DreamS in RealitY

Smooth Criminal by Michael Jackson (Glee Cover)

2012-02-09T21:21:00.002+08:00

well actually i should've typed in 2CELLO's cover..since its their arrangement and GLEE jst placed their voices on them..but nevertheless, a great rendition...

if you haven't notice it yet..my songs have been ranging from powerful ballads to head bobbing rock to soulful RnB to rythmic Pop, and the thing is because..im a dancer..

crazy thing..you can dance to any song! imagine that!! loL! but yes..thats why for me, if my head bobs, or sways, or moves, or even fell to the floor when listening to a song/sound/music, i will listen to it..

its not about mainstream or indies or anything..if i can groove to it then i will keep on listening it..

hahaha, crazy but yes..even rock has a dance, its called head banging and air instruments (i.e air guitar and air drums are the popular ones).

the other thing what i love about music is..somehow..there is always a song for every moment..i mean take Hans Zimmer for example his Mombassa score is fantastic for anger or jst suspense moments to cool down the nerves..

songs have different effect on people, same thing with justin bieber, i dnt hate the kid..its jst he is EVERYWHERE!! i jst got complacent is all..annoyed..loL! but then he comes out with songs like never say never, somebody to love and little drummer boy...love those songs..

to feel is to know..

LATER!!!

p/s: new background, yes different blog? no..and also do check out 9gag.com, if you dnt already know..

When We Were Young by Take That

2012-01-30T14:40:00.001+08:00

such a heartfelt song..definitely puts me back to the good old days..sigh..

anyways..today..is about DREAMS!! loL! yes i did a post about this already..its here if you guys want to read about it..mind you..its an old post so..my english was better then..hahahahaha..

anyways..that was about how we can have a liquid dream..meaning a dream where we are concious about having a dream..today is about fun facts on dreams..reason?? cause i was browsing through 9gag.com when i stumbled upon this post on dreams..so yeah..thought i'd share it with everyone..

its ok..if you guys can see that i've provided the links to the post HERE

do read about it..its really interesting..

after reading about those facts i started becoming curious, so i looked up symbols in dreams on google and a link to a Dictionary from A-Z on every thing in a dream..really fun..now you can look it up the moment you wake up from one..

well thats that, now time to get back to having fun..these are some other stuff i found on my fave website memebase.com and 9gag.com, have fun! LATER!!!!

ps: sorry for the long post..though i had fun..hope you did..

Dedication to my Ex by LLoyd feat. Andre 3000 and Lil Wayne

2012-01-27T16:57:00.000+08:00

Loving that song at the moment..

for those of you who did notice, YES IM BACK!!!! WEEEEEE!!!

and for those that didnt, well here's the story, 2 weeks ago i was watching a youtube video, i wanted to comment on the video, but turns out i didnt have an account with this email, so i tried to make one, and then when it reached my bday, my mouse accidentally clicks at finish, with my birthday being, 1/1/2012, so yeah..suddenly, out of nowhere, google just decided to ban me unless i show proof that i am 13 years an older..

if i don't they will delete my email, and everything that affiliates, under google product, with it..meaning my blog would be in jeapordy..which i wont be taking lying down..

thus i uploaded my id on the web, and waited...waited...waited...and waited...

2 weeks gone by..and only 16 days left..owh yeah forgot to mention they game a 30 days notice...

and today i finally got it, so YAY!!!! woot woot!

well thats it for now..

LATER!!!

Drummer Boy by Justin Bieber feat Busta Rhymes

2012-01-15T19:16:00.000+08:00

i swear..my initial intentions was just to busta rhymes..but i gotta say..i mean i don't like justin bieber..but then he comes out with songs like this..with the sickest beats..i cant help but listen...

and no..its not about him actually that people generally don't like..its just his voice, and his songs..its like twilight only autotuned..and yes he's outgrown his voice..but still needs more time to develop..here's to hoping, he'll be an okay singer..

now on to the depressing matter at hand..I AM ON A HOLIDAY! loL! sorry..im on a sem break..finally..and yes the reason i've been gone was because im studying remember..

and another reason is because..i guess back then..my blog has been..my only..and i mean ONLY...english medium of expressing myself..but then i went to university, where i practically speak english every single day..i guess my venting has went to another medium..

DONT WORRY! it doesnt mean, my blog will be demolished, just less updated than before..

on to another matter...i was typing as usual on my search engine my blog name, and when i clicked and it loaded..suddenly..there was this page that popped up with my url address talking about mega cites for bible learning reading and what not...

and for that one particular minute, i was bamboozled..but then i typed it again and clicked and then it was fine..so then i started thinking..was it an ad? was that illegal? are they THAT desperate? why hijack someone's page just to inform others where they can find the same info on a newspaper...

then i realised...im a freaking muslim..were they trying to convert me? was it a ploy or a tactic?? or was it just accidental pop up?

loL! whatever it was...im glad my blog is still fine..nothing actually bad happened to it..phew..

well thats just it for now..

have fun with the meme's...LATER!!!!

Shooting Star (Remix) by David Rush feat LMFAO, Kevin Rudolf and Pitbull

2011-09-27T08:40:00.006+08:00

i love you just who you are

i ain't going try to change ya

you are a shooting star

that's why you are my faveourite

that was for you Puteri Suhaila..hee..

im glad i came here, im happy that i got accepted here, im grateful to be here, im going to use all the time i have here and really really not screw everything up..

for those that didn't know i got accepted into UPSI (University Pendidikan Sultan Idris), a very prestigious Uni for educators to be..i got into the TeSL Degree course (Ijazah Sarjana Muda Pendidikan)..and its also in Tanjung Malim, Perak, near to my house near to her as well... :)

anyways..i've been here for 3 weeks already and i already have an assignment to pass up next week, sigh..BUT! the classes/lectures, are awesome, i met and befriended a crazy group of people, haha..

I thought i was English smart when i came here..then i met THEM and i met the Syllabus..

think again..

its hard..im not kidding..i have to start from the ground up and not just ground but deeper, like crust of the earth deep, get me? hahaha but im ready to take it on..if i have to go through the earth's crust to be a teacher, to achieve my dream...so be it..for myself, and for my future with her..im going to achieve it...

this was during orientation week..where the first semesters had to do a performance, ridiculously fun!

and this is the crazy group that i mentioned earlier, there's another guy Ramesh, he's the one taking this pic..he's the most talkative one..owh and also, indian from kelantan..

ok so from left:

Pooh, Yap/Jared, Sean, Me, Jasmeet, Sharmila, Sharon (the one siting), May Yee

most of them are Band 4..but Yap and May Yee are Band 5..again..i thought i was smart...then i met them..loL!

well thats it for now..

LATER!!!

P.S. I love you..so so soo much..

Dance Without You by Skylar Grey

2011-08-21T11:23:00.003+08:00

now..for those who read my last post would know that i SUPPOSEDLY to have my JPJ test tomorrow, well guess what? Its postponed..(DISSAPOINTED!)

JPJ themselves postpones the tests a week before Eid Festival, and 3 weeks after, thus! the closest date i can get is on 19th of Sept..by that time.im already at Tanjung Malim having my classes..

so yeah..i still havent had my license..

now! on to a more pressing matters..HAPPY EID TO EVERYONE!!! i would like to take this oppurtunity to apologise, for any unnecassary rough words, pain and/or suffering i've caused, and all the broken promises..

Selamat Hari Raya, Mintak Maaf, Mintak Ampun Zahir & Batin, and Have fun during Raya season..

well thats it for this post, owh yes..for you, yes you my love, puteri suhaila..thank you..for spending those incredible moments with me, i love you so so much..take really good care of my bead..as i will take good care of yours..

Have fun, Take Care..

LATER!!!

Still Unbroken by Lynyrd Skynyrd

2011-08-15T11:48:00.002+08:00

i jst finished watching, my girlfriend is a gumiho and i believe that is the reason behind my love rush, hehe, sorry syg..

its such a sweet series, though the ending was like..-SPOILER!!!!- hehehe, im not going to tell you..

but if you have the time do watch it, really2 fun..and i would like to thank my dear gf for telling me to download the series, ngee..

ok..tomorrow im going to have to take my QTI, after my JPJ test on 22nd..on that day as well, Puteri Suhaila, is going to meet her friends, so yeah..im not that nervous i guess, i can drive (ARROGANT!), im just rough around the edges, im not super confident, i just believe in myself (CONFIDENCE!), my test will be at Hulu Langat, Selangor, yes that far..im from shah alam, basically it takes an hour, not 45 min rounded up to an hour, no..exactly 1 hour, that is if there are no traffic jams..if there were, then it will take me around 2 hours, cuz its such a busy road..

especially from 6 to 8, the traffic is terrible, so yeah..wish me luck until then (SYMPATHY!)..

I don't care where you're from, this picture is both cute and funny..hahahaha

well thats it for now, until then

I love you Puteri Suhaila

LATER!!!!

Cinderella Man by Eminem

2011-08-11T14:03:00.001+08:00

i'm worried, what will happen to me i wonder, as the fan blows the cold wind at me, the birds chirping to a sweet melody..

the gust of the wind from the outside blows my curtain in, quiet..very quiet...my phone silent as ever, no messages, no calls..what am i actually waiting for..im scared..

im scared of the future..what it has in store for me, will i achieve my dream, will i be leaving the life i want to live, will she still stand by my side..yes..thats the one..her..

i dnt wanna lose her, i've been in relationships before, but none has been like this..and im happy abt that, but right now i jst feel so vulnarable, like im standing on a tightrope, one slip and i fall, fall down further...

she means the world to me, i cnt pass by a day without knowing how she is..i love her so much..that it really does hurt me..and now..with her having classes and im not..i jst feel alone..what will happen when i do start my classes..

we hardly talk on the phone, and yes thats understandable since she's having classes..but will we ourselves be able to when both are busy..i promise her that we will make it work..

and we will..cause she's the best ever to have happened to me, but i guess the fear of losing her..isnt as easy to bury..its hard..cuz, you love this person so much..and you know in your heart you will do anything to be with them, to keep them, to save them...

herm...

im just thinking too much i know..i shouldnt...love is enough..our love is enough..how do i know? cause she can still look at me in the eyes with full of love, and say that she loves me..even after everything that we went through..

and she knows that everytime i say i love you..she knows i meant it..

i love you puteri suhaila, very2 much...

Nyan Cat by......i dont know....

2011-07-30T18:37:00.001+08:00

honestly that should have been the title of last post, if you havent heard nyan cat, please do so..just go on youtube, key in on the search bar, nyan cat original, and click it..ridiculous thats what it is..

the new fb messages system is a lil weird, i thought that i lost all of my past messages cuz fb now fuses both PM's and Chat under the same tab, back then i thought the fused them both, and the messages are no more, but then i did a lil searching on my fb, and guess what, they're still there..hehe..sorry dearest my fault for not checking first hehe..

anyways, im just glad that all of those sweet messages from my gf are still there, heee...

now today's meme's are HEROES!!! super heroes at least...check em out..

are parents superheroes? i like to think so..

why??

well, they survive me and my siblings, they must have some kind of powers...hehe..

and lastly this is for you my dear..just to remind you, that i always love you, and i love only you, no matter how you are/look/act/behave..i love you because its you puteri suhaila...because its you... :)

we maybe far, but i can always feel your hand squeezing mine..

well thats it for now, untill then..

LATER!!!

Cult of Personality by Living Colours

2011-07-29T11:04:00.000+08:00

i was on memebase one night, then suddenly there was a huge combo line of cat pics, gifs, and etc. so yeah..i love cats..

today is all abt cats! weeeeee....

first pic is my most fave cats of all time...SIMBA!!! the lion king..

and now..CATS GALORE!!!!

TADA!!!

loL! well yeah thats it, hahahaha, its just about cats, all in all it has been a great week, got myself new fishes, and my house now just added 2 hamsters and 2 guinea pigs to our mini zoo, shall introduce them to you when i get the chance to take their picture.

well thats it for this post..lastly i shall leave you all with my favourite pic.

LATER!!!!

Rolling in the Deep by Linkin Park (Adele Cover)

2011-07-26T10:24:00.000+08:00

you always feel left out, when you're actually the only one in my life right now..im not kidding, my phone is filled with messages from you, pictures of you, thoughts of you..

i text to you everyday, and yes mainly in those messages i just tell you the titles, because the story i want to tell you when i call, and im sorry, thats its reduced to when you asked then i talked, i was tired yesterday dearest..but i stayed up and still i tried to tell you..

you shouldn't feel left out my dear..i love you with all my heart i do..and im sorry if i cause you any doubt whatsoever, and im sorry for hurting you, and im sorry for treating the way you should be treated..

i love you puteri suhaila, very2 much..and i still do..

Hot Wings (i wanna party) by Will.I.Am, Jamie Foxx & Anne Hathaway

2011-07-24T15:59:00.000+08:00

mind blown...

i just finished watching this one movie called Peacock, staring Cillian Murphy and Ellen Page..

suprisingly this movie, is a direct to video, its a psychological trhiller, abt a man who spends his life in hiding, trying to hide the truth abt him having dual personalities, one is the male that goes to work and lives life as usual, another side of his personality is a female, that takes care of him, washing his clothes, makes breakfast..

the day to day routine of the man with a multiple personality disorder was suddenly distrubed when a freight train suddenly derailed and nearly crashed his house, and suddenly the neighbourhood of peacock, nebraska suddenly was met with his "wife"..

this movie really threw me off the edge..it was weird from the get go..but everyone in the movie delivered a memorable performance, especially cillian murphy in a character that you dnt often see him do..

i recommend it to everyone to go and watch it..

now dont take the next gif as how i was when i watch the movie, its actually my findings on memebase

that last one, EXCITEMENT, was from another site as you can see on the pic, taste of awesome, its a cool site actually, but an awesome pic as this is hard to find now on T.O.A, but hey maybe you have more luck than i do..

you know there's gotta be something wrong with his radar, hahahahaha

well thats it for now, shall update soon

LATER!!!

Party Rock Anthem by LMFAO feat Lauren Bennet & GoonRock

2011-07-23T16:10:00.003+08:00

tired tired tired...

today was practically a mini zoo cleaning spree at my house..we cleaned everything, the fish aquariums, the guinea pig cage, the hamster cage, the cats cage..and we cleaned the shelves, made a new home for the guinea pig..and a new scratching post for our cats..

let me take you back to..11 o'clock in the afternoon..

fine morning, jst finished taking my bath, thought i should go down, to have me breakfast, when suddenly...

CLANK! BAM! BOOM! TAP! TAP! TAP! SAW! SAW! CLANK!

loud noises came from the outside..i went out and saw my dad with his power tools..he was sawing a piece of wood..what i thought was i going to be just a short while..turned out to be a sudden father and son kinda project..dad wanted to built a new home for the guinea pig..

so we went to work..i hold the ply wood nervously as the hammer fell nearly hitting my thumb, i calmed my nerves again as dad took another swing, and thus the nail went in..fuh..

and then we finished the base and the walls..but then came the roof..hem..lets be creative how abt we make it like a house..rather than have a box shaped pen, we made a house shaped with the triangulated roof..thus we went to work again..this time it was stapled to the wood..so i wasnt that afraid..

and alas..by 1 o'clock its finished..

what me and me dad imagined, dream, and thought how it looked:

how it actually looked:

sorry i couldn't get a better angle, but yeah, thats the end product..

after that saga, we went to cats, and then the fish tanks, we cleaned and cleaned and cleaned..for those who have yet to know..i have 2 full grown cats and 4 kittens, a guinea pig, a hamster, and a fish, and yes i know i said 2 fish tanks..

the single fish aint that big either..and maybe this afternoon we might go out and buy some more, who knows..

and for puteri suhaila..im terribly sorry, i tried calling you, but it got through only once, when i called again, it said that i couldn't reach you..im not sure if you're mad at me, or its the line, but what ever it is..im terribly sorry, i love you so much, and i hope you're doing just fine dearest..

well thats it for now..till then..

LATER!!!

Crawl Back In by Dead by Sunrise

2011-07-21T11:30:00.001+08:00

i have been playing yu-gi-oh: the beginning of destiny game (PS2) and it jst gave me the joult to hook me back into card games..

i used to be this card game freak, i mean TCG maniac, TCG stands for Trading Card Games..you name it, Duel Masters, Digimon, Pokemon, WWE, Football Attack, Marvel, Yu-Gi-Oh, and even Magic :the Gathering..

but as of to date, the only TCG im still hooked on to is Magic :The Gathering, and then i found out abt this new anime, Cardfight! Vanguard..and i was mind blown instantly..

see Vanguard is created by two brains behind yu-gi-oh and duel masters, and the rules of the cardgame is fairly easy, if you are in any way interested do search for the anime, it jst reminds me of the old ( the first) yu-gi-of anime.

well yeah..other than that, i have been missing HER very2 much..

LDR aint easy..but she jst make it seem effortless, i mean, she always manages to find time for me, to talk, to text, anything...and im immensly grateful abt that, and just as jwa once said which i shall quote

"its the most honest relationship i've had, it doesnt feel wrong, nor does it feel too right, its just there, just right.."

in my opinion being with Puteri Suhaila Binti Megat Ahmad Zaidi is

"like having a best friend you can hug"

it is..i mean..you know..a deep, meaningful, emotion filled, hug..

hehe, i love you suhaila, and i cnt wait to be in the state as you are.. :)

and now my findings on memebase:

happens to me quite a lot..

and the next two images, one is a gif and the other is a pic, is dedicated for you my love:

i know how much you loved the kitty bank :)

you checked your keyboard didnt you? :) heee

well thats it for now..till then..

LATER!!

Bang by KP feat Lost Underground

2011-07-20T22:19:00.001+08:00

as you have noticed, this blog hasnt been touched or updated for 2 months..last time i updated it was changing the background..

i was in my batman phase..

and as you can see i've gotten a new background..its from a website called memebase.com
do check it out..its one hell of a website really takes the edge of you..

so i shall update thee on my findings on memebase and my life..for instance..

i seriously cant stop laughing from watching this..

how pissed off one can get? haha..anyways..

i went to see harry potter last saturday with lil sis..the movie was at 11.55, it was a midnight time slot during the opening weekend..

the movie was awesome! it was so much more than what i expected, but 19 years thing was a bit weird for me, i mean i thought they could do better, add some epic background music, and some meaningful lines..it could've made the ending a bit better...for me at least..not hating at all..i LOVE the movie..

and thus a decade of harry potter has ended..and thus another chapter of my life has ended..the first one was toy story..now THAT was an awesome movie...no doubt the best animated movie of all time toy story 3 is..no doubt..

so yeah..thats it for now, shall update soon...

p/s: i love you suhaila..and thank you for saturday as well..i had a blast...i miss you so much..mmmuahx! xoxo

LATER!!!

The Ballad of Mona Lisa by PANIC! at the Disco

2011-05-09T23:02:00.000+08:00

have you ever been so hungry...soo hungry..that you would make up your own food out of any food you can your hands on..i just did that just now, haha..

ok..i have this small habit of when im dead bored and hungry, i make up my food, cooking using the stove no..the farthest i've gone with cooking is burning breads using the toaster which works wonders when used wisely..

alright so my past encounters of such habits has been successful, for example..peanut butter sandwich with a chocolate sandwich biscuit in between, a chocolate ice cream with peanut butter jam in it..thus chocolate peanut butter ice cream, a milo burned bread (basically a bread toasted with milo on top), and other stuff..they were successful..

but alas..one's luck can only get one so far..mine ended just now, loL!

i was hungry, i missed the taste of garlic bread, but then as i searched the refrigerator, the garlic butter spread was out thus, me and my wise head, thought that i could make my own garlic bread..

mistake 1- mistook onion with garlic

loL! this was a funny one, i found a tupperware full of garlic, i took 2 out, i brought the cutting board and the butter spread out, i started cutting the garlic, then Nadya (my amazingly sharp sister) came and said thats not garlic

o.o

me and my ego went..do you even know what im trying to do? and then she said..garlic bread right..

0.0

damn..

mistake 2 - too much sugar

so nadya took out the ACTUAL garlic, and i started cutting them, but dont worry i still used the minced onions, i made onion bread, which was not good..at all...now i know why they dont make em..

the first batch finished toast..i tasted..it lacked the sweetness a lil i thought to myself..so what did i do..get a teaspoon and took half a teaspoon of sugar and spread them evenly on a new garlic butter spreaded bread..

waiting for the new one...DING..finished...taste time..too damn sweet..huh..but i had finish it anyway..so yeah..i end up being full though...just not satisfied, hahaha

so yeah..

conclusion - use the garlic butter spread

thats it for now,

LATER!!!

p/s: suhaila..if you want me to cook, i rather wouldn't cuz i don't want to kill you loL!, but deserts i can do..so yeah..hee..i love you suhaila..xoxo

Bulletproof Heart by My Chemical Romance

2011-05-05T16:26:00.000+08:00

now..im not sure if i have done this before or not, if i have than this is probably an updated list, if not then prepare to read up! loL!

now...Hollywood is filled with fantastic actors and actresses and music composers, but the people who made it work, for the movie to actually be a MOVIE, there's a certain person who is bigger than the producer on set..that is the director..

so today...im making my top 5 list of my favourite directors..and as usuall..i have my honorouble mentions, and this lists mentions are:

1- Mike Newell - for those that do not know, mike newell is most notably known for his movies such as Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire, The Man in the Iron Mask, and most recently, Prince of Persia, he has a knack for thriller and suspense and his directing is top notch in those genre

2- Matthew Vaughn - the brilliant mind behind Kick Ass and Stardust, no doubt a great success and i love the first person view in kick ass as much as the next guy this guy is new, and have a lot of talent in directing, he jst need the right scripts

3- John Lasseter - the brilliant mind behind Disney/Pixar's joint ventures...he directed a number of movies before being an executive producer, such as a bugs life, cars, and most notably Toy Story 1 and 2

now that the honorable mentions are done..lets go on to the Top 5!

[5]

Edward Zwick

and i know many of you would be throwing a fit, why is he number 5? loL!

well edward zwick is no doubt one of the best directors anyone could hire to make a movie from silver to gold, he is most notably known for his eye in action war movies such as Glory and Blood Diamond..and he also directed my favorite movie The Last Samurai

his direction is uncanny and beautiful...

[4]

Zack Snyder

yes this man is bigger than Edward Zwick in my list, why???

just cause of his knack of precision in detail, every little small detail he doesn't miss anything, he wants everything to be perfect, nearly all of his movies have the matrix slow motion sequence, this is cause of his need of wanting to show the audience the fine detail of a fight, a moment, a scene...its just great to watch, and for those that don't know, he directed the bloody war movie 300 and the Watchmen, The Legends of the Guardian of Ga'hoole, and most recently Sucker Punch

[3]

Darren Aronofsky

now this young director just started but the buzz he created at Hollywood has made people to notice him, he started small and now he has worked with a lot notable personalities such as Micky Rourke (the Wrestler) and most recently Natalie Portman (Black Swan).

He has a brilliant mind in bringing out the emotion from his actors/actresses, he has won a nomination for his work in Pi, The Wrestler and Black Swan for Best Directing, he maybe just starting out, but his making quite some big waves

[2]

Christopher Nolan

No doubt a genius in his own way, what he sees in one hour and 30 minutes, takes others around 3x more for them to see it..

honestly one of the most profound directors in this day and age, a brilliant mind, and uncanny eye for excellence, his movies are beautifully rendered to play with the mind and the motives of his movies are sometimes unclear to an untamed mind, but no doubt a successful nonetheless

he's resume includes The Prestige, Batman Begins, Inception and his biggest movie The Dark Knight

[1]

Lee Unkrich

I know what you're thinking Lee??? Lee unkrich?? the animation director??

YES the animation director, the BEST in my view animation director of all time, not because i love disney/pixar movie (which i most certainly do) but its because of the hard work in directing a non living actor, the only living thing he can work on, is the actors, and the designers, he has to make sure that everyone is drawing the right emotion the right scene, the right shading and colour, he has to all that, and still he made phenomenal movies such as

Finding Nemo, Cars, Monsters Inc, Ratatouille, and most recently and his most critically acclaimed movie, Toy Story 3

so there you have it, my top 5 directors, these are the best in the buisness in my opinion and no doubt we can expect a whole lot more from these 5 men

well thats it for now

LATER!!!

Marry You by Bruno Mars

2011-05-01T20:25:00.000+08:00

1st of May, marks the anniversary, of 2 very important people in my life..

they carry me through disappointments, through every failure, through all the hard realities i face...

I love them dearly, and i thank to god, that i grew up under their arms..

under their love and comfort...

above all..

under their blissfully happy marriage..

Emak...Ayah...I love you...so much..

its ridiculous when i think abt all the times i have had let you down..i had brought the both of you to tears..even to the point of me thinking i was adopted..loL!

20 years..i have been alive for 20 years...and only the last 2 i was left to live partly on my on...and i learned to appreciate both of you so much more..and i know my failures will keep on coming..as i know im not the brightest among the siblings..im not the easiest to talk to, or to convince..but you should know that, i will..one day...i will repay my debt...your love...your patience...your kindness..i will repay them all...

but for now...i hope this will do..

Happy 28th Anniversary

p/s: for YOU...we will be like this one day..yes you puteri suhaila..who else am i referring to..hem...i got this pic from jwa's blog, hope she doesnt mind, loL!

thats it..

LATER!!!

Perfect Nightmare by Shontelle

2011-04-25T03:16:00.000+08:00

no sleep....

cnt sleep....

im jst digging my own grave...im jst hurting myself...i dnt care...at least you'll be fine...you should get your rest...i dnt need it...i'll be fine..jst let me be...i care abt you...if not i wouldn't be going into so much trouble...

its not abt love..

its abt respect...and yes i do respect you...but bits and tiny fragments of my mistakes...that keeps recurring...its annoying...its sickening...its practically disgusting...

im stupid...i make bad jokes...idiotic views...remarkably dumb choices...and insanely stupid actions...and i know that...its jst i cnt control them..see a human makes a mistake every now and then...see...A human makes A mistake...meaning

1 Human = 1 Mistake x Every now and then

me? i make them every minute of every day...now that aint every now and then..thats every minute of every week..thus my stupidity equation looks a lot like..

1 ME = X problems x 60 minutes x 7(24)

i think....

BASICALLY....

it means that i make more mistakes than normal humans do..yes this post is another example of my stupidity...

look...

yes i did a bad thing, and it may seem like im not listening to you..but i was...i was there...i waited for you...woke up from slumber for you...and now..because of you no...because of my stupid actions TOWARDS you...i cnt sleep...and im sorry..for hurting you...for being me...and for having the worst choice picker..i love you..i really do...and i jst hate leaving our fight hanging...and i told i wont sleep until you tell me how you really feel...and since you're already asleep, i guess i wont...

im stubborn...you know how stubborn i can be...and you know when i've set to stay up or wait outside or something...i will...i'll carry it through to the end...im sorry for the hurt i caused...im sorry...

good nyte..

later...

Loser Like Me by GLEE (New Directions)

2011-04-23T20:50:00.000+08:00

CUUUUUTEEEE!!!

how is that a simple thing as facebook poking, can be sooo addictive???

no doubt i want this shirt...not /\ but \/

no actuall point to this post actually..more of jst wanting to update it..

owh btw im home..im finally am..for 4 months..i finished my matriculation so now im waiting for results..hoping and preying that it will turn out the way i wish for it to turn out..

so yeah...i have been keeping myself busy by watching GLEE and WWE Tough Enough...and may i say...how GLAD i am that Mickael got the boot, he had no personality, no passion, no flare what so ever..

he's jst there..but at least he's a lil better than Arriene who i believe wasnt meant to be there in the first place..i mean i agree with Steve Austin, she's a powder puff no matter how you look at her...sad actually..

hem..

on a last note:

i miss you so much suhaila..so much..and i love you deeply..take good care of yourself at home k? cuz im not there to take care of you..

until then..LATER!!!

1st Anniversarry...

2011-04-03T19:28:00.002+08:00

2nd of April, 2011...One whole year..12 months...48 weeks...365 days..

who would've thunk...hahaha..who would've guessed...thought..knew..expected...

to be a whole year...i did..she did as well..hem...

its ridiculous that me and you have been going on for a year, we went through so much together..and although we nearly fell apart..but we stood strong and stick together through it...they say its still early to say we have gone through everything..and yeah i agree...

but..we did survive together when everything else nearly didnt...you believed and trusted me..and i nearly broke that...but even after all of that, you still stood by me...

i wanna im sorry...im terribly sorry for hurting you every single day...for not understanding...for annoying you...for not giving you enough space...and for all the wrong doings...

i also wanna say thank you...thank you so much...for singing me a song...for walking tirelessly through mid valley with me...for listening to me jabber and whine...and for always and always..telling me that you love me...

i love you so much...soo much... <3

dont ever leave me...cuz i promise i wont leave you...

from yours truly,
Dora..

The Other Side by Bruno Mars, Cee Lo Green feat. B.O.B

2011-03-01T11:47:00.000+08:00

i have a month left till the end of matriks...more or less than a month..

so much stuff happened while i was here...2 years is a very long loooong time...i went through so much with these people...these bunch of crazies..hahahaha, and i love every minute of em..

i jst cant get enough of the fact that i found out abt so much stuff...and also i found my future happiness...here..out of all the places in the world...in perak...

i found out that everyone has their own light and dark side...and learn to appreciate them as it is...its ridiculous how there are diverse personality rather than the few i knew back in high school...

hem..i fell and rise with every one here...they supported me and never gave up on me...

i wonder what will happen when we went to the other side...after matriks...

hem...well thats to ponder on another blog..heee..

LATER!!!

Invincible by Adelitas Way

2011-02-17T11:36:00.000+08:00

being hurt..or getting hurt...or causing hurt...is no longer an option..

you will end up hurting someone while trying to save another...its jst a simple life fact that cant be changed..

i was too naive to believe i could...

i know now i cant..

and i realise now..that i've hurt people so much more than saving them...its hard...its painful...its excruciating...

its hard to cope to the fact that you have the best on intentions to protect, to take care, to be there basically for them...but you end up hurting them...im not invincible i know...im not immortal..and basically im not a superhero..

a superhero can get away with destroying a few buildings by beating the bad guy and saving lives..

a normal person gets alienated trying to beat the bad guy and destroying buildings...even if they save lives...

i have made promises back then that seem so easy to do...now i know how big the pond is...i cant keep em...

its not intentionally..i swear...its jst...difficult...

" But EVERYONE else can, why cant you?"

because im not like everyone else, thats why i cant...i have the utmost respect towards them that can..but thats just not who i am at the moment..

"people do change huh?..."

i guess so...and i realise its not up to everyone else to determine if we change for the better or the worse..its up to ourselves...see...a chameleon changes colour to suit its environment...and at times the colour seems a bit off...but he changed nonetheless to suit his own purpose...his own objectives..not the environments...he merely suits with it...but not merge with it...get me?

so yeah.. i may have change..but im still zaki...

LATER!!!!

Numb by Linkin Park

2011-02-03T15:36:00.000+08:00

yesterday i (actually we..hee...) celebrated my 10th month monthlyversarry with her...and..also..celebrated a widely anticipated reunion full of LOLs and ridiculousness as usual..courtesy of Jwa, Nas and Syafiq..

it was the first time THEY met HER...hahaha...ok basically i should introduce her first...SHE is Puteri Suhaila..she's been with me for 10 months now..and though we had our own share of tough times...we're still holding strong...

so yeah..the day started out well i guess..even though we were late..and even though we didnt catch a movie..but still we ate at this Korean Restaurant..i cnt remember the name..owh yeah...we went to Sunway Pyramid btw..so yeah this Korean Restaurant is inside Asian Avenue..do check it out..it was ok i guess..

so yeah..SHE was absolutely nervous...because jwa and nas and syafiq as you all know..are my bestest buds...so yeah..i guess she was worried on making a good impression i guess..

but the day was fabulous...we went to the photo booth and took pics..it was hilarious..cuz the machine died as soon as we finished...hahaha...so we had to do it all over again...hahaha...

but yeah...yesterday...was a great day for me personally i get to meet up with my best of friends and be with my girlfriend to celebrate us being 10 months together...owh and i bought a new shirt too...i'll post up that one later...heee...i love it!

LATER!!!

Off the Wall by Michael Jackson

2011-01-31T21:20:00.000+08:00

Trust...

damm it...trust is somethin really hard to built..but so fucking easy to destroy..
i lost trust in my self..SHE does too..

im tired...i love her...puteri suhaila..she means the world to me..

and i want to protect her and be with her as much as possible..and as tired as i am..i wont let anyone ruin this..
i wont let anyone ruin my relationship with her..i dont want to lose her at all...

it was hard enough she nearly left me..but now its my time..i need to shine..i neeed to get her trust back...
her love for me..i know she loves me..she told me...but she's too scared to show it now..and it was my fault to begin with...

i promise you...this isnt a phase..me being with you isnt jst a small phase for me..or even..a partner jst to pass on for matriks...i love you suhaila...more than anything...and if you're reading this..know that..i am...trying and working my best..i will grit my teeth and take all the hate and all the sarcasm you give and all the remarks you have of me..i would..i will go through everything to earn back your trust...

im hoping and praying that my plan for us would work..cuz being with you is neither a distraction nor a perfection..but its just beautiful on a different level, happiness on new heights, and love...on the truest of true..

Healing Incantation by Mandy Moore

2010-12-21T21:49:00.000+08:00

owh blog...how i havent updated you..i feel guilty no doubt..as i have kind of cast of my friends alil these past months..not intentionally honest..its just i hvnt had the time to do catching up..

but i will...i really will...

for those of you who still havent watched rapunzel (no doubt an awesome movie, a must see) the healing incantation is a song where if anyone sings it to mandy moore's hair, it will heal..the story line is purely sweet and funny, nt groundbreaking but yet a must see..

but to me however i hope that to those who are concerned to my best friends, who i hope you guys still are..i really hope i am...this song i dedicate to you..i really hope im in time to save what once was mine...

Flower, gleam and glow
Let your power shine
Make the clock reverse
Bring back what once was mine
Heal what has been hurt
Change the Fates' design
Save what has been lost
Bring back what once was mine
What once was mine

I love you guys...i wont forget you..and i'll definitely call you soon...

LATER!!!

Shame - Robbie Williams feat Gary Barlow

2010-10-20T13:51:00.000+08:00

exam..exam...exam...

finals...finals...final...

owh wait..

nah nevermind...

im bored actually...tomorrow's paper is math...

and i think i've studied enough for it..just a lil revision would do..

so yeah..again..im just bored..none actual point to this post...again...just plain bored...

LATER!!!

Hurricane - 30 Seconds to Mars feat Kanye West

2010-10-18T12:08:00.000+08:00

its different between living a lie and living a dream...but those have more things alike than ever..

both aren't real...and both won't fill the gap in one's heart...

there's no actual point in today's post..I just thought of writing this one down...

anyways...im having my exams at the moment, english was just morning, and it was as i expected it would be..

the graph reading part im not so confident about, as i blab a lot more than i do actually give points, but the essay part i feel pretty good, even though the points are a little jumbled up.but i have a pretty good feeling about it...

OWH!!!

one more thing, i was reading the newspaper the other as i always do, and then i stumbled upon an article on a UPSR English exam paper, now the problem with this is...the grammar in the paper was all wrong, and i don't mean like everyone make's mistakes wrong..as in like i don't have any knowledge of grammar wrong...and yet the paper was prepared by an english teacher...so was this teacher actually qualified or was it just another case of, pass and go?

im not saying that im better, as you can read, im not...but its just he/she made simple grammar mistakes that would make the young one's think that its the right grammar...im not banning this teacher no, but i would love for that teacher, to correct his/her mistakes before he/she prepares another NATIONAL exam paper...

well thats it for this post..i bid thee farewell, and have fun!

LATER!!!

Mombassa - Hans Zimmer

2010-10-06T15:39:00.000+08:00

just a lil side note before my real topic for today's blog... Lion King is the ONLY i repeat ONLY 2-D animated film on the Top 50 list of Highest-grossing Film of all time...it ranks no.30th defeating movies like 2012, Up, Kung Fu Panda, and both New Moon and Eclipse...how awesome is that!

now on to the real topic..Dreams..

yup, i just found out that we can actually dream in reality or dream of reality, but its nearly the same thing...i started becoming interested in this topic since watching Inception, which by the way, can ACTUALLY be done, imagine that, i'll teach how to later on in this blog.

In a dream if a dreamer knows he is dreaming then its called a Lucid Dream. Now its not Liquid dreams like the song, or a wet dream like most guys get. no, a lucid dream is a dream in which one is aware it is dreaming. This can begin in either one of 2 ways.

Dream-Initiated Lucid Dream (DILD) starts as a normal dream, and the dreamer eventually concludes it is a dream

     2   Wake-Initiated Lucid Dream (WILD) occurs when the dreamer goes from a normal waking state into            a dreaming state, with no apparent lapse in consciousness.

so now a lucid dream basically means when your dreaming you know you're dreaming., meaning you can actually control the dream assuming you can do whatever you want in that dream. Thus, indicating one can actually stop the nightmares from coming right? well a neurophysiologist proved this can be done through a few simple steps but one must first know they are dreaming before continuing.

and a certain someone asks me "if we can control the dream wouldn't that make the nightmare disappear?" and then i replied, "no, see the nightmare is still there you just fight it out, its kinda like facing your fears, the fear is still there you just have to face it, get me?"

now in the movie inception tels us that we can plant an idea in our brain and let it take control over one's mind, the inception im about to teach you is nearly the same thing, just you do it to yourself, inception means to plant an idea or to solve a problem while being in a dream.

now these are the steps towards doing so.

   1. Before going to sleep, think of the problem, lets say if your a mathematician look at the problem or an
        unsolved equation before going to sleep, and then just let it consume you. Lets say you're an inventor             look at the machine you half invented and then let that consume you to sleep. Now the concept is fairly         simple and a little illogical no? I mean how can one solve a problem in a subconcius state.

    2. Hence no. 2, now our mind only works 8 % most of the time when we're awake, but when we're asleep
        it amplifies, and it amplifies even more when one is having a lucid dream. Thus, our mind can actually
        solve a problem a lot better in sleep rather than in wake.

   3. Now Equally important, DO NOT i repeat DO NOT jump out of bed and do something else right
        afterwards, see the reason for this is because half of the dream content will be forgotten if one gets
        distracted. The first thing to do is actually just stay where you are, even if you fell out of your bed, yes its         that important. If you don't recall a dream immediately, see if you feel a particular emotion, the whole
        dream would come flooding back.

and thats how inception works now to learn about how to reduce your nightmares that you have to click here and for ye self, alright?

well thats it for now..i'll blog soon for upcoming topics, aite?

LATER!!!

Mozart - Requiem for a Dream

2010-09-23T20:20:00.000+08:00

i always wonder...is there actually someone like me out there, is being one a million really true? well if its mathematically then yes..since there's over a billion people and being one in a million is a possibility..

but the thing is...i've been wondering is there someone out there, who is doing the same things im doing, writing what im writing, loving what i love? you know in their own sense i mean..not as in they love my gf, nah i mean like loving their own at this very moment when im loving my own..get me?

and another thing that got me thinking is that, are we ready to actually know that there is someone like us out there, as in exactly living our life, as in knowing that we are not the alone in facing a situation as someone somewhere is actually facing it right now

i got to think about this when a lecturer of mine told the class about how newton and some other guy found the same formula at the same time, and both of them were like miles from each other and they have never met each other face to face...so it got me thinking...does this happen to everybody?

i mean what if..right now..someone else lets say from China maybe..is writing the same thing as im writing and is thinking the same thing im thinking and the monumental fact is that, we don't know nor have we heard or seen of each other..what then?

i mean don't you think you would like to know that at least someone else out there actually understands you...and i mean completely understand you...

here's a final thought...if you could meet this person...and have your life change maybe for the better and maybe for the worst...would you?

Later~

Little Drummer Boy - Josh Groban

2010-09-15T15:09:00.000+08:00

im grateful...no honestly i am...

a call...a tag...or even a simple eid sms...just shows how people care forone another..how the other affects the other...

i just love how my friends are miles away from me and it has been months or weeks or even days since i talked to them, but yet they still have that glimmer of happinnes to see me, it jst makes you feel special and loved and cared for...

have you ever had that feeling? its quite a lie if you say you havent...

see what i like most about is..when something is true and it comes from the heart, as cliche as it sounds, it will stay forever through the test of time and even distance...

Friends can be made anywhere but true ones are hard to find, how do you know if your friendship is true? its not about being there all the time..or keeping in contact every week..no...its about that glint of happinness that one swift kick of joy you get when a friend calls you and tells you how much they miss you....

its about that one single moment when you know even if he/she calls only for a minute or two, that you are happy that they did call...

in my opinion true friends are hard to come by, but they are even harder to forget...

i love you guys... Jwa, Nasquin, Syikin, Ana, Kai, Sha, Ja, Syafiq, Fasnor, Fasya, Aiman, Nyna, Adik, Zue, Nadya, Yen Yen, Shahril, Opie...and lastly Puteri Suhaila....i love you...

LATER~~

Everybody wants to be a Cat - The Aristocats

2010-07-17T13:46:00.000+08:00

im alive...im well...im doing great...

loL!

ok so lets see...next week is mid terms exam..argh...bt dont worry i think im prepared enough for a 3.0 but not sure if its enough for a 3.5, loL!

btw...i've joined the Kebudayaan Dance team, for KAKOM (Karnival Kokurikulum Matrikulasi) its kinda like a national meet thing i guess, and OMG!!! training have been tiring and exhausting and mostly stressful...BUT its a good thing i love to dance, cuz i don't mind it as much...

studies have been fairly up to MY par..as in its doing good, not great...but good, been very busy lately, and its hectic as last year...difference is, last year i get to go home...this year i havent been home in a month...aiyaiyaiyai...

i miss home terribly...the people, the place, the environment...

seriously...

owh yeah after Mid Sem is suppose to be a mid sem break, but since i joined KAKOM i wont be having one UNTIL 28 July...i'll be home then...till the 1st of August, cuz by then i have to go back...so yeah...urgh!

well thats it for now

LATER!!!

p/s: im very much happy with HER

its not over - daughtry

2010-05-15T10:59:00.000+08:00

we fall to rise up again, never think you'll stay down forever, never feel like you're always down...

no one will be a failure forever, the fails that we receive will only helps us to rise up..

i knw this maybe gibberish or jst plain annoying, i mean i get it, you may think like reading this is jst like wtv, im not forcing you to read it, im not even asking you to, bt if you do its widely appreciated

nothing in this world is for certain, nothing in this world can stay forever, bt we hope and pray that it would,
it doesnt matter what we want it to stay forever, a feeling, a relationship, a success, maybe even a failure...

bt the world doesnt stop spinning, thus neither can we..

so stop being down all the time, cuz you still need keep moving, and stop being so high and mighty all the time, cu you might end up falling...jst live, and have fun with it...

LATER!!!

Not Afraid - Eminem

2010-05-06T10:23:00.000+08:00

if you guys havent heard the new song from eminem, than you should, its ridiculous good.

so quote of the month is:

Never Leave what you can't Let go, Never Catch what you can't Hang on to...

now this quote have nothing to do with the song, heh..actually what im feeling at this moment has nothing to do with the song..

i jst thought of promoting it, besides you guys jst have to hear it, its ridiculously-eminem-good, haha

anyways:

1 - to A: im really glad you finally fell for him, haha, i told you so that you would, so yeah have a great life! bt dont jst lose contact now, no honestly...dont!

2 - to Z: I cant actually tell you who to love, or tell you if you like or love him, its something you have to figure out on your own, the thing is, its what you feel, not how i feel, its your heart not mine...

3 - to J: hey, jst because i dont reply, or im not on fb while you're on, or if i reply your msg in a wrg way means that i don't care abt you, the fact is, i cant keep chasing you to be where you want me to be, i told you im only behind you to catch you when you fall, not to push you forward, if you really need me, then call me, it hurts me cuz the most you do is jst sms, and if i dont reply you went all effing moody

4 - to D: look, the thing about life is that there is ups and down, and maybe you're not fated to go to kmpk, maybe you're fated to go and do something bigger, so don't think of this setback as your worse, there is always hope, there is always light, darkness will never last forever, the stars will come out sooner or later

this is jst a post for me to say what i can't say on fb or on phone, so im writing it here, even so there is still unfinished things i want to say to A, bt i cnt, too risky..im not even sure if B might even read this blog, if he is, then, hem..i don't even care no more that he is

damn...

nah i'll be fine, i jst don't like goodbyes, or how A said those things, i knw A meant it, i realised that, but it jst hurts and serves me right for all the things I did to A, hem...A said that we're still friends, bt somehow this are all deja vu for me, i feel like im N, and B is me, and A well, is A...

alright then, thats it for now. owh yeah i'll be going back to kmpk soon, so may not on9 as much, thus my FB might be quieter, haha

LATER

snow fairy - Funkist

2010-04-26T01:42:00.000+08:00

have you ever watched japanese shows?

it doesnt matter if its reality, drama, or even anime

there's one thing in common on all of em

that their phone has emails as their number..

how effing ridiculous is that! i mean we in malaysia are lucky enough to have internet, bt damn i jst cant escape the fact that THEY, yes them japanese, THEY!!! have EMAILS rather than phone numbers, how effed up is that!

i mean everytime i watch an anime, quite recently persona: trinity soul, they asked each others emails, using phones! im not talking abt emails for laptops or PC's im talking abt MOBILE PHONES!!!

hahahahahaha

its ridiculous, leave it to the japs to think of these stuff, haha, awesome shit..

well thats it, its a pointless post actually bt its fun, haha

LATER!!!

p/s: we in malaysia have a traffic internet of 128 kilo bytes per sec, the japs have a traffic internet of 1 tera bytes per second by 2008

Someday - Rob Thomas

2010-04-23T14:23:00.000+08:00

i went to school 2 days earlier thought the PBSM juniors kawad, as usual, its the only thing im good at, loL! so yeah then we had a short break, and then yen yen came up to me and say, i dont get your blogs at times, hahaha

i jst laughed my ass off

honestly yes, i dnt get it myself, i mean for anyone who doesnt know my background or doesnt even know whats happening in my life, it would be very confusing for them, loL!

and yeah my blogs for the past few posts have been very...how you say it

mood swing-ish?

haha, well yeah, like that, i mean i have so much to be happy for honestly

1 - Met up with friends of old

2 - creating a new relationship

3 - meeting up with family

4 - meeting up with juniors

5 - having loads and loads of time to relax and download stuff, haha

6 - getting loads of rest

7 - getting the chance to play games

etc.

so there's so much to be happy abt, bt also..

when there's happiness there will always come sadness

and there's a lot of those too, such as

1 - break ups

2 - backstabbing friends

3 - over sensitive

4 - family intuition

5 - financial troubles

etc.

you knw all that stuff

and if you've noticed i've been using songs as my titles, well thats cuz i want to relate my stories or blogs to the song cuz that way you might have a better view of this, heh

so yeah..

i've been wondering and thinking, why is it all of this have to take place

i mean why cant we be in one place for the rest of our lives, why can't we have a normal long relationship, why do we actually have to meet up with people who tends to backstab us, why do we have to have a relationship, why do we have to make friends

etc.

i dont knw, honestly i dont, but those lil things, the lil pain, the small memories, are the things that teaches and forge us to be who we are....

mayb now we wont understand it, bt someday we will, and all we can do is jst hope that we realise it before its too late...

so yeah, thanks for reading

LATER!!!

Happy - Leona Lewis

2010-04-21T13:33:00.000+08:00

this song, and this picture, jst discribes me in my everyday life..

i jst want to be happy...

so what if it hurts me, so what if it kills deep..

if it went inside and forms a deep wound and then it turns to a scar that may never heal

i dont care..

i jst wanna be happy...

and i am most of the time, i guess...

or mayb im not according to the pic, bt hell...

all i knw is im happy...

^_^

LATER!!!

Apology by Xero Sum

2010-04-10T01:34:00.000+08:00

seriously

im nt sure if its the fact that im sleepy or im jst crappy

bt i feel so down and deep and its ridiculous

well, lets talk BREAK-UPS!

exactly the subject that most people would love to avoid when they're in a relationship

first thing first:

1 ~ dnt lie...honestly dnt say that you cnt live without someone after the break up, during the relationship is fine cuz it seems sweet, bt after its ended is jst sad..

REASON:

I. you're still breathing when you beg for them to take you back aren't you?

II. you sleep you wake up, you're still alive and guess what tomorrow will still come without them

III. the fact that your brain is still working at every angle still means you're alive!

conclusion:

time stops for no one nt even for you, your life doesn't end because of anybody else but you..

dnt bring yourself down when they're people who still love you and care for you, it may not feel the same

bt its still LOVE, its not a different feeling than what you felt before...

second thing second:

2 ~ dnt say you moved on when you're not

REASON:

I. you're jst beating yourself up over something that you cnt control

II. you'll be making excuses that whenever you're ready to move on they came back to talk as friends, and you jst swoon in, that means you're not ready

III. you'll jst drive yourself crazy by making yourself even more confuse abt your feelings towards them, if you still love them then its ok nothing wrg with it

conclusion:

its not bad that you're still attach to them, its a common thing, no one gets over someone easily, again its not bad its jst unhealthy, imagine your feeling towards them like Junk Food, its unhealthy for you to eat em, bt yet we still eat em dnt we? so dnt force yourself to get over them, you'll get over them eventually, jst give yourself time

third thing third:

3 ~ dnt kill yourself or hurt yourself because of this that includes smoking or anything related to it

REASON:

I. you're already hurt, so why in the hell do you want to add more pain

II. the thing abt physical pain is that you're also hurting the people around you, its ridiculous

if you care for them, then dnt do it

III. you wont feel happy when you hurt yourself more your just

adding more problems rather than facing it

conclusion:

it hurts yes i knw it does, bt is it worth it to go through more pain just to extinguish it?

if you answered yes, then continue, im not stopping you, im jst telling you to stop bt its your choice to do so, bt do remember that there are people who love you and who will get hurt when you hurt yourself, im not kidding the people arnd you, will be hurt not only mentally bt physically as well, can you stand the pain of seeing your friend suffer? if you cnt then you knw how they feel when they see you suffer

dnt add more problems to the problem you're having

NUTSHELL:

this maybe a few problems we face, bt its by far what the majority face after break up

so in a nutshell, stop looking straight at the person that doesn't appreciate you, if they dnt appreciate you then they're not worth it, again dnt jst keep your head straight and see the person who left you, look at your left or your right or behind you, the people surrounding you are the people that still loves you, who does appreciate you, who wants you to live and be with them, for the rest of their lives, focus on them...

thats it for this post, if this post actually hurt anyone, then im really sorry, i didnt mean to, im jst trying to help

have fun and take care

LATER!!!!

my naivety - xero sum

2010-04-06T15:34:00.000+08:00

GLEE is ridiculously AWESOME!!!!

they're having reruns of the first season these past 2 days on starworld, and of course they do so, since GLEE only have 2 more episodes left in their first season, bt still, its ridiculously COOL!

its a good thing they're making a second season cuz if they dont im pretty sure the world will riot, loL!

bt yeah, i LOVE glee

owh owh owh

and i LOVE fairy tail, seriously anime lovers take note!

FAIRY TAIL is the newest and in my view the biggest anime since RAVE, well of course since the creator of RAVE is also the creator of FAIRY TAIL

bt by golly, loL!, fairy tail, has surpassed RAVE in terms of humour, storyline, characters, and even action, i knw rite its RAVE who cn actually surpass rave in action, well in my view at least, FAIRY TAIL does

so yeah, lastly

GOD OF WAR!!!

they're making a movie of that now, and if im not mistaken, its coming out soon and i dont mean 2 years soon, or next year soon, i mean 2010 soon, this year soon, its ridiculous

now god of war is a great game, and nearly every game adapted movie's ended up being a flop, bt i really hope this one, and prince of persia doesnt, mainly because of 2 reasons

i love those 2 games

i really need hope on game adaptation movies, cuz thus far, they have become rather disappointing

so yeah, those are what is on my mind at the moment, loL!

until next time then,

LATER!!!

Boys and Girls - Pixie Lot

2010-04-04T17:01:00.000+08:00

damn

its funny how time jst flies and past us by so quickly

i mean one minute you're a student trying to make it through high school alive to being in love at college/uni

i mean i had my share of hardships and heartbrakes

bt i also had my share of laughter and bittersweet memories

its ridiculous actually

the thing is i knw my blog is seriously young, i mean its jst a year old, and like it only has 100 posts so far, and when i look back at the contents of this blog

i mean my older posts

i was like...wow...

i am THAT pathetic..loL!

nah, im jst joking, i mean i felt like i was jst so naive back then

i mean, have you ever had that one moment where you realised that the world is so much bigger than we ever thought it was, i mean back then i thought, the world was centered jst in Selangor

then, i went to Matriks, and i was like whoah...i mean it wasnt a culture shock it was more of a personality shock, cuz you knw back then, i felt as if i knew who he was, or who she was, you knw, bt then matriks changed my eyes

and another thing that struck me abt my older posts was that, i was pretty misreble, bt yet i was really at being misreble, which is jst ridiculous

ok this post is practically going no where since there's not much point to it, im jst writing this jst for fun, loL!

anyways thats it for now, im going to go and realise a lot more stuff now

LATER~

Awake and Alive - Skillet

2010-03-26T21:16:00.000+08:00

im home...im back at SA

huh...its hard to leave anything behind, isnt it? i knw i have a chance of going back there to kmpk, and i knw there's a good chance that all the people i knw will be there too, bt i guess, jst the

FINAL PDT EXAM

statement, makes me queesy and uneasy, i mean i had so much fun there, it changed my life, my perception, my ideas and thoughts...

i dunno, i guess i jst dont feel comfortable saying goodbyeto anyone or anything for that matter, i cnt take them lightly, saying good bye to SMK S9 was hard enough..wait scratch that, saying goodbye 2 Cekal was even harder than SMK S9

huh...

but hey, im back at SA, im here for at least a month, so im going to enjoy it!

LATER!!!

owl city - Hot Air Balloon

2010-03-19T10:27:00.001+08:00

im loving that song, such a happy go lucky song, very jumpy and hyper-ish, though the lyrics are quite cute bt the tunes is a must hear

alright so thats my definitely new fave song, ok, lets see

I MISS EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE~~~~

i mean, jwa, nas, cken, kai, syaza, mom, dad, nadya, 50, miley(its a cat, not cyrus, but blueberry, miley blueberry), sha, ana, fasnor, fasya, my ps2, the astro at home, my comfy bed, the shah alam mall, sacc, sunway, watching movies at the cinema, BOWLING!!! fishing, hometown!(shockingly since i've been near it for a month), GOOD FOOD!!! HOME FOOD!!!

loL! but before all that cn reach my mind something bigger is afloat

no.....its not love....

no...its not friends either.....

NO.....its not food....though i am hungry at the moment, loL!

its....

EXAM

*screams

well better do some study for that now, later then~

a week left till homecoming

2010-03-16T20:29:00.000+08:00

i have a week of study week

i have a week to spend with my friends here at kmpk

i have a week left to wait till i come home to my besties

i have a week left to figure out if its a crush or more

i have a week left till i leave this place for 2 months

crap...

one week is all i get...

thats not right, i had a life time, jst didnt spend them right...

Niners of 2008 ~ i'll be home soon, and this time i'll be home for quite a long time

PDT's of 09/10 ~ i'll be missing you guys a whole lot, you thought me a lot, all of you...i thank you for it, and i love you guys so much

Shah Alam ~ im on my way to see you, better be ready for my comeback!

this post is seriously getting off topic....wait....im not sure if it is now....

ok, umm

lastly ~ wish me luck on my finals, and Allah knws how much i need that

well, thats it for now, later lovelies, thx for reading

p/s: to everyone that i knw and knws me, i love you all~

something to think about

2010-03-06T19:11:00.000+08:00

ok here we go this is something to think about

i already post this on my facebook wall a few days ago, but im still nt fully satisfied with the results so i thought i'll post it up here

ok here it is

If you're weak you act weak, If you're strong you act strong, but If you're smart you don't act at all, agree or disagree? and why?

so yeah put it in as a comment or if you have a facebook profile click here add me there or jst reply on the wall

Thank You! Later~

p/s: this is jst for fun, don't give too much thought to it, jst right what you feel at the top of your head...

2010-03-05T11:06:00.000+08:00

im so sorry

i've missed bday wishes, and problems and even update on everyone of my friends, and im really sorry abt that...

finals is coming up in 2 weeks time...

and then i'll be back home...kicking back with my ps2 and friends! awesome! but yeah i'm really sorry for not updating this blog in ages, though i hv been updating my facebook which once again im getting painfully addicted to

anyways, do forgive me guys, i didnt mean to, seriously saying i didnt mean to

i'll make it up to everyone when i get back and have my 2 months break k?

untill then, i have to study...

LATER!!!

Im such a hypocrite

2010-02-23T16:02:00.000+08:00

why???
why???
why???

well its because i have.......

i have.....

i have...........

facebook

loL! i knw i've said inmy last post that i dnt think i'll ever make facebook well i did..

after months of unable to have my usual fun with myspace, i turned to facebook, loL!

and yeah i was surprised how user-friendly it is, and how fast you can find friends here...

so yeah, for my blog readers and my Best Friends (nas, jwa, syikin, sha, kai, ja) do add me there

this is my user name

facebook.com/itszaki

and im slowly and painfully getting addicted to facebook, loL!

take that myspace! ok no im joking...

LATER~

effed up beyond compare

2010-02-15T16:51:00.000+08:00

I came back to shah alam from perak on bus, thought i was goin to hv the time of my life...

then when i reached home..

Aki, dont unpack we're leaving to Perak tomorow...

...............W..........T.........F?

so my holiday wasnt spend here but back at my hometown from where i jst came frm a long bus trip...

............great................

new new new

2010-02-07T21:03:00.003+08:00

i didnt actually thought people would use other blog network other than blogger, loL! that proved me wrong..

ok so tonight im pretty much stuck in my room..with homeworks...UGH!!!

ok reason for this post is that im thinking of making my blog a lil better, im trying to up my anti

and dont worry i'll still be writing emo stuff and all the other things happening in my life but im thinking of trying something new

notice at the bottom of this post there's a Watcha Think section and notice on the right side there is no longer chat

well the Watcha Think and Comments are going to replace the Chatbox

why well cuz i've been getting random posts of cursing and swearing and i don't think i want that (actually real reason is cuz i don't want my parents to see it...)

anyways, this time im trying out My I.Q (loL! its just a question section i jst named it to make it sound catchy, and it stands for Intelligent Question btw)

now My I.Q is simple i'll ask a question and YOU, yes YOU my loyal blog readers not sure if there's a lot or a lil, practically, i don't mind, anyways YOU will answer by writing a comment and then do rate on Whatcha Think

If you don't hv a blog account its ok, i'll open the commenting for annonymous but write your name on the bottom of your comment like so

*!(&$(!&_$&_!&$&_!$&*@#!_#

-zaki-

so that's it for tonight, LATER THEN!!!

SHOUTOUT:

I wont be online for the next few days prolly a week

My I.Q:

What do you think of when i say Mini?

Movie for Free?

2010-02-07T09:25:00.003+08:00

hey check out this blog, i really appreciate this blogger cuz if it weren't for him i'd be bored to death, thought not all of his movie's are in good quality but the important one's are

so check it out

adiblogzone.blogspot.com

i'll put it up on the side as a hyperlink

well later then~

p/s: i jst found out that he has porn in there, but not to worry its just a small fraction of it, and by small i mean like 1/32 loL! fraction much

5 things on me mind

2010-02-05T23:37:00.003+08:00

im so behind on current issues! with friends and hollywood!

ok for one: Nas why cnt i get in to your blog, i thought this was jst my broadband acting up bt its been like that for nearly 2 weeks! i thought i already did give you my Email

and 2: do any of you knw Devon Werkheiser? he's best known as Ned in Ned's Declassified School Survival Guide, well yeah, HE SINGS!!! and he's actually good!

thats on his album, its also on myspace, but the one you should actually listen is when he's live

ok so still not good? still think justin bieber is better? well that's your taste but hear this last song

so?

loL! Ok by now ya'll prolly like, damn man stop being gay, but hell, he's good, if he jst had the right exposure he'll make it to the top he could knock justin bieber off his butt, i mean he's already more famous than him!

alright alright now 3: well 3rd is jst for wrestling fans, Edge returned and won the royal rumble but the gay thing is that WWE changed No Way Out to Elimination Chamber, ugh!

ok on to TNA, ok so the four sided ring controversy maybe over but the fact that they are bringing back a lot of WCW's old guys is effing WRONG!!! and not only that what is Sting doing up in the stands is he jerking off or something?

now 4: I MISS HOME!!! cant wait to get back on CNY really...im dying to get my hands on my PS2 and hang out with THEM!

and 5: LAPTOP!!! i still hv no idea on the progress of my broken laptop, so yeah going back should relief a few of that tension, hopefully..

alright then, thats it for now, Later NYTE!!!

nearly 19

2010-01-20T17:46:00.003+08:00

wow, my blog is nearly a year...and its as dull as ever...

im nearly 19 and my life isnt getting better...

its nearly the weekends and i cant go home i fear...

DAMN IT!!!

memories of school life

2010-01-18T22:34:00.003+08:00

i love you guys so much...

credits for kai on this vid...

though maybe a lot of you may not know who are these people, well like kai said, this is the people that owns my world, love them to bits!

loL! hope ya'll enjoyed that as much as i did

updating my myspace...

2010-01-06T15:25:00.002+08:00

its been 6 months since my last update, and rightfully so, cuz i dont do much with my myspace now..

but still, its my first social networking site, so i'll hang on to it, tooth and nail...

i have around 2, yup just 2 thus far social websites, wait if blogger counts as well than thats 3...

loL!

anyways my first is Myspace, then I started Gaiaonline, then started blogging.. so yeah im pretty simple in social networks, cuz i dont have much free time, and when i do online and i log in my accounts, at times i have no idea what to do..

so when a friend of mine, no scratch that, when my FRIENDS asked me to join Facebook, i was like, nah im too lazy, or Twitter, im like, what? i'd rather sms than tweet, then there's Tagged which i seriously thought was one of the most silliest social sites ever!

so yeah if you wanna add me, look it up..

For:-

Myspace-- Itsme_zaki@yahoo.co.uk or just type in itszaki

Gaiaonline-- imjerel

and for

Blogger--well look up at the link, loL! ok fine lazy asses... itszaki.blogspot.com

well thats it, for this random post, LATER!!!

FAB 4 UNITE!!!

2010-01-04T17:27:00.003+08:00

bought a new phone...

and i finally heed nas and jwa's advice..

STOP BUYING MOTOROLA PHONES!

loL! i did this time i bought a Nokia!, click here to see which one, loL!hey im trying to make my blog a lil more interactive, k?

anyways bought it yesterday, though its not much but i have an MP3 player already so i dnt need the songs function much, just something to type and call and take pics, loL!

so 2 days ago, FAB 4 MEET UP FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 6 MONTHS!!!

owh man you have no idea how much i miss them, though there were complications, it was still fun, first we thought of bowling but SYAFIQ wants to watch Movie, and JWA was like "CHIPPETES!"

but nas however just got back frm breakfast at McD, so then we thought of going to extreme park first and buy some Burger King, take out of course.

OWH OWH OWH!!!

before that, NAS drove the car, it was a freaking blast, she just got her L, so we asked jwa if as could drive around for a while, jwa let her, and nas im telling you girl, without the near deaths experience, your a great driver, no joke! i mean who else would wait for pedestrians to move away from the car, a lot further than they should...loL!

and then we went to Shah Alam Mall to buy Dance, Subaru

then we got back and watch the movie, though i love dancing, the story not so much, maybe cuz i wasnt paying attention to it, but syafiq was getting bored, the girls?

owh they got up as soon as DBSK came on the picture, and it was a lil earlier than expected, but yeah nas got to see Max smiling at her, while jwa got to see Xiah singing to her

loL! then we watched Ice Age 3, which i would say a really funny movie, sad that it didnt get the push it deserve from Dreamworks

and then, well not actually then, it was early in the day, well 2 out of 4 fab 4 are dating, and no doubt im happy for them, but a certain someone's partner got jealous that day, hehe, sorry....never knew we could still have that effect on people...

Well that was saturday, and that was the FAB 4 REUNION!

short, sweet and simple just like the 2 girls of Fab 4, loL! well, gtg, later then~

Has it Ever Occur?

2010-01-04T17:06:00.002+08:00

Has it ever occur to you that Im faking?
The true bits and parts of myself are fading,
Just to see you smiling,
Until the false bits are forming,

Has it ever occur to you that Im hating?
Everyday im lashing out anger at everything,
Not knowing when it will end,
Knowing that it can never be fend,

Has it ever occur to you Im lying?
Smiling as if the smile was true,
Laughing as if the I never had the blue,
Wondering if my true self will ever emerge in front of you,

Has it ever occur to you that Im never Loving?
Fear griped as I held my heart open,
Exposing myself to a world of disappointment,
Making myself feel more of a burden,

Has it ever occur to you its you that Im trusting?
You see through the false bits of me,
Through all the anger you're able to calm me,
In front you is when Im smiling truly.

2009-12-20T15:07:00.002+08:00

how do you keep every other people from being hurt of your own actions?

you cant...

one way or another no matter how hard you try, you will always end up hurting someone, i know cuz im that position right now, huh...

its really hard taking care of everyone's feelings...but im not regretting any of it

im just tired is all, cuz at times the one's that end up getting hurt is us, i mean the people whose trying not to hurt others

....loL...

i made another poem, this time its a lot deeper and more me, and i'll write it on this blog soon enough, the poem has nothing to do with love or family

its about Friends

its just how i feel living my life and meeting the people that makes me feel me, and not fake...

well im out for now, Later~

im bummed

2009-12-05T15:43:00.002+08:00

its hard to let "it" sink, even though you know its coming, i look happy..

its cuz i've been keeping myself busy, if it weren't for my work and such

i would definitely be thinking abt "it", and when i do, i'll go back to my being angry and demented and hopeless, crap!

to let go of something you hold dear, even if you just got to know that something, is to let go nearly apart of yourself, and this isnt a metafore or a hypethetic

tell me that you dont feel a lil sad when you leave a helpless street cat who has been rubbing his head around your leg, even if its dirty

its hard it really is, to let go, to stop loving, to stop caring, its hard...

and right now im feeling that, for those who can read between the obvious lines of this blog, yes you are right...but im trying to get through it...

and to the person who is reading, im fine, i just need to keep myself busy until i can get back on my feet, until then, as i said to you last time, i won't be happy for 2-3 days, but im fine, not happy but fine..k?

is this for real?

2009-12-02T12:08:00.003+08:00

im in such a mess, my laptop is at a point of no return, i mean it can be fixed but i need a hefty amount of money to pay for the damages, and i dont even have enough in my account..

yesterday we received our 1st semester results, lets just say i achieved my target, but i think i could've done better, especially for my english, but im so glad that i didnt fail, i mean i finally proved that i can do it..

then i have this sudden feeling of being sad all the time, and this usually happens when:

1- im falling for someone
2- im having my mood swings
3- im just sad cuz of my laptop

well the 3rd one is actually not the usual case but i just felt like placing it there..

so, i'v thought abt all the 3 reasons

1- Falling for someone

I do like her, and i mean both of us have told the other how we both actually feel, but we both also agreed its too fast, so we decided to put it on hold, and i promised her i would wait, so is it logical for me to be sad? i mean she told me she likes me too, so why am i down?

2- Mood swings

this happens a lot back in high school, i mean i usually have these things usually once a month, and im not having PMS, its just that at times i feel so sad, it happens, but this time, what i feel right now, isnt the same feeling as im feeling back in the day, i mean its pretty much bigger and its a lot longer too

3- Laptop

the first time my laptop was broken was because of the Hard Disk and thats been fixed before, but now, its the screen i mean the laptop screen CRACKED! literally im not kidding, it cracked thats why i need a lot of money to repair it, i mean i know from a friend that it might cost a minimum of RM 700 to repair the screen, but my bank balance isnt even closed to that, and the worst part is, the allowance isnt even in yet...urgh!

so yeah after writing this blog i realised its because of the laptop, this is stupid i could've figured this out on my own, crap...

well thats it for now, later!

too short

2009-11-30T15:01:00.002+08:00

well, im back at matriks, with not being able to meet up with most of my friends who were at home, but sadly, i was busy with my family, since my parents are away for Haji, my aunt decided she was going to cook for us on Friday

so we (my siblings and I) went there right after friday prayers, and it was a huge feast, i mean i had so much fun and i got full, especially with the Bihun Sup

MMMMMM....

anyways later we went back home, and i as usual spend it by playing my PS2, it was sad though, i finally had the feeling of enjoying Samurai Warriors 2: Empires, which i didnt have when i first bought the game...

ugh...CRAP!

so then on Saturday, we went to PAS (Plaza Alam Sentral) for bowling, and somehow as much fun i did getting spares and a strike, it reminded me a lot of playing with Jwa, Nas and Syafiq

.....huh....

so then on the last day, we(without my brother) went to Bukit Raja, to watch 2012, overall, i'd give it a 70 out of 100, cuz of the graphics and the music score, but the movie itself is not for me, i dont like the storyline, how the humanity didnt actually go extinct, but its a good movie for those who would love to watch, spectacular CGI's and Visual Effects

yeah...

and then, went back home to start packing for the trip back to college, then got on the bus with Amee, Ain, and Sadiq, but wait, the drama started when the bus moved without Sadiq's gf, but thank goodness she caught up, the bus driver didnt stop for her at first but Sadiq persisted

sweet huh?

the ride form Shah Alam to Perak was a great ride, i mean me and Ain talked like we havent seen each other in ages, i had so much fun!

Brocolli! loL!

so yeah thats pretty much what happened during the holidays, i'll update this blog soon k?

LATER!!!

from yours truly,
Z Zaki

Fire DrilL!

2009-11-25T16:30:00.003+08:00

tap, tap, tap, click, click, click

sounds from my laptop's keyboard, i was playing counter strike: zero condition, then...

"BEEEP!" "BEEEEP!" "BEEEEP!"

the siren came on, usually when the siren came on, its usually a glitch in the electric circuit but this time its a lot longer, so i went out of the room for a while, then...

BAM!!!

lights off...

there was no lights on the whole block, i mean both of the boys dorms, but the worst part is my laptop was battery-less, meaning i didnt place my batt in my laptop, i directly use the power from the source, so as the power went off, so did my laptop...

crap...

so we went to the field, no should i say, we had to go to the field, and we had as usual a fire drill, not that im not happy about it, its just that, i dont like it when someone cuts off my gaming time, it sucks!

anyways, thats it for now, i'll post the pics tomorrow, later!

im misreable part deux

2009-11-23T15:33:00.002+08:00

alright so yesterday's meltdown went by a flash, but today, i caught a cold, ugh! hate it when i have a runny nose, its annoying!

so now im going to send messages to friends and family via blog, as i dnt have any credit at the moment, hehe

1--Mom and Dad, i hope the both of you are alright, the whole family misses you like crazy especially nadya, and me...loL!

2--Nadya, i've watched UP twice! its such a great movie as i expected it would be, anyways how's life? are you doing good?

3--Along, im doing fine, my bank still have enough money, and i think i'll be fine till mid December or further, i'll let you knw, k?

4--Najwa, hahaha, you really are poor in keeping in touch but i guess not as worse as i am, haha, you forgot to call back twice, but its fine love, anyways, are you going back to Shah Alam this weekend? no, i mean this friday?

5--Nasquin, damn girl, everywhere i read is about your bf, CONGRATS i guess, loL! anyways, how's you're holiday been? are you still at SA till friday or saturday?

6--Asykin, this was what you wrote on the back of the pic, hope you wont mind

"Zaki, I <3>

loL! im still swallowing rocks every time i read this

7--Fasya, dude! a friend of mine here at kmpk might be joining you there in mass com as well, so look out for her, k? her name's Shikin! she's from America in a student transfer programe

8--Sha, Kai, Syaza, Ana, i miss you guys so much, the last time we spent together was way too short! anyways, im hoping to meet up with everyone soon, k?

well thats it for now! i gotta go, so JAA NA!!!

"Jaa Na" means "later" in japanese, loL! too much of Hanakimi

im misrable

2009-11-22T20:28:00.004+08:00

im effing tired, 2 day of not enough sleep, and im starting to get cranky, crap!

anyways, results wont be out till december, &*^^@((&%@**$**^@(%&

adding to that, my bus will be leaving perak on thursday 5.00 pm! **^%(^@)(&%(I&@)*%

owh well, life's a *%^@(&^, well then LATER!!!

HOME COMING!!!!

2009-10-29T11:00:00.002+08:00

loL! not the song but yeah, im coming home! argh cant wait for this thing to end, finally i can actually relaks without thinking about studies at the moment

anyways this week im having my finals for my first semester, and so far only one paper is left and thats math, which is also tomorrow on the last day of college, which is so cool! cuz i love math and it being the last paper of the semester is just an icing on the homecoming

ok now to the other papers. First day was English and Chemistry,

now english was shockingly and utterly hard as you only get 1 hour to do 10 subjective Q's (reading comprehension) and a 250 words and above essay, so yeah, its not hard as in i didnt understand it was hard because i didnt have enough time to focus on the essay, so it probably sucked

Chemsitry however was a life saver, im not trying to sound overconfident but its so easy! and thats what im afraid of, the easier the Q's are the easier you will do a careless mistake, so yeah i was confident on answering the Q's but im not confident of getting an A

ok second day and today was Science Computer and Physics,

Science computer was ok i guess, i mean i studied a lot on it, for those of you who are wondering science comp is kinda like history you need to get all the facts right, if not then no marks are given, even if it kinda gave the same meaning, but it wont help you

Physics, however, was a pain, im not confident while doing my physics, thus im not confident of passing, not only was it hard, but the Q's that i spotted didnt even came out(ok i lied, 2 of em did) so yeah, now all i could do is just prey that what i did was right

alright then thats it for now, i'll be sure to online tomorow, right around 10.00 as thats when my math paper finishes o i'll update you guys soon k?

LATER!!

Top 5 Disney Classics

2009-10-19T15:35:00.005+08:00

hai! today im goin to post about my top 5 favourite disney classics, now as most of you might know i was born during the era of disney renaissance, this is actually a term used by movie endevours where they called the 90's being mostly filled with disney's movie

so yeah growing up watching these movies made me realise how much these movies affected my life back then, and how i kinda grew up with them, so enough chit chat, and my life stories lets go to the bottom of my top 5 best disney animated list, shall we?

BUT before that i would like to place a few Honourable Mentions, such as:
(a) Tarzan - this movie would've made it in my top five, as i did grew up watching the trailer and the movie itself is no doubt astonishing but with robin hood and mulan in my mind, i cant help but not place it on my top 5, however i no doubt agree that it is one disney's valuable movies

(b) The Emperors New Groove - again another movie which i grew up watching the trailer, although i do love the story and the comedic elements in it, but to me it just doesnt stack up

(c) Pinocchio - Now many would argue why i didnt place this movie on the list, i mean this movie practically lunched Disney's career, so it maybe i do agree that it is no doubt disney's biggest classic

now im sure a few of you might throw a fit, on why other movies like, treasure planet, atlantis, and oliver & compony didnt get a mention on the list, well i would agree with all of you that disney's classic are all superb, but i cnt put all of them on my top 5, k?

5. Robin Hood

this movie was actually released way before i was born, i think it came out at 1973, this could be one of the most loved disneys movie of all time, its comedic timing, and beautifully(and cuddly i might add) hand drawn characters are to die for, the story appeals to both children and adults alike.

4. Mulan

the most beloved disney's classics ever, now Mulan was lunched excatly 7 years after i was born, and i remember this because back then i really wanted to go and watch mulan, as it not only focuses on asian culture but because of its theme, of love, Honour and family, i love the fact they took eddie murphy as the voice of Mushu, a dragon who turned form guardian to bell keeper, i love this movie to death as it brings out great memories to me

3. The Lion King

this movie could well be kept in a safe if you have a copy, as to me it lunched not only the career of the actors that did the voice overs, bt also lunched the musical careers of Elton John and the most accomplished music composer in the movie industry today, this story was released back when i was 3 years old, '94, it was the highest grossing animated feature film of all time, until it was bested by the companies own, FINDING NEMO

2. Hercules

this movie was neck to neck against my no.1 movie, as it is no doubt my favourite disney movie ever! now the reason i love hercules was firstly cause of the music, well arranged and well placed, a great to hear, and then the next thing is because of the characters, i especially love Hercules of course as he ventures from a zero to a hero.

1. Aladdin

for those of you who know me, this might not come out as a surprise to any of you, for days and months and weeks, i've been talking about this movie, you may believe what im about to say or you may not have to, but i have memorized the whole movie's LINES! yes every script from the songs to the endings to the part when genie first met aladdin, that is how much i love this movie

this movie boasts with excitement, drama, music, storyline, and even voice overs, especially our most beloved genie voiced by the ever lovable Robin Williams

well there you have it, my top 5 disney classics, hope you enjoy reading this as much as i have remembering the good old times, LATER!!!

SORRY!!!

2009-09-12T16:31:00.000+08:00

DAMN IT!!!

im so busy, my schedule is packed, and if there is a single solitary moment that im free

then i need that time to rest seriously!

its been a month since i updated my blog, i knw, and a lot has happened

Fasting here has been quite a challenge, i mean usually waking up for "sahur" i will always have good food waiting downstairs, but now its like having to wake up is one thing and trying to find something to eat is another

but Breaking Fast, now thats a diff story, they have a bazar here, though quite small, food there are good and satisfying, so yeah

ok thats it for now, it may be a long while till i update this again, but till then later!

OWH ps! i might have grown a few weight hehe!

so sorry!

2009-08-14T15:11:00.002+08:00

Im BAck!!

but its kinda been a week since my return, and i have to say Shah Alam didnt change much, but there are changes..

ok lets see,

Monday,

Went to SMK SSAAS, cuz i thought of visiting old form 6 mates and by god! most of them have change a lot! especially tini, she's gone much chubbier which is awesome, cuz i feel like i wanna pinch her cheeks jst for the hell of it, loL!

ok then i went to SACC jst to stop by and see if i could find any new "39 clues" book, but didnt get any instead i bought WASABI! by Keith, which is no doubt one of the most funniest graphic novels(or jst a manga) i've read in ages, then went to the mall, which of course bought new games for my PS2

Tuesday,

was quite a doosy didnt know what to do, i jst played games for three days straight, well actually until

Wednesday,

went to SMK S9 i was walking in the school, and then suddenly bumped into Taqi, whose now studying at MMU with Maya and Arshad, awesome aint it? anyways so i went into the school to meet up with the teachers, to my surprise most of the teachers are sick, especially Pn Zalma, she said that she jst recovered from H1N1 but she was still wearing the mask when i came, but its fine, i got to meet Pn Khairin, Pn Noraini, Pn Shazilatul Suhaila, Ms Lee, Ms Loh, and a lot others...

after that me and Taqi spent some quality time bonding loL! we went to the mall to get a few stuff, owh and HE DRIVES!!! a MYVI!!! owh well his luck, anyways i went to Speedy and bought myself, Ghostbusters and Hot Fuzz, loL! and then we went further down and bought games

well yeah thats abt it, i guess, i mean, thursday was jst game day, owh and a friend of mine drop by, havent seen her in ages, loL! if you're reading this, thanks for coming, really missed ya!

well thats it for now, btw im at penang, at the moment, my sister has a convo, so have to follow, well untill next time, later!!!

OWH OWH OWH! almost forgot!

help my sister and read this blog and promote it, she's raising an awareness for Orang Utan, really cool

helpushelporangutan.blogspot.com

well LATER!!!

Owh one more thing,

Jwa im really sorry, i've been meaning to call honestly i have, but im jst afraid that you were busy, dnt worry you're free on Merdeka, right? so i'll promise to call you then, k?

from yours truly,
Z Zaki

Going Back to My Roots

2009-08-07T16:10:00.003+08:00

IM COMING HOME!!!!

wait for me ya!

i miss you guys so much, and im coming back on the 9/8/09 until 23/8/09

so be sure to make your self free!

Sha and Ana, make sure your weekends arent booked! lets meet up

Jwa and Nas, come home! seriously, i really miss you guys, besides we still need to name my "baby"

anyways, im coming home by bus which costs like RM21 for one way and my ticket is like two ways, back and forth, loL! owh well, RM42 is worth it to come back to Shah Alam...

owh one more thing i got 100% for Physics Quiz, loL! but dnt get too excited now zaki, there was just 5 Q's with 2 Definition Q's and 3 Calculating Q's, so yeah it was mostly abt Free-Fall too so yeah

all right then thats it for now! wait for me im coming!

Later!!!

From yours truly, who is coming back home,
Z Zaki

2009-07-31T14:33:00.002+08:00

note!

Rated: PG-13 for abusive words and parental guidance is advised

FUCK!!!

i hate it!

I JUST DAMN HATE IT!!!

i did one thing wrg, jst one! and they treat me like shit!

like im nothing, you see, i have friends they're named W,X,Y and Z, i dnt hate them, its just that, the wayt the way they think drives me crazy

before this me and W,X,Y and Z are like a big family here at matriks, and then they had a fight with A and B, but the problem is, im close friends with both of them, i mean both groups

so fuck up thing was they finally talked to each other and slove it, but in the end, A and B still became my friends bt WXYZ arent no more

the more FUCKED UP thing is! when they were in need i HELPED THEM!!! i didnt hang out with A and B much BECAUSE OF THEM(as i didnt want to hurt their feelings) and now they jst throw me away like fucking thrash!!!

fine maybe its my own fault as i dont know how people around here feel or act, but still! why am i the only one feeling fucking guilty while they just give me the stare and talk crap behind me, and just walk past me like i dont even exist!

FUCK!!!!

new one

2009-07-28T13:20:00.002+08:00

so its not fair that nas and jwa has their own laptop, bt i dont...

well not for long!

TADA!!!

meet my new baby, haha, anyways firstly i would to thank my parents for buying it, love them to death for it too

and secondly i hvent named it yet, as im waiting for nas and jwa to have a moment of awe and then when we get together then we name it,

anyways class has been great for me, i already got 2 quiz back already and syukur i didnt fail, it was quite fine at first as my chemistry was 20/40, which is a pass and an average score, disappointing yes, bt quite satisfied

secondly i got my math quiz, which is more disappointing, i got a 10/15 which is pretty bad, in my view as my math has never failed me, meaning i never got lower than B in maths, it sucks for me

so thats abt my academics, about my social life here has been fun, made a lot of new friends(as i have emphasize on it in my past blogs), the lecturers here are helpful, and the environment here is jst superb, you're never stress more than an hour

well thats it for today, i'll update more tomorrow for sure, have fun k?

LATER!!!

from yours truly,
Z Zaki

Just my Assignment, insightful it is though...

2009-07-15T11:25:00.003+08:00

Welcome! today my post is a little different than my usual posts, cuz today i have a computer science assignment, today my topic is about:

How to Back-up Data/Files for Windows XP & Vista

&

How to Back-up Data/Files for Ubuntu

How to Back-up Data/Files : Part 1(Windows)

Now there are several ways to Back-up your files and data's, you can use the built in back-up software such as the back-up wizard for windows xp or the Free online back-up software's such as IDrive and Mozy but the online software's can store up to a certain amount, though its convenient that you're files are backed up online, but its tedious work

In this post i will tell you how to backup your files and data by using a Backup Wizard(NTbackup.exe)

Note: Back up Wizard is only built in Windows XP professional not in Windows XP home

with that said, lets start the backing up process. Now the backup wizard makes everything just straight forward and easy to be done. To start:

1. Click Start, point to All Programs, point to Accessories, point to System Tools, and then click Backup to start the wizard

2. Click Next to skip past the opening page, choose Back up files and settingsNext from the second page, and then click . You should see the page shown in Figure 1, which represents your first decision point.

now decide on which to back up you maybe tempted to choose ALL INFORMATION ON THE COMPUTER, now you may choose to do so, but keep in mind that unless you have a large memory (tons of gigabytes) on your computer then i suggest you not to do so, for others the first choice is the best as it has your data files and personal settings stored in Windows Registry

for special cases, such as a shared computer then choose the second option which backs up every user's data and personal settings

If you know that you have data files stored outside your profile, click Let me choose what to back up. This option takes you to the Items to Back Up page shown in Figure 2.

Select the My Documents check box to back up all the files in your personal profile, and then browse the My Computer hierarchy to select the additional files you need to back up. If some of your files are on a shared network drive, open the My Network Places folder and select those folders.

This option also comes in handy if you have some files you now you don't want to back up. For instance, I have more than 20 GB of music files in the My Music folder. To keep my data file backup to a reasonable size, I click the check box next to the My Music folder. This clears the check box from all the files and subfolders in My Music.

Finally, decide where to store you backed up data and files.By default, Backup proposes saving everything to your floppy drive (drive A). Although that might have made sense 10 years ago, it's hardly a rational choice today. You'd need dozens, perhaps hundreds of floppy disks to store even a modest collection of data files, especially if you collect digital music or photos.

Instead, you should just click Browse and pick either of the following

Your computer's hard disk. The ideal backup location is a separate partition from the one you're backing up. If your hard disk is partitioned into drive C and drive D and your data is on drive C, you can safely back up to drive D.

A Zip drive or other removable media. At 100-250MB per disk, this is an option if you don't have multiple gigabytes to back up. Unfortunately, the Windows Backup utility can't save files directly to a CD-RW drive.

A shared network drive. You're limited only by the amount of free space on the network share.

An external hard disk drive. USB and IEEE 1394 or FireWire drives have dropped in price lately. Consider getting a 40 GB or larger drive and dedicating it for use as a backup device.

After you've chosen a backup location, enter a descriptive name for the file, click Next to display the wizard's final page, as shown in Figure 3, and then click Finish to begin backing up immediately.

so that's it, you're done, your files and data's are now backed up, now i recommend you to do this at least 2 times a month, or even better 4 times a month, you can repeat the steps above once again or you can use the automatic backup schedule.

When you get to the final page dont click FINISH. Instead click the Advanced button, and click Next to open the When to Back Up page. Choose Later, and then click Set Schedule to open the Schedule Job dialog box. Then just set your own setting and PRESTO! you're done.

thanks for reading this blog, i hope it helps you in someway, well thats it from me, until my next post.

LATER!!!

from yours truly,
Z Zaki

2009-07-14T10:43:00.002+08:00

Life here has been a roller coster!

seriously, making friends is great i mean i get to make new kinds of strangeres and meeting back an old friend, Aiman Iqbal!

anyways i jst hate the fact that KMPK Gopeng is so small that rumours fly arnd here seriously fast!

well gtg, sorry cnt update much more bt i'll let you guys knw some more soon k?

LATER!!!

HOMESICK!!!

2009-07-11T16:24:00.002+08:00

i still havent adjusted with living at matriks, its so hectic, the time table is seriously damn packed, and i can never get a break with all the asignments and homework, and the quizes

and me without a laptop makes everything jst a lil bit harder to cope, i mean the CC will only open during office hours cuz the CC itself is inside an office

bt i think the hardest part from all of this is just that im finally feeling homesick...

i mean i miss the ridiculous laugh from jwa, and i miss the wide facial expressions from nas, and i miss the walk back home with my sister, and i miss the delicious smell of food that mom always make, and i miss the smell of dad's cologne, and i even miss the rants from my older sister

the fact is the longer i stay here, the harder it is for me to cope...

weell gtg now, later!!!

missing in life's miracles

2009-07-08T11:25:00.003+08:00

im sorry....

for the memories we miss, for the future regrets we might face,

im sorry....

for leaving you behind, for letting you move forward,

im sorry....

for not being there for you, for being there when you dont want me to,

im sorry....

truly i am...

i knw a lot of you have heard me apologise, bt im human and i can never run from my own mistakes, i can never ever be mistake-less

its true, for the past few weeks, i hvent been the best friend i am to my friends

and i am truly sorry for that, and im not going to stand here and give excuses like time isnt on my side or my schedule is seriously hectic...

its stupid, and i knw blaming myself wont change anything, bt hopefully this post might explain a lot of things...

I miss you guys really i do...

and im sorry that i never did show it...

AYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!

2009-07-01T12:58:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!

hey hey, im onlinin, i knw this is so cool! ok so now that i knw i cn online, i'll try my best to update this effing thing, hahaha

im so happy today cuz i learned a lot new stuff and made a hell of a lot more friends and jst realized that people actually hate me! hahaha

owh well no use pondering over why, well gtg, later homes!!!

Pic Post

2009-06-25T14:35:00.008+08:00

welcome one welcome all!

welcome to my Pic Post! so i will post mostly pics today, bt not forgetting the few details that should be written, loL!

meet my first girl friend that i made here, name's Ika

these are a couple of the fasci's of my orientation

this is my Mentor Mentee group, KMM 211, they are the few first friends i made here

this is my groups Fasci

this is another fasci, she is a former PDT who scored 4.0 flat for 4 semesters, which is seriously a huge deal

these are a few of the view pics that i hv, i knw its quite jumbled up (the pictures i mean) bt jst hang with me

this is Kyna, she my class mate, bt she kinda despised me before by mocking me and calling me Speaker, loL! look what happened to us now, haha

and lastly, for nas,

i got this pic from a friend of mine(girl) who likes tvxq and loves Hero and Max, loL!

hope you guys enjoyed this psot, i knw its aquite annoying cuz of all the pics, bt hey, i cnt help it, loL!

p/s: jwa! you have a lot of explainin to do abt your blog, and whats this abt i hear abt you cryin

Have fun humans!

LATER!!!

from yours truly,
Z Zaki

2 weeks of no internet

2009-06-24T15:26:00.003+08:00

IM ALIVE!!!!

haha, yes people humans all alike

i finally get the chance to online(bt not frm my laptop)

the thing is i jst found out that its really risky for guys to bring laptop to this college

so im onlinin frm the use of their FREE cc, loL!

im jst goin to keep this post brief and simple, as fr the pics, i shall hopefully upload them by tomorow, hopefully...

loL!

anyways, im pretty much enjoying my life here at the moment, the environment here is great

i mean there are seriously wide open spaces, and like trees and mountains everywhere you look, it really is Gopenghaven, loL!

me, im a PDT here, which means my matriks program will last for 2 years here, unlike the PST's which lasts for one

i've made a lot new friends, and most of them are so carefree and not exam minded, which seriously what i was hopin for, cuz my biggest fear of cominghere was that, everyone is a study based and unsocialisin and stuff, bt thank god was i glad im wrg..

Nas is the luckiest girl ever, cuz at this moment of this post, she is the first person im talking through ym! in over 2 weeks! haha congrats love!

so yeah thats it for now, tomorow shall be Pic Post, hopefully, so stay with the blog yeah! thanks for reading, and thank you keep checking every day to see if im alive or not n thank you for all the good luck wishes, and also thank you for my friends who contacted me last week, asking me how i am and what not, thank you so much, i really appreciated!

LATER!!!

frm yours truly finally,
Z Zaki

a 70th farewell

2009-06-14T15:10:00.003+08:00

5 years of school life, its weird though, i spend 4 years of that life respectively with jwa and nas, i mean seriously, i started to knw jwa when i was in form 2 and i knw nas when i was in form 1 bt after we had our short relationship(literally..) she ignored me nearly the whole year, so yeah, 4 years for both, loL!

well, anyways, this is my 70th post

weird, well yeah, umm,

i dnt knw what to say honestly, i mean these 2 are no doubt the best thing that has ever happened to me, we had our share of fights, every mid year, or maybe usually the start of it, we fight, and funny thing was im the one who always became either the fault or the negotiator

its true what they say, we hate each other then, bt now we're jst laughing abt it, well im laughing abt it anyways

well yesterday, i had to go and buy clothes for matriks with my parents, it was damn tiring for 3 reasons,

1- we went to smk ssaas to announce my resignation frm the school

2-we went to open a bank account at BSN

3-we went to subang parade to buy the long sleeve shirt to wear during the kuliah and such

yeah so then, after that, i told my parents to drop me off to sunway since me, jwa and nas are going to meet up there

so then nas and jwa were thinkin of goin for movies bt then it didnt work so they went to sushi groove(bt now they hv changed they're name or sumfing) so then after the brief lunch i had, loL!

so then we went to asian avenue, i was thinkin of buying myself a few figurines there, bt then we went to this store and nas and jwa nearly died while we were in there, the reasons are because:

1~ DBSK puzzle beside it a Super Junior puzzle

2~ DBSK roll up poster

3~ Wu Chun pictures (exclusive to jwa)

4~ DBSK, Super Junior, and Wu Chun's posters

5~ DBSK post cards (which turned out to be stickers)

6~ DBSK button pins

so yeah you would prolly knw that i was jst laughing my ass off, cuz they were like hyper ventalating as if DBSK showed up right in frnt of them, it was so funny

so then we went to buy jwa's pants and nas wants to buy hers

so then we took the cab back to jwa's hse, in the car i was nearly to tears cuz i knw that this might be my lst cab ride with them in months

crap...bt then i thought, im here with them now, make the best of it

and then at jwa's hse we finally discovered nas's animal name, Turtle and later that night mine, Puppy, which is totally weird, if you insist on calling me that, then shorten it to Pup at least, loL!

so yeah anyways that was how my farewell went with jwa and nas, it was one of the most tiring cuz of a hell of a lot of laughter and a hell of a lot of walking, bt it was damn worth it!

thank you nas and jwa for an amazing school life, and thank you for being there for me in the near future and in the distant past

i love you guys~

and im definitely going to miss being a drive away frm both of you, loL!

Later!

from yours truly,
the newly called puppy,
Z Zaki

change in the future

2009-06-11T21:01:00.002+08:00

looks like im going

i got an offer for a 2 year Matriks program at Gopeng Perak

i may not like it, bt hey, its a new experience and a new frontier, i knw i've let down a lot of people frm SSAAS since most of them really wanted me to stay no matter how much i tell them i might get other offers and if so then i hv to go

bt yeah i guess stpm isnt my destiny

i want to be a teacher, bt the fact is, everyone is right, mayb im just not qualified enough to be a teacher, maybe my dream will jst stay a dream, i mean by taking matrics then at least i could've other options

i've been shutting my self out frm this world, the real world, the world i never wanted to face, bt i hv too

its time

i hv to change, and i may not comeback, bt its for the better

i knw its a lil dramatic, bt its true, i cnt be carefree and layback anymore, i hv to start building roads fr my life and not just design them, i hv to start thinking abt my future, rather than jst living in the present

i hv to do this...

K-POP is controling my life!

2009-06-07T11:51:00.003+08:00

KOREAN SONGS ARE ADDICTIVE!!!

seriously saying, bt its true, japanese and korean songs are addictive, i say korean as headline cuz im starting to fall in love with Wonder Girls, the girl band frm JYP and also Big Bang, the boy band of JYP bt weird thing though nas recomend me one of their song back in the day, bt i said they suck, well they do actually bt their song omg! its addictive

and weird thing was i started liking them cuz they did a collabo with Wonder Girls, go figure, loL!

bt yeah it was one hell of a collabo

i think if SNSD and SuJu would do a collabo it might look a lot something like so

i love Yu Bin!!! she's so adorable, and so beautiful its ridicolous!

i seriously feel like nas and jwa when they drool over dbsk, loL!

ok so anyways i was just flipping through starking vids on youtube and then i saw this! effing CUTE!!!

owh what i would do to be in that lil girls shoes to be kissed by yu bin, sigh

and then i started searching for Wonder Girls, then i found this

and then the rest was history

now im just listening to their songs all over again, anyways while i was going through their mv's i saw a comment saying that they're on tour with Jo Bro, so yeah i guess they're kinda big now i mean opening up for Jo Bro, aint easy, loL!

owh owh owh! and ANA IS COMING BACK!!!!

she'll be returning home on monday, god i cnt wait to see her, how thinner cn she be after NS? haha

well thats it for now, Later!

p/s: please read jwa's blog and follow the steps, by then you would be k-pop addicts, loL!

tofu or tauhu???

2009-06-05T15:11:00.002+08:00

1. have you ever been asked out?
mostly by nas and jwa ;p

2.where was your default picture taken?
in frnt of my room

3. what's your middle name?
Zaki

4. your current relationship status?
single

5. does your crush like you back?
dnt knw, cn you find out for me?

6. what is your current mood?
happy

7.what color of underwear are you wearing?
aint answering, loL!

8.what color shirt are you wearing?
blue

9. Missing something?
lets see, i kinda hv a list Nas, Jwa, Ida, Fasnor, KFC(wtf? loL!) PS1, computer games, Cleo, and lastly friends frm my Class at ssaas and 5 SIK

10. if you could go back in time and change something, what would you do?
nothing, if the stuff in the past never happen to me, i wont be who i am today

11. if you must be an animal for one day, what?
Dot! i mean an Owl

12. ever had a near death experience?
yeah what nas said, silly driver, loL! ;p

13. something you do a lot?
Listen and talk to people, random and friends

14.the song stuck in your head?
BoA - Eat You Up

15. who did you copy and paste this from?
Nas!

16. name someone with the same birthday as you?
Adawiah Munirah

17. when was the last time you cried?
nearly, i think it was a month ago, or maybe 3 weeks, not sure

18.have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
didnt sing, dance though

19. if you could have one super power what would it be?
totally agree with nas, FLY!!!

20.what's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
their personality, well mostly, if they hv a sense of humor

21. what do you usually order from starbucks?
cnt remember the name

22. what's your biggest secret?
something that you wont ever knw

23. favorite color?
black, white and blue

24.do you still watch kiddie movies or tv shows?
both, dnt knw why, bt kiddies movies makes me a lot more open minded than most tv shows, loL!

25.what's on your walls?
4 surah Qul

26. what are you?
a human with imperfections, loL!

27. do you speak any other language?
yeah, according to wikipedia im bilingual, cuz i cn speak both malay and english fluently, loL!

28.what's your favorite smell?
air-conditioner when it just opens

29. Describe your life in one word.
weird

30.have you ever kissed in the rain?
yeah

31. what are you thinking about right now?
me crush

33. what should you be doing?
homework loL!

34. who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
Siblings

35. how often do u talk to God?
nearly everyday

36. do you like working in the yard?
i guess

37. if you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
hem, hw abt, Emiya, and first name would be Akira, loL! Akira Emiya, see sounds good aint it

38. do you act differently around the person you like?
nah, im still me, i act differently at home, cuz thats the time when i either Omg-ing, or just be a lil gedik, loL! i knw rite, weirdly enough for a guy

39. what is your natural hair color?
black

40. who was the last person to make you cry?
Nas, she made me laugh so hard on tofu or tauhu thing a tear fell, seriously, loL!

an owl at home?

2009-06-04T11:40:00.005+08:00

well two days ago, my dad came home early, he called me in the mornin askin me if im awake, i think itwas 8.34 am or sumthing like that, anyways my dad came home and brought and owl with him

he said that the he found the owl at a parking lot near his office, and he brought to the vet at seksyen 6 to check up on it, and the vet said that its fine it might be in a state of shock

so my dad brought it home, and we used 50's old cage the small one to place him while its under our care

its name for now is Dot

she/he looks so tired maybe cuz its nocturnal, bt still it looks so tired

aint it pretty, im starting to get too emotionaly attached to it

and thats a bad thing cuz my dad said that we're goin to either give it to the zoo, or just release it

anyways thats it for me update, have fun!

LATER!!!

from yours truly,
Z Zaki

a new piece of memory

2009-06-02T08:47:00.005+08:00

yesterday my whole class of form 6 BA decided to paint the class, so here are the pics, and no nas, Ash's pic is not in here, he's not in my class, loL!

now let me introduce you to my class, well just a few of them at least

(standing frm Left clockwise: Natasha, Kartini, Karthi, Devika)

(frm Left: Jaya, Sarab, Neerinder)

so that was that fr the moring time, then in the afternoon, i met up with nas at Shah Alam Mall, i laughed so much yesterday that at times picture taking was quite impossible, bt yeah bottomline i didnt take any pics with nas yesterday

bt yeah that was afternoon, then there's the evening, my cousins and my aunts came to my house last night, coincidently, my older sis just got her paycheck she wanted to buy the whole family dinner bt ended up spending for my aunt and my cousins dinner as well

these are my couzins, frm Left is Kak Ami, she's a year older than i am, then there's Balqis, she's the same age as i am, loL! when ever i hang out with them there's never a dull moment, its either we gossip or we laugh or we just talk abt nothing, loL!

and yes these pics were taken at SACC, heh nearest place to find Nandos

then after all that i went to bed said and done, i was too tired i mean i didnt stay put for the whole day, there's always somewhere i have to be, haha, i knw im so busy, bt still it was a worth it

yesterday was a piece of memory that's not going to escape me very easily, until next time

LATER!!!

from yours truly,
Z Zaki

Avatar update! and Prince of Persia movie?

2009-05-30T12:32:00.005+08:00

PEOPLE! PEOPLE! PEOPLE!!

this is for Prince of Persia fans in Malaysia!

They are making a live action full length film on it

the title is of the same name as the first PoP game

this is awesome, wait no not yet, the best part is that Ben Kingsley and Jake Gyllenhaal are lead characters

Jake is the Prince!

and and and

Jerry Bruckheimer is producing it!

this is huge!

btw its not coming out on 2009 bt may 2010

owh and also, remember when i told you abt Avatar having a live action movie, so for those of you who are fans of the series, are going to be a lil dissapointed (cuz i am) with who is playing Zuko, the Prince of the Fire Nation

its Dev Patel from Slumdog Millionaire

wtf ??? i mean he seriously doesnt fit to be him, bt if you want him so bad to be in this movie than put him as sokka he'd be perfect for that, bt dnt destroy Zuko!

i mean him and Aang are 2 of the best characters ever, and if Dev cnt deliver i'll be seriously pissed off, wtf is M. Night Syamalan thinking casting Dev as Zuko! urgh!

a piece of memory

2009-05-30T10:23:00.002+08:00

funny how a piece of paper or an email or even a notice or a few writings determine where you go or where you end up

well, mine will be knwn on 5 Jun 2009 thats when the results of my e-rayuan application will be out

so wish me luck, its either im staying at form 6 or going to perak, or even to UiTM for Tesl

owh crap, i hate anxiety, cuz then you start to hope and then what if it wont turn out the way you want to, owh well, i've already mae great friends at form 6 bt im hoping to be with my old ones at Perak

well good luck to the people who applied for upu same as me, and also have a great holiday to everyone, Have Fun! take care of yerselves

LATER!!!

a teacher is what i want to be

2009-05-27T20:38:00.003+08:00

Nas has grown mature! haha! read her blog you'll knw what i mean, loL!

anyways for those of you who knows me, you would knw that my dream is to be a teacher simple as that, you see there was an actual history to my dreams

before this, way before the millenium, it was 1998 i think or maybe before, im not sure, i had this teacher, his name was En Nor Azam, he teaches science, he's the reason why im so into it, the way he teaches makes me feel so so

ugh undecribable, he's just so good, whenever he teaches me, he makes me believe that i could go further, he made me believe that i could reach further than the stars, thats why for those if you who actually get the chance to knw me since i was 7 years of age or above

you would knw that im not the same person i was, back then i was a complete bookworm that shuts itself off frm this world, bt until HE teaches me, i broke out of my shell

so then i started thinking ok lets see i love science so why dnt i be a scientist, loL! yeah that was my first dream, bt it didnt last, as of 2003 i started dreaming abt teaching

bt it wasnt enough to push me to want to be a teacher

but i had a help from a few movies that truly inspires me to be a teacher

first of which is Coach Carter

now for those who knws this movie no doubt you will understand why i love it, this movie is a true story abt a basketball coach locking the gym and cancelling basketball matches of his undefeated team because of poor results

in this movie Samuel L. Jackson was critically praised for his performance and it was dubbed one of his best

second movie that pushed me was School of Life

now this is another inspirational movie from disney, it stars one of my fave actors Ryan Reynolds, bt i think he really did out do himself in this movie, well not so much bt still its one the best movie i've seen

now lastly, is The Triumph a.k.a The Ron Clark Story

this movie stars Matthew Perry where he became a teacher who left his hometown to teach a suburban kids who the school have been dubbed as helpless students, as their academics test scores are by far the worst

this movie is inspired by a true story, and i really salute and respect ron clark, bt i also praise matthew perry for his Golden Globe nommineed role, i mean he really did potray Ron Clark as the real deal

well those are the story and the movies that inspired me to be a teacher

i guess thats it for tonight, nyte!

LATER!!!

from yours truly,
Z Zaki

Life Goes On, Should We Too?

2009-05-25T16:56:00.002+08:00

As life goes on you do too,
I'm going to miss the hey's and bye's from you,
The memories I have of you are never blue,
As the smiles you gave me are always true.

As life goes on I must too,
Forcing myself not to wonder where you are,
Remind myself not to think where you should be,
Keep repeating myself that you're no longer with me.

As life goes on we have too,
When we look at the pictures the memories comes in,
Though we remember the moment but the details are fading,
Tears fell as we feared that the memory might be clearing.

As life goes on we stay true,
The memories of the past flies in when i see you,
No matter how far the world divides us,
The love we have will always fill those distance.

I knw its a lil too emoish and sad but its how i felt when i wrote it, this poem is dedicated to nas and jwa especially

what im trying to say is, as cliche as it sounds, you guys will never leave me, as the part of my heart is always closed for you, both of you...

have fun with college and dnt forget that we still have ym conference and phone and jwa's car, loL! bt yeah, so stay in touch yeah?

SARANGHAE~~

Later...

from yours truly,
Z Zaki

2009-05-21T18:33:00.002+08:00

stpm has rotted my brain

just a lil reminder post, i cnt online as much or post blogs as much, as i have started school again

so im sorry for the trouble, bt i'll still try to keep you guys up to the current issues or stuff that happened or will happen in my life, k?

sorry once again, Later!!!

from yours truly,
Z Zaki

just pics for today

2009-05-15T15:22:00.003+08:00

this was on jwa's bday, we went up to her roof near her tuition room

this is hw i will look like at school, yes im wearing full white, with black campus shoes

school is cool!

2009-05-14T22:08:00.002+08:00

loL! picked that up from fly.fm, haha! anyways my life has been on a quite topsy tervy(did i spell that correctly?) since school has started again for me, i mean i cnt go back to sleep anymore after praying for subuh prayers, and i cnt sleep late anymore either, i mean i could bt i'll be really zombie-ish at school then

anyways school has been a blast for me, met a few new great friends, bt since school has started my time with my blog and computers have gone on a dramatic decline, bt i promise you

i will still inform you of my life events wether you read them or not, haha!

ok so this is a list of what had happened this whole week so far:

1-----monday: school started first day, really awkward as everyone is darn quiet, bt there was a guy who kinda broke the tension a lil, his one of me new friends there, Isma/Adam, both of it is his name, its either or

2-----Tuesday: i started to get to knw the school and how it is in and out of it, got back home, and my mood just turned off rite away, i received news from my dad and my sis that there was something wrong with my cat cleo and that we have to pick her up

so me my dad and nadya went to get her, we got in, and there she was, wraped in newspaper cold as ice, Cleo was found dead early in the hours of 8 till 9 that morning, her four unborn kittens didnt make it to this world

CLEO
2008-2009
"The Village cat, the Playful Girl, the Furniture Wrecker, The Love of the House"

you are not forgotten...

3-----Wednesday: i got my own Touch n Go card for now, as the only way for me to get home is by bus, so my parents decided to give me my own card rather than carrying 5 rm1 every week, owh and once again, im elected or "chosen" to become the Class Monitor for my class, heh, not a shock aint it, loL!

4-----Thursday: it turns out the lower form 6 students(me and the others) will have to do a performance for the closing ceremony, and also they will held a Spontaneus Public Speaking Competition, owh well...

went out with jwa and nas for lunch today(i want pics nas), we went to eat at noodle station, which i must say, was quite cheap, heh, anyways, after that we went to nas's house to watch SuJu's own show(well a ghost show) mystery 6 cuz jwa cant watch it alone, loL!

anyways, i blame nas and jwa, cuz now im like searching for their vids on youtube, loL! but yeah, i feel so sorry for donghae in that show, i mean if you guys watch it, i would recommend to NOT watch it alone if you're easily startled or easily freaked

well thats it for tonyte, im not fully sure bt i have this feeling in my gut saying that this weekend i'll be goin back to my hometown at perak, heh

well thats it, nyte

LATER!!!

from yours truly,
Z Zaki

went to melaka for the weekend

2009-05-11T20:29:00.005+08:00

i love malacca, its always been one of my favourite travel spots, one thing is that its a world heritage, a wonder of the worlds, and also a very great city to experience what the past looks like, excluding the hotels and the shops and the malls and the cruise that is

bt yeah, the last time i went there was back in 2005, im pretty sure

so two days ago, me and my whole family went there for a family outing

to my surprise malacca didnt seem like malacca anymore

well for all of you that may knw malacca bought the Eye of Malaysia, not only that near the crusie they also added a rotating gyro tower, and also the dataran pahlawan has turned into a mall bt they still do have the field, but still!

it sucks! well in my view anyways, maybe not in others, i mean i didnt knw my way around bandar hilir anymore with the malls and towers and the eye and the cruise, it confusing and quite annoying, loL!

well anyways you guys prolly want to see the pics, so here you go

this is the rotating gyro tower, i cn remember what its called though

and this is the view from the top of the tower

thats the eye on malaysia thingy

and thats the dataran pahlawan, see that green thing in the middle yeah thats the field, they made it on the roof of the mall, and the mall is undeground

and that is the cruise line, i'll show you that on another post

this is me mom and me dad while walking across the streets of bandar hilir

well thats it for today, owh and also just a note, i got an offer for form 6, and this morning i went to the orientation it was quite cool actually just a lil awkward cuz everyone is damn silent!

loL! but other than that im fine with stpm, so anyways thats it for now, till then

LATER!!!

from yours truly,
Z Zaki

rare pics of me when i was young and chubby, yes i was chubby

2009-05-06T01:52:00.007+08:00

have fun! these are really rare pics im showing you guys, so be privileged! loL!

the other one is my younger sis

i know two people are laughing their asses off rite now, dnt deny it! loL! yes you nas and jwa...

well thats it for now, until next time! have fun!

LATER!!!

from yours truly,
Z Zaki

pics of 1st of mei

2009-05-05T00:08:00.006+08:00

hey remember when i told you that i had a dinner with my parents to celebrate their 26th anniversarry, well here's the pics..

owh and we ate at Asian Style at SACC
this is just a view from the room my parents stayed in at the concorde hotel, shah alam looks so green from up here

this is the dish i got for myself, and of course its a fried rice

thats my brother, Zayd, and my Big Sister(no pun intended) is Nadjwa

me mom and me dad with me younger sis Nadya

well those were the pics i managed to take, there were quite a lot of moments where i just sat quite and wasnt in much of a mood as you might have read

SHoutOuT:

to Fasnor: batak lah ko ni! haha! laen kali jgn bace org punyer blog kalau x paham, x pasal2 ko marah aku sbb x paham kenape, haha!
to Farah: welcome back, hope you had fun there? did you catch the flu btw? just asking, i mean just want to be on the safe side, loL! jk
to Harinder: i might be going to taylors as they're psychology programme is much cheaper there than segi, so yeah

well thats it, i gtg

LATER!!!

rejection

2009-05-03T20:50:00.002+08:00

im not smart, i aint a rocket scientist or even a brain surgeon

im not a top student or even a valedictorian

im not the best in what i do or even the top 10

i live my life the way i feel it should be living

yes i've regretted a lot of my actions

bt im also proud of my acomplishments

and all i need from both of you is just recognition

see me as me, not as a your dream son

i want you to look at me and not have that disappointing look in you

that sympathetic eyes, those hurtful gestures

whatever i have done, what ever i did, as cliche as it sounds

i did it for both of you!

bt you just dont see that, i still remember my first prize for being in the top 10 student in my grade at my primary school

bt on that we had to go back to our hometown, i told both of you that i will go up on stage on that day

but you guys said that they wont do that to no 10 student, they only do it to the top 3, you guys cant even delay our departure till lunch hour just for me, just to see me up on the stage

so we departed early, the next week after the ceremony one my class teacher gave me my trophy and a certificate that i could've gotten on that day

bt i didnt care maybe cuz i was young back then, so i didnt care

bt then both of you still did it, you missed my kawad kaki, my f1 thing, even my pmr and spm results

bt here's the good part, every single thing my younger sister achieved, you're oh so proud of it! you went to her pmr results, to her first time participating on the track meet, to her anugerah kecemerlangan, to her nasyid recital, to almost everything you guys never been to mine you went to hers

fine call it jealousy or wtv! she's smart i admit it, the last one in the family, the baby of the family, the most loved

so where does that leave me, a reject? a third wheel? a free loader? a FAILURE!?

they say that parents are never not proud of their children, bt how come mine are so ashamed of me

im not in much of a mood to talk or to be answering calls, so please if YOU(you knw who you are) are reading is please just let me be...

later..

1st of Mei...

2009-05-01T23:56:00.003+08:00

1st of mei, without a doubt one of my most weird out day

woke up early today, played my game just to pass the time till 12 o'clock

the time when the upu results came out, i took a brake for a while went downstairs, drank my tea, watch tv for a short while, finding nemo was on, my enthusiasm towards the movie didnt overcame the abrupt fear that striked in me thinkin if i got in or not?

12 o'clock came quite a sudden, i didnt realise it, i went up stairs took my sis's laptop from her room, surfed the internet

i clicked on the page that (supposedly) determines my future, then it didnt came up, i knew it was going to take a while as it will be lagging from the many of applicants surfing the same website

and so i went to the friday prayers first, hoping and praying to god, thats the only thing i could do at this last minute

came back, my sister called my name, i went up to her room, i didnt even remembered that the laptop in my room is still on and still refreshing, she told me i didnt get it

i just stood there, i didnt knw what to say, then she showed me the page of the results

NO. KAD PENGENALAN / MYKAD	:	910122--**
NAMA	:	AHMAD ZAKI BIN AHMAD ZUBER

Dukacita dimaklumkan bahawa anda TIDAK BERJAYA
dalam permohonan kemasukan ke IPTA Program Pengajian Lepasan SPM/Setaraf bagi Sesi Akademik 2009/2010.

i just stood there, as still as a rock untounched, undisturbed, unmovable, then i didnt knw what happened to me, i just went to being mute, i cnt believe it

i didnt get in to any of them, there were 8 choices in that upu thing, and i didnt get any one of em, sad isnt it? my sisters told my parents i didnt get it, and all they can say is

its ok aki, sume orang pernah kene reject gak, along ngan angah pun x dapat jugak

i just nodded, i dnt want to argue, actually i cnt cuz my mind still cnt believe the fact that i didnt get into tesl, then my parents said that

mungkin diorang tgk results aki kot, kan aki cakap ade ramai lagi yg apply pastu yg laen tu plak 5 A ke atas, mungkin diorang tgk yg tu lah kot

owh yeah thanks dad, that made me feel a hell of a lot better, results, argh! i knw my spm results! dnt have to keep reminding me!

i didnt even finished my lunch, i went to my room, shut the door, played my ps2 while surfing the net

then i chatted with jwa for a while, after that sibs told me to get ready cuz we're going to the conchorde hotel instead of sunway resort to celebrate my parents anniversarry

i went for a short swim just to wash myself of the stress so that i could at least put on a happy face for my parents

we went to sacc for dinner, i took a few pics(i might upload them tomorow), then my sibs and i went home and leave our parents in their own room at the hotel

and now im here telling you all this, well thats it, have fun...

later...

from the untouched rock,
z zaki

me and my habits

2009-04-28T21:12:00.005+08:00

haha, well went out today, first to the mall to buy me sis and I our top-ups, then went to nas house, cuz we're goin to pay for that bow that she wanted on a blog, forgot the url, ok so then

below her office, there is this deposit atm thingy, i thought that since she suggested we should just pay the money through there she should know how to use it, but it turns out

nas didnt knw any better than i did, haha

so i did the usual thing that i would do, i took pics! haha

jwa this is for you, as you should've been here just now, why didnt you!?

BM or BI? hem...hard to choose, haha

even kak lela came to help

did you guys knw that we cnt deposit rm1 or rm5 if you're using an atm thingy?

silly isnt it! well the bow costs like rm22, but then since it didnt accept rm1 or rm5 i had to sacrifice my rm10, i want my balance back nas! it costs rm 22 not rm 30! haha jk, bt yeah i do need my money back, heh

owh and this Friday is a very special day for me

1. im going to get to knw if i will be going to uitm or not

2. its my parents anniversary

3. well family was planning to go to Sunway! the resort and the lagoon! haha

but yeah what im actually anxious about is no. 1 cuz i really want to have friends at the uni im going, argh! this is so frustrating, bt yet everyone has gone and will go through this once in their lifetime

so my Q is how did you handle it?

loL! ok so tomorow fasnor and yuzzuan and arshad are having a bbq at seksyen 8 arnd after 8.30 pm it will be held near the KOPEDA kolej or near the football field, or better yet its near a restaurant that was formally Azira but now Pak Ngah Kopitiam

come by if you have the time, thanks! i'll s you there if you're going!

LATER!!!

from yours truly,
Z Zaki

"it not the time to say our goodbyes yet," -Jwa, on YM! chatting

2009-04-25T16:48:00.003+08:00

haha, sorry just remembered those words out of the blue, hehe

ok so check this out, a few of you might have notice bt i didnt heh

ok it turns out, my 50th post wasnt actually my 50th post, my 50th post was Q's, heh

bt what the hell, its in the past so i guess it aint much of a big deal then

alryte, now its been three weeks since the interview and i just found out from nas's blog that we have till june to start packing and get ready for college

sigh

the sad thing is a few of my friends have gone or goin before june, sandy, ili, and few others have gone to college

Fasnor and Yuzzuan are going in about a week, next week is their last week here, so me and fasnor have been spending most of the time we have and gather up all the seksyen 8 guys and hang

so then Fasnor came up with the idea of a small farewell party for him and yuzzuan, its mostly a bbq, anyways the date i'll inform you when, but for now thats all the info i have

now secondly, me and fasnor are thinking of inviting a few poeple to join us to go to school just to say goodbye and ask for their blessing, i mean im pretty sure by the time may rolled in we'll be pretty busy, so for now we just have Me, Fasnor, Yuzzuan, and Nazmir

but we are inviting others to join us, yes! im intviting both of you Nas and Jwa, come join me on Monday, the time will be informed soon, i promise

ok now thats set and done, kinda emo-ish on the intro aint it

alryte so lets see, owh yes! Nas or Jwa or anybody please please please!

bring me to watch this movie

watch the trailer really funny

owh wait, yeah! please bring me to watch it! i seriously wanna watch it! its so cool, it looks totally great

haha, well on that note of expression i bid you all farewell and have fun!

LATER!!!

from yours truly,
Z Zaki

Q's

2009-04-22T23:33:00.003+08:00

Question: Any one here have any idea who is Fozzy?

no not him

not him either bt still cute though

this is who i am talking about

they are a heavy metal band, and dnt worry they are pretty good, i like one particular song from them, its called "To kill a stranger"

very cool song bt for you who doesnt like heavy headbanging and loud music then you should just try to not press the play button or just stop the music from playing, sorry for the trouble

Question: Does anyone knw where to download good music from the internet?

i mean i've used peer-2-peer software's before, like Limewire and Ares, but this laptop is just not up to the capacity to hold a peer-2-peer transfer

so lately i've been getting my musis straight of the internet like Musicdumper.com and also MP3-codes.com, bt i was just wondering if anyone else has any other websites i could use to find good free music, do let me knw, please and thank you!

Question: Which one do you like better, Black and White or with Colour? on pictures i mean...

i mean in my opinion i love black and white, thts maybe cuz of im still a lil old school, but still i mean, colours are cool, as it shows every detail

bt black and white is like simple and just plain nothingness(sorry for that emo-ish remark), i mean its like just so cool to see me, to see how i would like back in the day when there is no colour, heh

bt again thts just me

Question: Can anyone give me a good song?

haha, ok weird Q to ask bt yh, i was wondering if you have a song that no one has heard of except for yourself, could you write the name of the song and who sang it on my Cbox, my ears are dying and they are in need of some new tunes

i'll listen to any type of song, i dnt mind actually, just give me any genre and i promise you i will take the time to listen to them

ok so thats it for this one, have fun on your day or night, heh

LATER!!!

from yours truly,
Z Zaki

50 post

2009-04-21T10:22:00.006+08:00

ok i noe its not much, bt WOW!!! i've reached my 50th post, hahaha

ok so anyway, i was thinkin of doing something big, bt then again i didnt have much time, so this is big enuf for now, heh

owh and congratulation to jwa upon receiving her new laptop! welcome to the world Dahlia and good luck, hope you can keep up with jwa as her last computer did ;p

forgive the bad pun, alryte so 50th post, what to do? what should i do?

hem...

eh...

wait...

heh....

owh wait this is for nas!

whoah! i never thought i'd have the curage to upload that! this fishface tag better be worth it nas, hahaha

on a further note, my parents have landed safely back to Malaysia frm their umrah, i thank you for those who prayed for them, only god repay your good deed, they arrived last sunday, on the afternoon(thus why i didnt attend the anak wayang) me , my brother and nadya went to pick them up at KLIA

owh and when my brother came back home he bought a partner with him, no not his girlfriend, bt a new addition to the Zuber Family Mini Zoo, hahaha

meet Rocky Balboa(the balboa was just and add up by me and Nadya, heh)

his name is just actually Rocky, he's a Lion-Head rabbit

he's actually a lot smaller than he looks in these pics, how small?

that answered your Q?

haha bt once my brother left he brought lil rocky with him, sigh...

alright then, thats it for today, my next dance video is coming up, until then

LATER!!!

from yours truly,
Z Zaki

Sweet Child of Mine by Guns and Roses

2009-04-17T11:55:00.003+08:00

ok i am really really bored, i got nothin much to say

owh owh nas and jwa is tomorow confirmed?

huh, im so lifeless, owh and this sat and sun at sacc, they have this anak wayang audit, my sis nadya, told me that i should go, and then i told jwa and nas, nas said she would love to go cuz she wants to get some eye candy, haha

but yh, actually im still not sure if i should, i mean im pretty confident up on the stage, bt the thing is, its in bm, and im not that much of a good speaker in my native toungue(there's a clever irony)

on another note, two nights ago, me, nas and jwa had our usuall chat, and then suddenly nas dissapeared and then i started talking to jwa about dbsk, which is totally weird cuz usually its always nas and jwa exchanging stuff abt dbsk

but this time i was like takin nas place, which weird bt kinda fun! haha, now i noe what happens when i log off earlier than them, heh

owh short note, have fun on your trip to europe! even if its just a chance for your parents to find you a college there, bt still just have fun!

and lastly, pray for me that i get into tesl! i really wanted to got there, and im gettin kinda nervous cuz i havent heard anythin frm them since the interview, ugh!

well, thats it for now, next post is my Silver Post! 50th! haha, well until then,

LATER!!!

from yours truly,
Z Zaki

2009-04-15T12:38:00.003+08:00

What did you have for breakfast?
nuggets and tea

Who do you love?
they noe who they are

Where were you born?
Subang Jaya Medical Centre

Where are you?
in my house

Where do you wish you were?
back in school with me friends again

Are you happy with your life?
grateful

Do you cry a lot?
nah

Do you make people angry?
at times

Do you like who you are?
i love me

Are you random?
if im bored, i tend to be

Do you like the cold?
depends on situation

Do you like the heat?
again same answer

Aren’t thunderstorms awesome?
i recoreded one, hahaha told ya if im bored i tend to be so, so recording stuff is one of my random act

Do you like to walk in the rain?
hell yes

Isn’t walking in the leaves romantic?
im not sure, in my view no, but walkin under stars pretty much yes

Do you have any one in mind that you want to walk in the leaves with?
yh but its not who anyone think she is, haha

Do you like expensive things?
if its worth it yes, but mostly no

Have you been called a slut before?
what?!?!?! have i?

Did it bother you?
i dont knw, even if they did, i dnt think i'll be offended, heh

Why do you smile?
cuz the world has enough shit to deal with, im tryin to lighten up the burden

What makes you smile?
memories and besties and nature

Do people asking you too many questions in a row bother you?
at times yes

Why?
i guess cuz it kinda irritatin

Do you like cameras?
yh but im not into it, i just like it

Do you like taking pictures?
now this i love doing

What is the weather like out side?
sunny perfect day to go out

Are you happy you are alive?
im grateful

What or who makes life worth living?
me friends

Do they feel the same about you?
i noe they do, even if they dont admit it ; p (perasan gile! haha)

Do you like looking up at the stars?
yh

Ever wanted to go into a black hole thinking it may take you back in time or forward in time?
no, more of a building a time machine, heh

Ever thought you were in love?
i've been constantly mistaken unlonely with love, im really sorry

Do you like puzzles?
i guess

How about word searches?
that i love

Do you like coloring?
no

Can you stay in the lines?
the reason why i dnt like it

What do you like better, colored pencils, crayons, or markers?
depeneds

Can you type fast?
nope

What have you been labeled?
haha most comonly Half-Gay

Do you want to move?
no

If yes where do you want to move to?
well if i have to then Fasnor's hse i guess

How come?
cuz i've been friends with him more than 11 years so i noe he'll lend me a hand when i need it

Do you think the one you love is taking you over?
yh past love life

Are you a geek?
im not sure, i think i was

Are you good at history?
hahaha, i cnt remember history to save my life

Are you good at English?
yh i guess so

Are you good at science?
love science

What other languages do you speak?
Malay

Can you count in them?
haha yeah, its my native language

Do you think you are a nice person?
nah, i noe im evil

What is the worst pain you’ve ever felt?
no comment

Where is your favorite place to be?
school, especially with nas and jwa

Do you want to die?
no

What did you have for lunch?
still waiting for it

Do you smoke?
used to

Do you drink?
no

Do you like swimming?
yeah

Have you ever walked out on the break water to a light house?
ooooh, i wish, sounds fun

Ever been inside the light house?
yeah, i was really big, the light i mean

Name two people you miss really badly:
mom and dad, they're on their umrah, we(my sibs and i) are praying for your journey and safe return, i wans a new jubbah!!! haha

Where are they?
umrah, at mekkah i think, or maybe they're still at madinah, im not sure, well the last time we called them they were still at madinah, so yh

Do you have your own room?
yeah

How many windows are in your room?
3

What size bed do you have?
double decker

Do you do your own laundry?
at times

Do you want to get married?
not now

Is any one mad at you?
dont knw

What is bothering you right now?
stupid game, haha

Who do you truly hate?
i dnt hate just angry

Does any one like you?
dont knw

Are you shy?
i have a blog dont i, heh

Have you ever asked any one out?
yeah

What’s your relationship status?
available but not looking for one

Who is the last person you went to the movies with?
Nas, and kek lela and kak lela's sis, F&F4

Who is the last person you went to the mall with?
sis

Who is the last person to call you?
Fasnor

Who is the last person to IM you?
FreeBird! haha harinder

Who is the last person to E-mail you?
youtube

Who is the last person you IM’d?
harinder

Who is the last person you E-mailed?
dnt knw

Who is the last person you called?
parents

What do you use to IM?
yahoo

What is your home page?
Mozilla homepage yahoo search

How many e-mails do you have?
more than 200 i think

Do you hear voices?
yup, haha

Do you like to blow bubbles?
yup

Have you ever eaten any bubbles?
nope

Do you like unicorn horns?
no

Do you like candy apples?
never tasted

Do you like cotton candy?
love it

Do you enjoy fairs?
heh

Do you like playing with fire?
ooooh yes

Have you ever had stitches?
yeah

Have you ever had any ex-rays?
haha yeah

What is your favorite scent?
nivea for men, haha

What is your favorite perfume?
hem, i'd say body gloves but i forgot whats it called

What is your favorite store?
game store

Where did you get your clothes you are wearing?
mostly at subang parade

Do you like to go to the mall?
yeah

What do you fear?
god, and losing a friend

Did you enjoy this survey?
heh a little