly sorry, i tried calling you, but it got through only once, when i called again, it said that i couldn't reach you..im not sure if you're mad at me, or its the line, but what ever it is..im terribly sorry, i love you so much, and i hope you're doing just fine dearest..

well thats it for now..till then..

LATER!!!

Crawl Back In by Dead by Sunrise

i have been playing yu-gi-oh: the beginning of destiny game (PS2) and it jst gave me the joult to hook me back into card games..

i used to be this card game freak, i mean TCG maniac, TCG stands for Trading Card Games..you name it, Duel Masters, Digimon, Pokemon, WWE, Football Attack, Marvel, Yu-Gi-Oh, and even Magic :the Gathering..

but as of to date, the only TCG im still hooked on to is Magic :The Gathering, and then i found out abt this new anime, Cardfight! Vanguard..and i was mind blown instantly..

see Vanguard is created by two brains behind yu-gi-oh and duel masters, and the rules of the cardgame is fairly easy, if you are in any way interested do search for the anime, it jst reminds me of the old ( the first) yu-gi-of anime.

well yeah..other than that, i have been missing HER very2 much..

LDR aint easy..but she jst make it seem effortless, i mean, she always manages to find time for me, to talk, to text, anything...and im immensly grateful abt that, and just as jwa once said which i shall quote

"its the most honest relationship i've had, it doesnt feel wrong, nor does it feel too right, its just there, just right.."

in my opinion being with Puteri Suhaila Binti Megat Ahmad Zaidi is

"like having a best friend you can hug"

it is..i mean..you know..a deep, meaningful, emotion filled, hug..

hehe, i love you suhaila, and i cnt wait to be in the state as you are.. :)

 and now my findings on memebase:

happens to me quite a lot..

 

and the next two images, one is a gif and the other is a pic, is dedicated for you my love:

 

i know how much you loved the kitty bank :)

you checked your keyboard didnt you? :) heee

well thats it for now..till then..

LATER!!

Bang by KP feat Lost Underground

as you have noticed, this blog hasnt been touched or updated for 2 months..last time i updated it was changing the background..

i was in my batman phase..

and as you can see i've gotten a new background..its from a website called memebase.com
do check it out..its one hell of a website really takes the edge of you..

so i shall update thee on my findings on memebase and my life..for instance..

i seriously cant stop laughing from watching this..

how pissed off one can get? haha..anyways..

i went to see harry potter last saturday with lil sis..the movie was at 11.55, it was a midnight time slot during the opening weekend..

the movie was awesome! it was so much more than what i expected, but 19 years thing was a bit weird for me, i mean i thought they could do better, add some epic background music, and some meaningful lines..it could've  made the ending a bit better...for me at least..not hating at all..i LOVE the movie..

and thus a decade of harry potter has ended..and thus another chapter of my life has ended..the first one was toy story..now THAT was an awesome movie...no doubt the best animated movie of all time toy story 3 is..no doubt..

so yeah..thats it for now, shall update soon...

p/s: i love you suhaila..and thank you for saturday as well..i had a blast...i miss you so much..mmmuahx! xoxo

LATER!!!

The Ballad of Mona Lisa by PANIC! at the Disco

have you ever been so hungry...soo hungry..that you would make up your own food out of any food you can your hands on..i just did that just now, haha..

ok..i have this small habit of when im dead bored and hungry, i make up my food, cooking using the stove no..the farthest i've gone with cooking is burning breads using the toaster which works wonders when used wisely..

alright so my past encounters of such habits has been successful, for example..peanut butter sandwich with a chocolate sandwich biscuit in between, a chocolate ice cream with peanut butter jam in it..thus chocolate peanut butter ice cream, a milo burned bread (basically a bread toasted with milo on top), and other stuff..they were successful..

but alas..one's luck can only get one so far..mine ended just now, loL!

i was hungry, i missed the taste of garlic bread, but then as i searched the refrigerator, the garlic butter spread was out thus, me and my wise head, thought that i could make my own garlic bread..

mistake 1- mistook onion with garlic

loL! this was a funny one, i found a tupperware full of garlic, i took 2 out, i brought the cutting board and the butter spread out, i started cutting the garlic, then Nadya (my amazingly sharp sister) came and said thats not garlic

o.o

me and my ego went..do you even know what im trying to do? and then she said..garlic bread right..

0.0

damn..

mistake 2 - too much sugar

so nadya took out the ACTUAL garlic, and i started cutting them, but dont worry i still used the minced onions, i made onion bread, which was not good..at all...now i know why they dont make em..

the first batch finished toast..i tasted..it  lacked the sweetness a lil i thought to myself..so what did i do..get a teaspoon and took half a teaspoon of sugar and spread them evenly on a new garlic butter spreaded bread..

waiting for the new one...DING..finished...taste time..too damn sweet..huh..but i had finish it anyway..so yeah..i end up being full though...just not satisfied, hahaha

so yeah..

conclusion - use the garlic butter spread

thats it for now,

LATER!!!

p/s: suhaila..if you want me to cook, i rather wouldn't cuz i don't want to kill you loL!, but deserts i can do..so yeah..hee..i love you suhaila..xoxo

Bulletproof Heart by My Chemical Romance

now..im not sure if i have done this before or not, if i have than this is probably an updated list, if not then prepare to read up! loL!

now...Hollywood is filled with fantastic actors and actresses and music composers, but the people who made it work, for the movie to actually be a MOVIE, there's a certain person who is bigger than the producer on set..that is the director..

so today...im making my top 5 list of my favourite directors..and as usuall..i have my honorouble mentions, and this lists mentions are:

1- Mike Newell - for those that do not know, mike newell is most notably known for his movies such as Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire, The Man in the Iron Mask, and most recently, Prince of Persia, he has a knack for thriller and suspense and his directing is top notch in those genre

2- Matthew Vaughn - the brilliant mind behind Kick Ass and Stardust, no doubt a great success and i love the first person view in kick ass as much as the next guy this guy is new, and have a lot of talent in directing, he jst need the right scripts

3- John Lasseter - the brilliant mind behind Disney/Pixar's joint ventures...he directed a  number of movies before being an executive producer, such as a bugs life, cars, and most notably Toy Story 1 and 2

now that the honorable mentions are done..lets go on to the Top 5!

[5]

Edward Zwick

and i know many of you would be throwing a fit, why is he number 5? loL!

well edward zwick is no doubt one of the best directors anyone could hire to make a movie from silver to gold, he is most notably known for his eye in action war movies such as Glory and Blood Diamond..and he also directed my favorite movie The Last Samurai

his direction is uncanny and beautiful...

[4]

Zack Snyder

yes this man is bigger than Edward Zwick in my list, why???

just cause of his knack of precision in detail, every little small detail he doesn't miss anything, he wants everything to be perfect, nearly all of his movies have the matrix slow motion sequence, this is cause of his need of wanting to show the audience the fine detail of a fight, a moment, a scene...its just great to watch, and for those that don't know, he directed the bloody war movie 300 and the Watchmen, The Legends of the Guardian of Ga'hoole, and most recently Sucker Punch

[3]

Darren Aronofsky

now this young director just started but the buzz he created at Hollywood has made people to notice him, he started small and now he has worked with a lot notable personalities such as Micky Rourke (the Wrestler) and most recently Natalie Portman (Black Swan).

He has a brilliant mind in bringing out the emotion from his actors/actresses, he has won a nomination for his work in Pi, The Wrestler and Black Swan for Best Directing, he maybe just starting out, but his making quite some big waves

[2]

Christopher Nolan

No doubt a genius in his own way, what he sees in one hour and 30 minutes, takes others around 3x more for them to see it..

honestly one of the most profound directors in this day and age, a brilliant mind, and uncanny eye for excellence, his movies are beautifully rendered to play with the mind and the motives of his movies are sometimes unclear to an untamed mind, but no doubt a successful nonetheless

he's resume includes The Prestige, Batman Begins, Inception and his biggest movie The Dark Knight

[1]

Lee Unkrich

I know what you're thinking Lee??? Lee unkrich?? the animation director??

YES the animation director, the BEST in my view animation director of all time, not because i love disney/pixar movie (which i most certainly do) but its because of the hard work in directing a non living actor, the only living thing he can work on, is the actors, and the designers, he has to make sure that everyone is drawing the right emotion the right scene, the right shading and colour, he has to all that, and still he made phenomenal movies such as

Finding Nemo, Cars, Monsters Inc, Ratatouille, and most recently and his most critically acclaimed movie, Toy Story 3

so there you have it, my top 5 directors, these are the best in the buisness in my opinion and no doubt we can expect a whole lot more from these 5 men

well thats it for now

LATER!!!

Marry You by Bruno Mars

1st of May, marks the anniversary, of 2 very important people in my life..

they carry me through disappointments, through every failure, through all the hard realities i face...

I love them dearly, and i thank to god, that i grew up under their arms..

under their love and comfort...

above all..

under their blissfully happy marriage..

Emak...Ayah...I love you...so much..

its ridiculous when i think abt all the times i have had let you down..i had brought the both of you to tears..even to the point of me thinking i was adopted..loL!

20 years..i have been alive for 20 years...and only the last 2 i was left to live partly on my on...and i learned to appreciate both of you so much more..and i know my failures will keep on coming..as i know im not the brightest among the siblings..im not the easiest to talk to, or to convince..but you should know that, i will..one day...i will repay my debt...your love...your patience...your kindness..i will repay them all...

but for now...i hope this will do..

Happy 28th Anniversary

p/s: for YOU...we will be like this one day..yes you puteri suhaila..who else am i referring to..hem...i got this pic from jwa's blog, hope she doesnt mind, loL!

 

thats it..

LATER!!!

 

Perfect Nightmare by Shontelle

no sleep....

cnt sleep....

im jst digging my own grave...im jst hurting myself...i dnt care...at least you'll be fine...you should get your rest...i dnt need it...i'll be fine..jst let me be...i care abt you...if not i wouldn't be going into so much trouble...

its not abt love..

its abt respect...and yes i do respect you...but bits and tiny fragments of my mistakes...that keeps recurring...its annoying...its sickening...its practically disgusting...

im stupid...i make bad jokes...idiotic views...remarkably dumb choices...and insanely stupid actions...and i know that...its jst i cnt control them..see a human makes a mistake every now and then...see...A human makes A mistake...meaning

1 Human = 1 Mistake x Every now and then

me? i make them every minute of every day...now that aint every now and then..thats every minute of every week..thus my stupidity equation looks a lot like..

1 ME = X problems x 60 minutes x 7(24)

i think....

BASICALLY....

it means that i make more mistakes than normal humans do..yes this post is another example of my stupidity...

look...

yes i did a bad thing, and it may seem like im not listening to you..but i was...i was there...i waited for you...woke up from slumber for you...and now..because of you no...because of my stupid actions TOWARDS you...i cnt sleep...and im sorry..for hurting you...for being me...and for having the worst choice picker..i love you..i really do...and i jst hate leaving our fight hanging...and i told i wont sleep until you tell me how you really feel...and since you're already asleep, i guess i wont...

im stubborn...you know how stubborn i can be...and you know when i've set to stay up or wait outside or something...i will...i'll carry it through to the end...im sorry for the hurt i caused...im sorry...

good nyte..

later...

Loser Like Me by GLEE (New Directions)

 

CUUUUUTEEEE!!!

 

how is that a simple thing as facebook poking, can be sooo addictive???

 

 no doubt i want this shirt...not /\ but \/

no actuall point to this post actually..more of jst wanting to update it..

owh btw im home..im finally am..for 4 months..i finished my matriculation so now im waiting for results..hoping and preying that it will turn out the way i wish for it to turn out..

so yeah...i have been keeping myself busy by watching GLEE and WWE Tough Enough...and may i say...how GLAD i am that Mickael got the boot, he had no personality, no passion, no flare what so ever..

he's jst there..but at least he's a lil better than Arriene who i believe wasnt meant to be there in the first place..i mean i agree with Steve Austin, she's a powder puff no matter how you look at her...sad actually..

hem..

on a last note:

i miss you so much suhaila..so much..and i love you deeply..take good care of yourself at home k? cuz im not there to take care of you..

until then..LATER!!!

1st Anniversarry...

2nd of April, 2011...One whole year..12 months...48 weeks...365 days..

who would've thunk...hahaha..who would've guessed...thought..knew..expected...

to be a whole year...i did..she did as well..hem...

its ridiculous that me and you have been going on for a year, we went through so much together..and although we nearly fell apart..but we stood strong and stick together through it...they say its still early to say we have gone through everything..and yeah i agree...

but..we did survive together when everything else nearly didnt...you believed and trusted me..and i nearly broke that...but even after all of that, you still stood by me...

i wanna im sorry...im terribly sorry for hurting you every single day...for not understanding...for annoying you...for not giving you enough space...and for all the wrong doings...

i also wanna say thank you...thank you so much...for singing me a song...for walking tirelessly through mid valley with me...for listening to me jabber and whine...and for always and always..telling me that you love me...

i love you so much...soo much... <3

dont ever leave me...cuz i promise i wont leave you...

from yours truly,
Dora..