the other personality

How is it, you cn face your fears but never yourself?
its weird isnt it, there always another part of you that you dont show to the world...

and that part juz stays there, but one day what if...
what if that part of you, the part that your ashamed of, juz jumps out..

and starts to say the things you mean but you dont want to say it to the world...
why is it so hard for us to accept the fact that the other part of you is actually you..

i mean everyday, we fought wiv ourselves to not let anyone knw how we really feel..
i myself fought this battle...

yes everyone has their own opinions but they juz cnt voice it out..
no one can, cuz they are all afraid to face the truth that they are who they are..
and there is not a thing or person can change that...

we have our own demons, but why do we have to call them demons?
they are juz a part of us that tells the truth..
and isnt telling the truth is a good thing...
mean as they are, bad as they may be, evil it may seems...

it is our thoughts, we felt that way, so why is it so wrng?
becuz speaking the truth meaning you have to tell lies too...
becuz you knw even if what you say is true, you knw its all a lie..
cuz everything is juz in your head...

nothing more nothing less....
and no im not going to voice out my opinion...
but i will say this...

accept who you are, nothing cn change the fact that you are juz that..
accept it, trust it, believe it...
and some day, it might even give you something in return..

i knw this post has been a rambling of an idiot..
but i juz hv to get it out..
and posting it on this blog is one of the ways i knw how...
i mean half of it doesnt make actual sense, i think...
but hey, these are my thoughts..

and I accept it...

SHOUTOUT:

1. to my friends on YM! : im sorry to cause that sudden panic, and i will tell you when IS the confirm date hopefully tomorow..
2. to SPM candidates *08: the date of the results for now(yet to be confirmed but rumored) is set to be on the 23rd of February

goodnyte! sweet dreams! thanks for reading

frm yours truly,
Z Zaki