Everybody wants to be a Cat - The Aristocats

im alive...im well...im doing great...

loL!

ok so lets see...next week is mid terms exam..argh...bt dont worry i think im prepared enough for a 3.0 but not sure if its enough for a 3.5, loL!

btw...i've joined the Kebudayaan Dance team, for KAKOM (Karnival Kokurikulum Matrikulasi) its kinda like a national meet thing i guess, and OMG!!! training have been tiring and exhausting and mostly stressful...BUT its a good thing i love to dance, cuz i don't mind it as much...

studies have been fairly up to MY par..as in its doing good, not great...but good, been very busy lately, and its hectic as last year...difference is, last year i get to go home...this year i havent been home in a month...aiyaiyaiyai...

i miss home terribly...the people, the place, the environment...

seriously...

owh yeah after Mid Sem is suppose to be a mid sem break, but since i joined KAKOM i wont be having one UNTIL 28 July...i'll be home then...till the 1st of August, cuz by then i have to go back...so yeah...urgh!

well thats it for now

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p/s: im very much happy with HER

its not over - daughtry

we fall to rise up again, never think you'll stay down forever, never feel like you're always down...

no one will be a failure forever, the fails that we receive will only helps us to rise up..

i knw this maybe gibberish or jst plain annoying, i mean i get it, you may think like reading this is jst like wtv, im not forcing you to read it, im not even asking you to, bt if you do its widely appreciated

nothing in this world is for certain, nothing in this world can stay forever, bt we hope and pray that it would,
it doesnt matter what we want it to stay forever, a feeling, a relationship, a success, maybe even a failure...

bt the world doesnt stop spinning, thus neither can we..

so stop being down all the time, cuz you still need keep moving, and stop being so high and mighty all the time, cu you might end up falling...jst live, and have fun with it...

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Not Afraid - Eminem

if you guys havent heard the new song from eminem, than you should, its ridiculous good.

so quote of the month is:

Never Leave what you can't Let go, Never Catch what  you can't Hang on to...

now this quote have nothing to do with the song, heh..actually what im feeling at this moment has nothing to do with the song..

i jst thought of promoting it, besides you guys jst have to hear it, its ridiculously-eminem-good, haha

anyways:

1 - to A: im really glad you finally fell for him, haha, i told you so that you would, so yeah have a great life! bt dont jst lose contact now, no honestly...dont!

2 - to Z: I cant actually tell you who to love, or tell you if you like or love him, its something you have to figure out on your own, the thing is, its what you feel, not how i feel, its your heart not mine...

3 - to J: hey, jst because i dont reply, or im not on fb while you're on, or if i reply your msg in a wrg way means that i don't care abt you, the fact is, i cant keep chasing you to be where you want me to be, i told you im only behind you to catch you when you fall, not to push you forward, if you really need me, then call me, it hurts me cuz the most you do is jst sms, and if i dont reply you went all effing moody

4 - to D: look, the thing about life is that there is ups and down, and maybe you're not fated to go to kmpk, maybe you're fated to go and do something bigger, so don't think of this setback as your worse, there is always hope, there is always light, darkness will never last forever, the stars will come out sooner or later

this is jst a post for me to say what i can't say on fb or on phone, so im writing it here, even so there is still unfinished things i want to say to A, bt i cnt, too risky..im not even sure if B might even read this blog, if he is, then, hem..i don't even care no more that he is

damn...

nah i'll be fine, i jst don't like goodbyes, or how A said those things, i knw A meant it, i realised that, but it jst hurts and serves me right for all the things I did to A, hem...A said that we're still friends, bt somehow this are all deja vu for me, i feel like im N, and B is me, and A well, is A...

alright then, thats it for now. owh yeah i'll be going back to kmpk soon, so may not on9 as much, thus my FB might be quieter, haha

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